Friday, August 7, 2009 @ 7:34 PM
o6 August 2009Yesterday was a long day for school ? Luckily miss lim was not able to teach for the afternoon lesson. So we do the speech writing ourselves. Quite tedious ahs. Need to express ourselves clearly in it. Spend for 1 hour and 10 mins to do? While doing, i was messaging JT, listening to songs and talking JingWen. Im someone who could multi-task(: Haha. Dhen after that, YiZhong came from his class to fetch me. Kept him waiting for quite long. Sorry ahs. We talked and laugh. Really hope those moments spent with you weren't so short. When i reached home, i called JT up. Wanted him to call me back, but his house phone spoil. Lol. Get a new one asap ? Haha.
Everything was going on fine till i dunnoe it's me or him who started talking bout the prostitude thingy. I really forgot who started it. Expected lah, everyone know it. I think im rather foolish bahs, always thinking on the bright side whenever i heard people saying that and refering it to me. But this time round, it really turns and hit me in the back. HURTED ):
JT told me that he always thought i was that kind of person till he actually know me. Seriously, im dissapointed in whad u've just said and im crying at that particular moment.
There isnt a need for you to say sorry lah, seriously. I know everybody thinks that way bout me.
I know you wanted to help me by wanting to tell other people that im not. Perhaps u really believe in me or whad so ever. But others will not. They dun give a damn to it because it's not them who's hurt. They will only treat you as someone who's talking crap you know that? Silly of you. It's just worthless. juzt let them be bahs. To this topic, all i could say was, im really really really really dissapointed in you, and especially myself.
07 August 2009Today was a happy plus tiring day for me ?Haha. School ends at 10.45.
Had the national parade commanding and cross country run.
Hey people, by bf is cool wearing the NCC unifrom kays? (:
Haha. I jogged with Noel, kaiLin, Adelaide and Manke for the cross country.
We giggled the way through out the journey. Though it's long, it's fun.
On the way i oso messaged with JT.
And dhen i saw YiZhong doing his duty along the canal.
Really damn happy to see him there. Haha :D
After the whole thing, waited for him to end, so we could go home together, but he needs to go to a meeting on NCC i think. So no choice lorh, i went back with adi. She came up to my house and waited for me to bathe. After that took cab frm my house to Lot one. Ate at Ajisen. Beside us sat 2 girls frm kranji sec. They talked talked talked TALKED non-stop when thay have finish their food. Damn retard. And there was like 10+ people waiting for tables lorhs. I think they're like bitch? Haha :X No right to say people horh? But seriously, they should be considerate. Must be a good citizen mahs(: Then after they're gone, i told adi that im meeting JT. She was shock, and say i couldnt. But in the end still meet lah. Haha. So JT went frm his campus to meet me at Lot's library. Kind of sweet? Haha. dhen JT and i walked the whole library, looking for my storybooks :X In the end, i walked off to find my gfs. The libririan scolded us as we're sitting at the children's corner. We then went off to walk around in the mall. FUN (: And guess who i saw? SIAN CHEONG :D Best friend lehs. Haha Lol. Erm, then after that saw DOMO. The one with the square mouth and jagged teeth. Lol. CUTE. i like it alot. Dhen went to popular to check the price on "Marley and Me", 17 bucks, im gonna buy it(: Walk walk walk, in the end, ps adi. Ended up laughing and chatting with JT. Nice having you beside me. Appreciated(: Sometimes i really do hope u're there with me or somehow.
He went home after that and adi and i went to watch the movie "UP" !
Haha, funny show(: Like it alot. there's one part, forgotten which part is it :x Both of us laughed the loudest. HAHAHAHA. Then we turn and hit each other's head. PAIN ):
But afterall, i really enjoyed myself. After movie, she went back home, i went back my home.
I took 307 while talking to JT. He's always the one accompanying me ahs. Haha.
Really had a great time with you, hope that every moment with u would be kept inbetween us(:
Sometimes, after i know you better, i started to think that im having illusion.
Never thought that one day, i would get to know you so well(:
Let's kip everything the way there are, or maybe better in the future bahs (:
Really a long post today. Haha.
Gtg liao. Nights(:
I love NYZ (:
