Thursday, April 14, 2011 @ 12:23 AM
Our 20 Month is coming. Never did i expect this to happen. I felt as though he nvr try to understand me. Or u can say, he nvr understands me. Not that im selfish.. but listen. I'd been enduring him for the whole day. all he do when im around is game. Yea, i understand that it's his holidays noq but he needs to take a break. Well, i let him do what he wants. I sat beside him and watch his actions. An hour of gaming is what he requested, but i watched the clock ticked as the sky turns dark. I close an eye, and let him have what he deserves, as a human. What did he end up giving me in return? Seconds, minutes and seconds of waiting.. I dont expect much, if i'd known this would happen, i rather go back to work and earn those bucks, then watch the time pass by. Why must i fight with him over such trival matters of him neglecting me? Good question, i have no idea.
Blame all you want, blame me for being selfish, blame me for not giving u time to spend with ur friends. I'm fine with that, go ahead.
Ps, this post i full of disappointment and.. helplessness.
sorry for the rumbling.. i juz typed that without second thoughts.