It's been so many hours. But im still angry with you. How can i take away the rage im having? Well, i really dont know. I breathe in, and it ache in my heart. I dont meant to treat you coldy for the past half day. But i really dont know how am i suppose to talk to you, and communicate with you. Im afraid that if i trust you too much, i will get hurt like yest. Not that with you not texting or calling me, i got hurt. It's the trust that i got in you, made me so upset. I dont know what should i take to trust you again. I stayed awake for the whole night, i dint sleep. All i do was lay on the bed and thought about our relationship. I cant fidn the trust, im sorry to tell you this. Yea, u may say im selfish because i didnt give u the chance to spend with ur friends.. U could have at least tell me to go sleep first or smth, taking an invitation takes such a long time ? i doubt it. I could have listen to ur explanation, but i dint. i hang up on you, that's because i couldnt feel ur sincerity in apologising to me. You laughed when u picked up the phone, and i heard ur friends talking so loudly at the background.. it made me feel as though im not impt. cause it sounds like.. im not impt because u'd forgotten bout my text, forgotten bout my presence. Im very upset, i must admit. But that's because i really care bout you. I closed my eyes and saw ur face, ur smile.. that hurt me even more, because i dont know how to face you. I treid to forgive, but i couldnt make that possible cause it's not the first time u treat me in such way. u always made every promise u made appealing, saying that u wont repeat, but i'd enough. because history do repeat, and i see ur promises break again and again. well, do u know that everytime u spend time with ur friendsm i feel very insecure, and seriously speaking, i dont like it. and because u always neglect me.. put urself into my shoes, when i dont reply you.. how would you feel ? I know u only had a week of holidays, but please do.. spend them wisely, with me. i dont have much time too because my sch is starting.. look, tmr is fri and weekends are coming.. how many more days do you still have with me. can u please.. build the trust back?

im really sorry for hanging your phone.. for not listening to ur explanations. sorry.


Our 20 Month is coming. Never did i expect this to happen. I felt as though he nvr try to understand me. Or u can say, he nvr understands me. Not that im selfish.. but listen. I'd been enduring him for the whole day. all he do when im around is game. Yea, i understand that it's his holidays noq but he needs to take a break. Well, i let him do what he wants. I sat beside him and watch his actions. An hour of gaming is what he requested, but i watched the clock ticked as the sky turns dark. I close an eye, and let him have what he deserves, as a human. What did he end up giving me in return? Seconds, minutes and seconds of waiting.. I dont expect much, if i'd known this would happen, i rather go back to work and earn those bucks, then watch the time pass by. Why must i fight with him over such trival matters of him neglecting me? Good question, i have no idea.

Blame all you want, blame me for being selfish, blame me for not giving u time to spend with ur friends. I'm fine with that, go ahead.

Ps, this post i full of disappointment and.. helplessness.
sorry for the rumbling.. i juz typed that without second thoughts.

It's been so many hours. But im still angry with you. How can i take away the rage im having? Well, i really dont know. I breathe in, and it ache in my heart. I dont meant to treat you coldy for the past half day. But i really dont know how am i suppose to talk to you, and communicate with you. Im afraid that if i trust you too much, i will get hurt like yest. Not that with you not texting or calling me, i got hurt. It's the trust that i got in you, made me so upset. I dont know what should i take to trust you again. I stayed awake for the whole night, i dint sleep. All i do was lay on the bed and thought about our relationship. I cant fidn the trust, im sorry to tell you this. Yea, u may say im selfish because i didnt give u the chance to spend with ur friends.. U could have at least tell me to go sleep first or smth, taking an invitation takes such a long time ? i doubt it. I could have listen to ur explanation, but i dint. i hang up on you, that's because i couldnt feel ur sincerity in apologising to me. You laughed when u picked up the phone, and i heard ur friends talking so loudly at the background.. it made me feel as though im not impt. cause it sounds like.. im not impt because u'd forgotten bout my text, forgotten bout my presence. Im very upset, i must admit. But that's because i really care bout you. I closed my eyes and saw ur face, ur smile.. that hurt me even more, because i dont know how to face you. I treid to forgive, but i couldnt make that possible cause it's not the first time u treat me in such way. u always made every promise u made appealing, saying that u wont repeat, but i'd enough. because history do repeat, and i see ur promises break again and again. well, do u know that everytime u spend time with ur friendsm i feel very insecure, and seriously speaking, i dont like it. and because u always neglect me.. put urself into my shoes, when i dont reply you.. how would you feel ? I know u only had a week of holidays, but please do.. spend them wisely, with me. i dont have much time too because my sch is starting.. look, tmr is fri and weekends are coming.. how many more days do you still have with me. can u please.. build the trust back?

im really sorry for hanging your phone.. for not listening to ur explanations. sorry.


Our 20 Month is coming. Never did i expect this to happen. I felt as though he nvr try to understand me. Or u can say, he nvr understands me. Not that im selfish.. but listen. I'd been enduring him for the whole day. all he do when im around is game. Yea, i understand that it's his holidays noq but he needs to take a break. Well, i let him do what he wants. I sat beside him and watch his actions. An hour of gaming is what he requested, but i watched the clock ticked as the sky turns dark. I close an eye, and let him have what he deserves, as a human. What did he end up giving me in return? Seconds, minutes and seconds of waiting.. I dont expect much, if i'd known this would happen, i rather go back to work and earn those bucks, then watch the time pass by. Why must i fight with him over such trival matters of him neglecting me? Good question, i have no idea.

Blame all you want, blame me for being selfish, blame me for not giving u time to spend with ur friends. I'm fine with that, go ahead.

Ps, this post i full of disappointment and.. helplessness.
sorry for the rumbling.. i juz typed that without second thoughts.

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