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Monday, August 31, 2009 @ 6:10 PM Oops. Just realise that i dint post for yesterday -.- Firstly, Happy Teacher's Day to all the teachers in the world ! Lol. Today i wasnt really feeling quite well -.- Having stomach cramp since early in the morniong. After 8am dhen im feeling better -.- When i was walking back to class, something bout went wrong with me. Everything infront of me was black. ALL BLACK. And i couldn't see a thing. Thought i was going to faint, but i dint lah -.- I only can feel myself walking from left to right, dhen right to left. But after that really feeling better le. Entered the class, my teachers and classmates was shocked to see me so pale. All of them came asking and the two math teacher surrounded me and ask if im okay. Thanks people, im okay lah. Hahas. Thanks especially Celine, RuiXuan and You, Julian. Hahahaha. Though you only ask if im okay through the messages, it's appreciated! :D I know you're the one who cares bout me the most ! :D After that math period, we were having our mother tongue. SIAN ! The teacher at there talk non-stop siah. Talking to herself when no one is listening -.- After that was Teacher's celebration. All the students were to assemble in the hall. Was messaging with Julian, he's trying his best to wake the e...............t hexiang wake up -.- That e............t ahs, bad leh. Let my hubby wait for so long -.- Still dun wanna answer call somemore ? Nice to sleep not ?! Haha.. :x Lols. Dhen after that both hexiang and julian came to school! Haha :D Happy to see him(: Dhen me and ruixuan was teasing celine lorh. Haha. She was shy i think, could see her blushing there. Hahahahahaha :x So fun teasing people :D After that i went to Fei Yue to see the teachers there. I was suppose to go there on fri with the rest of batch who graduated with me. But im sick, so i've made it today, was suprised that all the teachers had stopped teaching there. Left that fat fat fat male teacher :x Talked for quite awhile lahs, dhen after that went home lerh. Today 4 person send me home today lehs ! Haha. Hexiang, celine, ruixuan and JULIAN :D Reached home and found 2 of the agency people at my house. Really cant imagine that we're selling our house in such a fast time. Bad news time, dad wanna give ki ki away T.T He dun wanna her anymore. Things wouldn't be same without her around. I think i'll miss her badly T.T How could daddy do that ? That was IRRESPONSIBLE. Somemore, ki ki was with me since i was Pri 2 leh. 7 years, how would i bear to leave her. If she knows this, i bet she would be crying too. She's the one i dote most. Why must daddy do this. i really dun understand. I spoke with uncle, he said it was okay for ki ki to move in with us. But dad was unreasonable! I hate you daddy. You're always the one who upsets me. You're always the one who finds excuse to stop me from asking you why why why and why. You're just someone who's cold-blooded. I think. Sometimes i just feel like solding the F word staright in front of you __ You suck lah. That's it. Full stop. Now im messaging with Julian (; Waiting for him to go online.. How long will you take honey ? Dun forget im meeting you tomorrow! I love you lahs! <33 Hmphs Got to go lerh. Hope things will go better bahs. I wan my ki ki ! T.T back to the top Saturday, August 29, 2009 @ 8:47 PM Sometimes, crying out would help more. i'd rather the tears to drip than to hear you say whadever you wanted to say. Even if u call me to stop, i'll still continue to do so. After the tears stopped dripping, u'll feel much better. Im an optimistic girl. I will be fine after awhile time. But this doesnt mean that im fine. I've been keeping secrets to myself. Only me, and me, and me will know whad im thinking. I woke up early, got back my phone and messaged him. I could feel the pain in him, the uneasyness in him. I could sense him aching inside somehow. He told me bout the offline messages. I dun wish to read them at first. I dun even feel like signing in, cuz im afraid the contents he wrote would kill me instantly. But i got to, i know i got to face the reality. Im sorry baby, sorry for making such stupid idiotic stuffs to make you feel bad. One month. I'll treat you like him, as you wish. I'll follow you, whadever you want and whadever you do. You know guys, i really hate edwin tioh zhen hui. I really hate him. I dreaded too walk pass his class, i dreaded to see him in shcool. Im trying my best to avoid him, cuz im afraid the memories would start appearring in my head. If it's not him, i wouldnt be so miserable now. I wouldnt wait for him for such a damn long period. I think im a stupid, a foolish person He's such a bastard. But it's alright, it had all passed, im with a better guy who's a million times better than him. I'll make my promise here, HERE, to everyone, that i'll give it my best. One month's time honey (: I've been sitting infront of the com for the whole day! Got to go liaos. Bye(: back to the top Friday, August 28, 2009 @ 7:37 PM TO : SOMEBODY OUT THERE. Thanks for your concern alright, let me just tell you straight. I wont leave and i'll never do that like whad u said to Julian. Cant you like dun poke your nose into other people's problem? If i really did break his heart or whad-so-ever, U can go ahead and do whadever you wanna do to me, is this okay ? -.- And when you tag, please write your BIG NAME. Dun you have a name. Zzz Just write it down, i wun do anything or whad-so-ever. IF u really really dun like us being together, dhen i really got no comment to say. But i just wanna tell you that i will determine to you that i'll never do whad u've mentioned in ur tag. Thanks. Today was a short day. Lessons ended early. Got my results back. Passed all except my combined science. I failed by one mark leh -.- After school, went to meet Julian. After that slack with him and celine around the blocks near school. After that went home. I went straight hoem to do the housechores that i needed to do. Bathe and then do my homework. Hoping that my dad would allow me to go out with Julian tomorrow. In the end, my dad says i cant -.- Cuz i had spent alot of money this week. I paid my handphone's bill and my new mobile connector. But i dun think this is counted bahs -.- Money only. Can be earn back whad. Zzz Bo pian lorh. My friends and him really hopes that i can join them siahs! PLEASE DAD ! Just go out one day only. Plus exams are over ! Please please please. Im praying really hard that i can go out tomorrow! Pls GOD, HELP ME TOO! Gtg liao. Faster go complete my homework. Hope that my dad will see the efforts that i had made and allow me to go out tomorrow. I WANT TO GO OUT! Lol. Bye People. back to the top Thursday, August 27, 2009 @ 8:16 PM Hey people. There's something i really really need to tell you guys. I Lim Sin Jie stead with Julian Teoh is NOT because of FAME, and NOT because of MONEY. Please, tell those ignorance PEOPLE especially those DOGS, please dun anyhow say and spread. Yes, maybe he's rich, so whad? Can you ever buy Love with Money?! Come on! You can never do that -.- Even if u did, u'll never feel happiness with it. U dun sell yourself to other people using money. That's it, i tell you guys whad, no matter whad u guys say, i'll never never leave him. So stop and never think that you can break us up. Thanks(: Had all my lessons till 3pm today. Tired ah. Went home straight after that. Mop floor dhen bathe dhen online. Chat with Darling. Nice chattiing(; Haha. Thanks for accompanying me. Haha :D Let's pray hard that i would be able to go out this saturday with him to buy my new school back and shop around the town area bahs. Celine, RuiXuan and Him is yearning for me to go. PRAY HARD PRAY HARD PRAY HARD !!!!!!!!!!!! I wan to go out! God help me! Ahahahaha :D Alrights, got to go liaos. I'll go revise a little bit, dhen watch television dhen lights off! Goodnights people and sleep tight! Must cover blanket tight, this few nights keep raining -.- Bye! back to the top Wednesday, August 26, 2009 @ 9:08 PM Back Back Back! :D Today is a tiring but happy day for me! Had my lessons in school while messaging with my dearest! Haha. Whenever i need him, he'll be there for me, unlike me.. When he needs me, im forever not there i guess. If If If my dad wan't like this, If If If i had more freedom to go out. If If If im old enough in my dad's mind; the mature type , i could spend my everyday, every hour, every minute, every seconds with him, how great would that be? Had my boring and tiring lessons, sometimes i juz feel like giving up the thought of studying -.- But it's for my future and for Our future(; Haha. If u readers dun understand it, dhen forget it! :P The school bells rang! Went to meet celine at my class which needed me to climb up one flight if stairs! D; Dhen went straight out to the gate to look for him! Thanks for waiting for me to end school under the hot sun for half an hour darling! (: Went to slack at Blk 3 with celine and him.. There's something i need to say to you, not that i dun wana u to smoke. Juz that it;s bad for health. Sorry alright? Went back home after that. bathe and stuffs. Dhen went to lot one with my dad and signed for my mobile connector! Weeeeeeeets~! :D Can online everyday liaos! Haha. Alright, got to go liaos. Goodnights people! i love you hubby(: back to the top Sunday, August 23, 2009 @ 6:24 PM Hey people ! ;D Finally can post after dunnoe how many weeks of not using com. I'll sign for a new modem asap(: Thanks for weihao and J.T ahs. Haha. Thanks for tagging my rotting blog (: GOOD NEWS people! Im attached :D To Julian Teoh. Hahahaaha. Wish me last long long long long kays? (; He's my sweet and caring boyfriend(: My fiancee, forever and ever . Hahaha ;D Hmmms, i scored well for all my july test, however, my CA2 sucks lahs -.- I think im gonna fail my combined science and maths. God Damn It. Weihao, stop saying i look like a study girl when i wear my spects k ? i know it myself, dun nid you to tell me -.- And darius chua, stop acting like a dog lah horh -.- Always at there say people scared this scared that. You're the one whose scared lorh. Everytime people come find you u at there cry for help . Zzzz. All the best lah horhs, juz see whad u'll get frm weihao. Lols . WeiHao, i support you ahs ! Haha back to the top Sunday, August 9, 2009 @ 5:44 PM Hey People. Think i couldnt update my blog for long. Sorry ahs. Cuz im having my exams this coming week ans currently not having my mobile connector. :X Hmms, today was a tiring day.. Aunt had moved out of my house, Happy :D Finally i cant have my freedom ! WOOTS~ ! :D Went to her house just now to help them pack. Iron wash and stuffs. Tired. Talked to JT for like two hours, when my phone was super-dooper ASS. It kept auto-shutdown. NahBeii :X Somebody call me to cut down on vulgarities. I promise i will cut down kays? (: Thanks for chatting with me. I really appreciated it(: Gtg. Bye(: back to the top Friday, August 7, 2009 @ 7:34 PM o6 August 2009 Yesterday was a long day for school ? Luckily miss lim was not able to teach for the afternoon lesson. So we do the speech writing ourselves. Quite tedious ahs. Need to express ourselves clearly in it. Spend for 1 hour and 10 mins to do? While doing, i was messaging JT, listening to songs and talking JingWen. Im someone who could multi-task(: Haha. Dhen after that, YiZhong came from his class to fetch me. Kept him waiting for quite long. Sorry ahs. We talked and laugh. Really hope those moments spent with you weren't so short. When i reached home, i called JT up. Wanted him to call me back, but his house phone spoil. Lol. Get a new one asap ? Haha. Everything was going on fine till i dunnoe it's me or him who started talking bout the prostitude thingy. I really forgot who started it. Expected lah, everyone know it. I think im rather foolish bahs, always thinking on the bright side whenever i heard people saying that and refering it to me. But this time round, it really turns and hit me in the back. HURTED ): JT told me that he always thought i was that kind of person till he actually know me. Seriously, im dissapointed in whad u've just said and im crying at that particular moment. There isnt a need for you to say sorry lah, seriously. I know everybody thinks that way bout me. I know you wanted to help me by wanting to tell other people that im not. Perhaps u really believe in me or whad so ever. But others will not. They dun give a damn to it because it's not them who's hurt. They will only treat you as someone who's talking crap you know that? Silly of you. It's just worthless. juzt let them be bahs. To this topic, all i could say was, im really really really really dissapointed in you, and especially myself. 07 August 2009 Today was a happy plus tiring day for me ? Haha. School ends at 10.45. Had the national parade commanding and cross country run. Hey people, by bf is cool wearing the NCC unifrom kays? (: Haha. I jogged with Noel, kaiLin, Adelaide and Manke for the cross country. We giggled the way through out the journey. Though it's long, it's fun. On the way i oso messaged with JT. And dhen i saw YiZhong doing his duty along the canal. Really damn happy to see him there. Haha :D After the whole thing, waited for him to end, so we could go home together, but he needs to go to a meeting on NCC i think. So no choice lorh, i went back with adi. She came up to my house and waited for me to bathe. After that took cab frm my house to Lot one. Ate at Ajisen. Beside us sat 2 girls frm kranji sec. They talked talked talked TALKED non-stop when thay have finish their food. Damn retard. And there was like 10+ people waiting for tables lorhs. I think they're like bitch? Haha :X No right to say people horh? But seriously, they should be considerate. Must be a good citizen mahs(: Then after they're gone, i told adi that im meeting JT. She was shock, and say i couldnt. But in the end still meet lah. Haha. So JT went frm his campus to meet me at Lot's library. Kind of sweet? Haha. dhen JT and i walked the whole library, looking for my storybooks :X In the end, i walked off to find my gfs. The libririan scolded us as we're sitting at the children's corner. We then went off to walk around in the mall. FUN (: And guess who i saw? SIAN CHEONG :D Best friend lehs. Haha Lol. Erm, then after that saw DOMO. The one with the square mouth and jagged teeth. Lol. CUTE. i like it alot. Dhen went to popular to check the price on "Marley and Me", 17 bucks, im gonna buy it(: Walk walk walk, in the end, ps adi. Ended up laughing and chatting with JT. Nice having you beside me. Appreciated(: Sometimes i really do hope u're there with me or somehow. He went home after that and adi and i went to watch the movie "UP" ! Haha, funny show(: Like it alot. there's one part, forgotten which part is it :x Both of us laughed the loudest. HAHAHAHA. Then we turn and hit each other's head. PAIN ): But afterall, i really enjoyed myself. After movie, she went back home, i went back my home. I took 307 while talking to JT. He's always the one accompanying me ahs. Haha. Really had a great time with you, hope that every moment with u would be kept inbetween us(: Sometimes, after i know you better, i started to think that im having illusion. Never thought that one day, i would get to know you so well(: Let's kip everything the way there are, or maybe better in the future bahs (: Really a long post today. Haha. Gtg liao. Nights(: I love NYZ (: back to the top Wednesday, August 5, 2009 @ 4:52 PM Another piece of good news! :D My history passed with flying colours! Haha. I got 10 out of 12 ! Isn't that great! (: Erm, kind of boring now uhs. J.t is sleeping, waiting for him to online uhs. Like very sian nehs. Let's not wake him up kays ? He's a busy guy ah. Haha :D Hope he'll do well for his friday's exam. Wish him Good Luck dhen (: Today had lessons till 1.30pm. Quite fun ah, today all the lessons like slack slack liddat. Friends were all luaghing together. Glad to hear laughters inside the classroom(: Went home togther with YiZhong. It's always me who's doing the talking i think.. Haha, but it's okay lah. Like JT said, im chatty.. (: Every subject got to buy O'level passed exams assesment -.- Sian, now homework is double liao ): Gpt to buck up liao ! :D Haha. Erm, nothing much to post today. Gtg, Byes. Exams counting down to 8 more days! back to the top Tuesday, August 4, 2009 @ 6:19 PM Good news Good news(: My History test passed ! :D My Physics test passed ! :D My Maths test actually pass one lorh, but dhen dint write units, minus one mark. Fail by one mark ): Haha, i made a good effort to study, that's why i passed ! Jia Yous sinjie ! :D Haha(: Erm, tired day. had extra lesson till four. English and Mathematics. Today Mr.Liew announced a "good" news -.- From next week onwards, every tuesday, we got to stay back till 5pm. So retarded -.- Chatted with J.T when i was walking home from school ? The way he laugh, i felt more relaxed. Haha. Dunnoe why :x NgYiZhong, must remember to drink more water ! Counting down to CA2, 9 more days! People, all the best ! :D Byes(: back to the top Monday, August 3, 2009 @ 7:19 PM .. Hey people (: Today was an annoying day for me. The stupig toad kip scold people. Late only whad, like will die liddat. She never late before mehs ?! Call us go take photo aroung the school compound. So all of us took our cameras and started running round in the school. Haha, kind of slacking lorhs. Dhen i dailed somebody's handphone to disturb him, Dint know that talking to him would be so nice ? Haha :D he's talking in english, so im not used to it. But, it's okay luh, at least got chat awhile. So i walked pass yizhong's class. Haha. Dhen i went all the way down to the citec rrom there and saw the toad. She call me to go back class cuz she caught me talking on the phone when im supposed to take pictures. So i went back to the art room. She called weihao to call everyone back . Dhen kip calling us to sit down and not to move around. As if we're her dog liddat -.- Next minute when everyone is back, she started scolding us lah. Dhen everyone started talking back at her. From this, we can say that nobody respect her lorh. i dun think she even know it -.- Always insisting that she's always right ? Like whad somebody had said, just get back to ur pond and teach the fish and frogs ! Haha :D This was really funny xD Then went to an art exhibition with her also -.- On the way to there, luckily got this *somebody and jingwen to accompany me chat. Haha. Yizhong said he wanted to wait for me, but he went off first. but it's okay lurhs(: Still got alot of time in the future for you to accompany me, no worries(: On the way back school from the exhibition, something did really happen i guess. Things were not right after i had answer his question. Im sorry. All my fault, who call me came up with that stupid question, and that is why you ask me back. Im really sorry if whad i had said had hurt you. I could feel you being upset ? Or maybe it was just like whad you've said, i think too much liao. Cheer up kays(: Had trigo maths quiz today and i know how to do most of the question! Haha. Just hope that i can pass this quiz(: Nothing much to post lerh. People, jiayous for the upcoming exams(: back to the top Saturday, August 1, 2009 @ 2:08 PM Saturday was a boring day for me.. I woke up early to check my hp for his message, but it turned out to be other people's message. One word, DISSAPOINTED. In myself, and not him. I was wondering if it was me who's not good enough or.. ? Something got to be wrong . It's all my fault, if it's not the message, not the content, everything would be fine. I dun even know whether he's alright or not. I was wondering whad his mum, his dad, his sis would say. I wanted to admit who i am. But if i did that, he would be dead meat. So i chose to shud myself up. It's all my fault. Im sorry. Im really sorry. Just hope that in the next two days before you're back to sch, you would contact me. Nothing much to post already. Bye.. back to the top	Monday, August 31, 2009 @ 6:10 PM Oops. Just realise that i dint post for yesterday -.- Firstly, Happy Teacher's Day to all the teachers in the world ! Lol. Today i wasnt really feeling quite well -.- Having stomach cramp since early in the morniong. After 8am dhen im feeling better -.- When i was walking back to class, something bout went wrong with me. Everything infront of me was black. ALL BLACK. And i couldn't see a thing. Thought i was going to faint, but i dint lah -.- I only can feel myself walking from left to right, dhen right to left. But after that really feeling better le. Entered the class, my teachers and classmates was shocked to see me so pale. All of them came asking and the two math teacher surrounded me and ask if im okay. Thanks people, im okay lah. Hahas. Thanks especially Celine, RuiXuan and You, Julian. Hahahaha. Though you only ask if im okay through the messages, it's appreciated! :D I know you're the one who cares bout me the most ! :D After that math period, we were having our mother tongue. SIAN ! The teacher at there talk non-stop siah. Talking to herself when no one is listening -.- After that was Teacher's celebration. All the students were to assemble in the hall. Was messaging with Julian, he's trying his best to wake the e...............t hexiang wake up -.- That e............t ahs, bad leh. Let my hubby wait for so long -.- Still dun wanna answer call somemore ? Nice to sleep not ?! Haha.. :x Lols. Dhen after that both hexiang and julian came to school! Haha :D Happy to see him(: Dhen me and ruixuan was teasing celine lorh. Haha. She was shy i think, could see her blushing there. Hahahahahaha :x So fun teasing people :D After that i went to Fei Yue to see the teachers there. I was suppose to go there on fri with the rest of batch who graduated with me. But im sick, so i've made it today, was suprised that all the teachers had stopped teaching there. Left that fat fat fat male teacher :x Talked for quite awhile lahs, dhen after that went home lerh. Today 4 person send me home today lehs ! Haha. Hexiang, celine, ruixuan and JULIAN :D Reached home and found 2 of the agency people at my house. Really cant imagine that we're selling our house in such a fast time. Bad news time, dad wanna give ki ki away T.T He dun wanna her anymore. Things wouldn't be same without her around. I think i'll miss her badly T.T How could daddy do that ? That was IRRESPONSIBLE. Somemore, ki ki was with me since i was Pri 2 leh. 7 years, how would i bear to leave her. If she knows this, i bet she would be crying too. She's the one i dote most. Why must daddy do this. i really dun understand. I spoke with uncle, he said it was okay for ki ki to move in with us. But dad was unreasonable! I hate you daddy. You're always the one who upsets me. You're always the one who finds excuse to stop me from asking you why why why and why. You're just someone who's cold-blooded. I think. Sometimes i just feel like solding the F word staright in front of you __ You suck lah. That's it. Full stop. Now im messaging with Julian (; Waiting for him to go online.. How long will you take honey ? Dun forget im meeting you tomorrow! I love you lahs! <33 Hmphs Got to go lerh. Hope things will go better bahs. I wan my ki ki ! T.T back to the top Saturday, August 29, 2009 @ 8:47 PM Sometimes, crying out would help more. i'd rather the tears to drip than to hear you say whadever you wanted to say. Even if u call me to stop, i'll still continue to do so. After the tears stopped dripping, u'll feel much better. Im an optimistic girl. I will be fine after awhile time. But this doesnt mean that im fine. I've been keeping secrets to myself. Only me, and me, and me will know whad im thinking. I woke up early, got back my phone and messaged him. I could feel the pain in him, the uneasyness in him. I could sense him aching inside somehow. He told me bout the offline messages. I dun wish to read them at first. I dun even feel like signing in, cuz im afraid the contents he wrote would kill me instantly. But i got to, i know i got to face the reality. Im sorry baby, sorry for making such stupid idiotic stuffs to make you feel bad. One month. I'll treat you like him, as you wish. I'll follow you, whadever you want and whadever you do. You know guys, i really hate edwin tioh zhen hui. I really hate him. I dreaded too walk pass his class, i dreaded to see him in shcool. Im trying my best to avoid him, cuz im afraid the memories would start appearring in my head. If it's not him, i wouldnt be so miserable now. I wouldnt wait for him for such a damn long period. I think im a stupid, a foolish person He's such a bastard. But it's alright, it had all passed, im with a better guy who's a million times better than him. I'll make my promise here, HERE, to everyone, that i'll give it my best. One month's time honey (: I've been sitting infront of the com for the whole day! Got to go liaos. Bye(: back to the top Friday, August 28, 2009 @ 7:37 PM TO : SOMEBODY OUT THERE. Thanks for your concern alright, let me just tell you straight. I wont leave and i'll never do that like whad u said to Julian. Cant you like dun poke your nose into other people's problem? If i really did break his heart or whad-so-ever, U can go ahead and do whadever you wanna do to me, is this okay ? -.- And when you tag, please write your BIG NAME. Dun you have a name. Zzz Just write it down, i wun do anything or whad-so-ever. IF u really really dun like us being together, dhen i really got no comment to say. But i just wanna tell you that i will determine to you that i'll never do whad u've mentioned in ur tag. Thanks. Today was a short day. Lessons ended early. Got my results back. Passed all except my combined science. I failed by one mark leh -.- After school, went to meet Julian. After that slack with him and celine around the blocks near school. After that went home. I went straight hoem to do the housechores that i needed to do. Bathe and then do my homework. Hoping that my dad would allow me to go out with Julian tomorrow. In the end, my dad says i cant -.- Cuz i had spent alot of money this week. I paid my handphone's bill and my new mobile connector. But i dun think this is counted bahs -.- Money only. Can be earn back whad. Zzz Bo pian lorh. My friends and him really hopes that i can join them siahs! PLEASE DAD ! Just go out one day only. Plus exams are over ! Please please please. Im praying really hard that i can go out tomorrow! Pls GOD, HELP ME TOO! Gtg liao. Faster go complete my homework. Hope that my dad will see the efforts that i had made and allow me to go out tomorrow. I WANT TO GO OUT! Lol. Bye People. back to the top Thursday, August 27, 2009 @ 8:16 PM Hey people. There's something i really really need to tell you guys. I Lim Sin Jie stead with Julian Teoh is NOT because of FAME, and NOT because of MONEY. Please, tell those ignorance PEOPLE especially those DOGS, please dun anyhow say and spread. Yes, maybe he's rich, so whad? Can you ever buy Love with Money?! Come on! You can never do that -.- Even if u did, u'll never feel happiness with it. U dun sell yourself to other people using money. That's it, i tell you guys whad, no matter whad u guys say, i'll never never leave him. So stop and never think that you can break us up. Thanks(: Had all my lessons till 3pm today. Tired ah. Went home straight after that. Mop floor dhen bathe dhen online. Chat with Darling. Nice chattiing(; Haha. Thanks for accompanying me. Haha :D Let's pray hard that i would be able to go out this saturday with him to buy my new school back and shop around the town area bahs. Celine, RuiXuan and Him is yearning for me to go. PRAY HARD PRAY HARD PRAY HARD !!!!!!!!!!!! I wan to go out! God help me! Ahahahaha :D Alrights, got to go liaos. I'll go revise a little bit, dhen watch television dhen lights off! Goodnights people and sleep tight! Must cover blanket tight, this few nights keep raining -.- Bye! back to the top Wednesday, August 26, 2009 @ 9:08 PM Back Back Back! :D Today is a tiring but happy day for me! Had my lessons in school while messaging with my dearest! Haha. Whenever i need him, he'll be there for me, unlike me.. When he needs me, im forever not there i guess. If If If my dad wan't like this, If If If i had more freedom to go out. If If If im old enough in my dad's mind; the mature type , i could spend my everyday, every hour, every minute, every seconds with him, how great would that be? Had my boring and tiring lessons, sometimes i juz feel like giving up the thought of studying -.- But it's for my future and for Our future(; Haha. If u readers dun understand it, dhen forget it! :P The school bells rang! Went to meet celine at my class which needed me to climb up one flight if stairs! D; Dhen went straight out to the gate to look for him! Thanks for waiting for me to end school under the hot sun for half an hour darling! (: Went to slack at Blk 3 with celine and him.. There's something i need to say to you, not that i dun wana u to smoke. Juz that it;s bad for health. Sorry alright? Went back home after that. bathe and stuffs. Dhen went to lot one with my dad and signed for my mobile connector! Weeeeeeeets~! :D Can online everyday liaos! Haha. Alright, got to go liaos. Goodnights people! i love you hubby(: back to the top Sunday, August 23, 2009 @ 6:24 PM Hey people ! ;D Finally can post after dunnoe how many weeks of not using com. I'll sign for a new modem asap(: Thanks for weihao and J.T ahs. Haha. Thanks for tagging my rotting blog (: GOOD NEWS people! Im attached :D To Julian Teoh. Hahahaaha. Wish me last long long long long kays? (; He's my sweet and caring boyfriend(: My fiancee, forever and ever . Hahaha ;D Hmmms, i scored well for all my july test, however, my CA2 sucks lahs -.- I think im gonna fail my combined science and maths. God Damn It. Weihao, stop saying i look like a study girl when i wear my spects k ? i know it myself, dun nid you to tell me -.- And darius chua, stop acting like a dog lah horh -.- Always at there say people scared this scared that. You're the one whose scared lorh. Everytime people come find you u at there cry for help . Zzzz. All the best lah horhs, juz see whad u'll get frm weihao. Lols . WeiHao, i support you ahs ! Haha back to the top Sunday, August 9, 2009 @ 5:44 PM Hey People. Think i couldnt update my blog for long. Sorry ahs. Cuz im having my exams this coming week ans currently not having my mobile connector. :X Hmms, today was a tiring day.. Aunt had moved out of my house, Happy :D Finally i cant have my freedom ! WOOTS~ ! :D Went to her house just now to help them pack. Iron wash and stuffs. Tired. Talked to JT for like two hours, when my phone was super-dooper ASS. It kept auto-shutdown. NahBeii :X Somebody call me to cut down on vulgarities. I promise i will cut down kays? (: Thanks for chatting with me. I really appreciated it(: Gtg. Bye(: back to the top Friday, August 7, 2009 @ 7:34 PM o6 August 2009 Yesterday was a long day for school ? Luckily miss lim was not able to teach for the afternoon lesson. So we do the speech writing ourselves. Quite tedious ahs. Need to express ourselves clearly in it. Spend for 1 hour and 10 mins to do? While doing, i was messaging JT, listening to songs and talking JingWen. Im someone who could multi-task(: Haha. Dhen after that, YiZhong came from his class to fetch me. Kept him waiting for quite long. Sorry ahs. We talked and laugh. Really hope those moments spent with you weren't so short. When i reached home, i called JT up. Wanted him to call me back, but his house phone spoil. Lol. Get a new one asap ? Haha. Everything was going on fine till i dunnoe it's me or him who started talking bout the prostitude thingy. I really forgot who started it. Expected lah, everyone know it. I think im rather foolish bahs, always thinking on the bright side whenever i heard people saying that and refering it to me. But this time round, it really turns and hit me in the back. HURTED ): JT told me that he always thought i was that kind of person till he actually know me. Seriously, im dissapointed in whad u've just said and im crying at that particular moment. There isnt a need for you to say sorry lah, seriously. I know everybody thinks that way bout me. I know you wanted to help me by wanting to tell other people that im not. Perhaps u really believe in me or whad so ever. But others will not. They dun give a damn to it because it's not them who's hurt. They will only treat you as someone who's talking crap you know that? Silly of you. It's just worthless. juzt let them be bahs. To this topic, all i could say was, im really really really really dissapointed in you, and especially myself. 07 August 2009 Today was a happy plus tiring day for me ? Haha. School ends at 10.45. Had the national parade commanding and cross country run. Hey people, by bf is cool wearing the NCC unifrom kays? (: Haha. I jogged with Noel, kaiLin, Adelaide and Manke for the cross country. We giggled the way through out the journey. Though it's long, it's fun. On the way i oso messaged with JT. And dhen i saw YiZhong doing his duty along the canal. Really damn happy to see him there. Haha :D After the whole thing, waited for him to end, so we could go home together, but he needs to go to a meeting on NCC i think. So no choice lorh, i went back with adi. She came up to my house and waited for me to bathe. After that took cab frm my house to Lot one. Ate at Ajisen. Beside us sat 2 girls frm kranji sec. They talked talked talked TALKED non-stop when thay have finish their food. Damn retard. And there was like 10+ people waiting for tables lorhs. I think they're like bitch? Haha :X No right to say people horh? But seriously, they should be considerate. Must be a good citizen mahs(: Then after they're gone, i told adi that im meeting JT. She was shock, and say i couldnt. But in the end still meet lah. Haha. So JT went frm his campus to meet me at Lot's library. Kind of sweet? Haha. dhen JT and i walked the whole library, looking for my storybooks :X In the end, i walked off to find my gfs. The libririan scolded us as we're sitting at the children's corner. We then went off to walk around in the mall. FUN (: And guess who i saw? SIAN CHEONG :D Best friend lehs. Haha Lol. Erm, then after that saw DOMO. The one with the square mouth and jagged teeth. Lol. CUTE. i like it alot. Dhen went to popular to check the price on "Marley and Me", 17 bucks, im gonna buy it(: Walk walk walk, in the end, ps adi. Ended up laughing and chatting with JT. Nice having you beside me. Appreciated(: Sometimes i really do hope u're there with me or somehow. He went home after that and adi and i went to watch the movie "UP" ! Haha, funny show(: Like it alot. there's one part, forgotten which part is it :x Both of us laughed the loudest. HAHAHAHA. Then we turn and hit each other's head. PAIN ): But afterall, i really enjoyed myself. After movie, she went back home, i went back my home. I took 307 while talking to JT. He's always the one accompanying me ahs. Haha. Really had a great time with you, hope that every moment with u would be kept inbetween us(: Sometimes, after i know you better, i started to think that im having illusion. Never thought that one day, i would get to know you so well(: Let's kip everything the way there are, or maybe better in the future bahs (: Really a long post today. Haha. Gtg liao. Nights(: I love NYZ (: back to the top Wednesday, August 5, 2009 @ 4:52 PM Another piece of good news! :D My history passed with flying colours! Haha. I got 10 out of 12 ! Isn't that great! (: Erm, kind of boring now uhs. J.t is sleeping, waiting for him to online uhs. Like very sian nehs. Let's not wake him up kays ? He's a busy guy ah. Haha :D Hope he'll do well for his friday's exam. Wish him Good Luck dhen (: Today had lessons till 1.30pm. Quite fun ah, today all the lessons like slack slack liddat. Friends were all luaghing together. Glad to hear laughters inside the classroom(: Went home togther with YiZhong. It's always me who's doing the talking i think.. Haha, but it's okay lah. Like JT said, im chatty.. (: Every subject got to buy O'level passed exams assesment -.- Sian, now homework is double liao ): Gpt to buck up liao ! :D Haha. Erm, nothing much to post today. Gtg, Byes. Exams counting down to 8 more days! back to the top Tuesday, August 4, 2009 @ 6:19 PM Good news Good news(: My History test passed ! :D My Physics test passed ! :D My Maths test actually pass one lorh, but dhen dint write units, minus one mark. Fail by one mark ): Haha, i made a good effort to study, that's why i passed ! Jia Yous sinjie ! :D Haha(: Erm, tired day. had extra lesson till four. English and Mathematics. Today Mr.Liew announced a "good" news -.- From next week onwards, every tuesday, we got to stay back till 5pm. So retarded -.- Chatted with J.T when i was walking home from school ? The way he laugh, i felt more relaxed. Haha. Dunnoe why :x NgYiZhong, must remember to drink more water ! Counting down to CA2, 9 more days! People, all the best ! :D Byes(: back to the top Monday, August 3, 2009 @ 7:19 PM .. Hey people (: Today was an annoying day for me. The stupig toad kip scold people. Late only whad, like will die liddat. She never late before mehs ?! Call us go take photo aroung the school compound. So all of us took our cameras and started running round in the school. Haha, kind of slacking lorhs. Dhen i dailed somebody's handphone to disturb him, Dint know that talking to him would be so nice ? Haha :D he's talking in english, so im not used to it. But, it's okay luh, at least got chat awhile. So i walked pass yizhong's class. Haha. Dhen i went all the way down to the citec rrom there and saw the toad. She call me to go back class cuz she caught me talking on the phone when im supposed to take pictures. So i went back to the art room. She called weihao to call everyone back . Dhen kip calling us to sit down and not to move around. As if we're her dog liddat -.- Next minute when everyone is back, she started scolding us lah. Dhen everyone started talking back at her. From this, we can say that nobody respect her lorh. i dun think she even know it -.- Always insisting that she's always right ? Like whad somebody had said, just get back to ur pond and teach the fish and frogs ! Haha :D This was really funny xD Then went to an art exhibition with her also -.- On the way to there, luckily got this *somebody and jingwen to accompany me chat. Haha. Yizhong said he wanted to wait for me, but he went off first. but it's okay lurhs(: Still got alot of time in the future for you to accompany me, no worries(: On the way back school from the exhibition, something did really happen i guess. Things were not right after i had answer his question. Im sorry. All my fault, who call me came up with that stupid question, and that is why you ask me back. Im really sorry if whad i had said had hurt you. I could feel you being upset ? Or maybe it was just like whad you've said, i think too much liao. Cheer up kays(: Had trigo maths quiz today and i know how to do most of the question! Haha. Just hope that i can pass this quiz(: Nothing much to post lerh. People, jiayous for the upcoming exams(: back to the top Saturday, August 1, 2009 @ 2:08 PM Saturday was a boring day for me.. I woke up early to check my hp for his message, but it turned out to be other people's message. One word, DISSAPOINTED. In myself, and not him. I was wondering if it was me who's not good enough or.. ? Something got to be wrong . It's all my fault, if it's not the message, not the content, everything would be fine. I dun even know whether he's alright or not. I was wondering whad his mum, his dad, his sis would say. I wanted to admit who i am. But if i did that, he would be dead meat. So i chose to shud myself up. It's all my fault. Im sorry. Im really sorry. Just hope that in the next two days before you're back to sch, you would contact me. Nothing much to post already. Bye.. back to the top	Profile L.SinJie(: I KNOW HE LOVES ME ALOT "> WELCOME ! (: I'm SinJie , SweetEIGHTEEN.. Her friends celebrates for her on15th April She simply loves her Girlfriends like L.O.V.E. Give her chocolates and sweets and she'll love you like maddness And she LOVES her Fiancee, Julian Teoh forever and ever and ever and ever.♥ J-U-L-I-A-N is her one & only love drug. Now and Forever ♥ I AM WAITING FOR YOU JULIAN TEOH YU CHIEN, LOVE YOU CLICKfor mail.