For the first time, darling would be so far away from me. Im going to miss him real much :( 7 more days to go ! :(

Im studying at the same time to distract myself from thinking bout him.

Shag. it's raining heavily now. thunder and lightning! :\
I hate this. whenever there's thunder, darling would always be right beside me to cover my ears and hug me close to him. But now..

Baby, where are you??? :(


why am i always the one to apologise?
i waited for ur sms the whole evening.
but you went out cycling..
i call and text, but there was no reply.
god, i bet he dont treasure me..

:(


We come to love not by finding a perfect person,
but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly.
- Sam Kee

I know i have loads of weaknesses that you've been tolerating these past 9 months.
And im sorry for it. Im not perfect, but i hope you can like and accept who i am.

I just spoke to auntie, she told me alot of things about you.
seems like she understand you more than i do.
dont dislike her, because she admits, she have the same character as mine- short tempered.

Im sorry alrights?


im sorry that i couldnt change myself. and it's not as though i wanted it. and if you cant accept who i am. then i have nothing to say. im a human, not a robot. i wont listen and change to what and how you wanted me to be. yes, i might have promise you that i wanted to change, and i know you have been trying to tolerate whatever attitude that i've shown to you. im sorry for you to get upset because of me. im sorry to make you tolerate all of this craps that i've given to you. i didnt want today to turn out this way.. i thought i could have spend today with you. because we have not much time left for us. holidays are coming, you're going to malaysia. and that this week, i can only see you for 4 days. furthermore, daddy would be having his check ups and blood test on thurs too. you think i wanted to show you all this kinds of attitude. i wasnt in a good mood. i admit that im wrong for showing you attitude when u didnt even offend me in the 1st place..

i called you when i was having break. you played ur game while i remained silent waiting for you to talk. yes, i told you that we had better hang the phone, because i know that i would shout at you if that continue. i dislike it when u wake up, play games and ignored me when im over the phone. which girl would ever like this?

then after we hang, i expected you to text me first, but in the end it never happen.. i could have just forgot bout all this.. i could have done it.

after that, when u fetch me from school, u ask me who's that girl. for goodness sake. how would i know. plus that wasnt your first time asking me who that was. since u'r so interested in her, then go talk to her!!! it's as though i wasnt ur girlfriend who's standing RIGHT BESIDE you. it's a normal reaction for me show you attitude. if i were to ask you who other guys is, or i kept you out of my sight and look at them, i bet you'll be pissed as well.. what more a girlfriend who had a worser attitude than yours..

then when we reach home, i told you that daddy would be working after that because he still have lots of ice cream in his cart. and you kept asking questions. i asked you to come in, and you walked away.

this was all you want.
i shouldnt have waste my time, writing that piece of letter to you, telling you that i will miss you when you go to malaysia. now i think it was just a paper, an ordinary paper which i should have wrote and gave to you. i shouldnt have let you know how much i wanted to be yours in the 1st place. i shouldnt have intruded into your world, making everything turning upside down, full of frustrated and misery. if this was all my fault, at the end of the day, i know you wouldnt accept who i am and love me wholeheartly.

and you even LIKE this status:

Never ever believe them by their looks, or even their words. Every word they say they just want you to believe them & trust them. By the time it comes they will get you down.

and i know deep down inside, you think that im one.


Oh. SO bored. Tired.
POst exams!




I Miss You Very Much My Dear :(
I really hope Daddy Could be out..
At least for tomorrow :(



Nowdays, when it rains, the darker clouds are forming a straight line across the sky.


最近老是觉得时间过得快。。 它来得快，去得也快。自己又忽然发现和*他相处的时间越来越短， 过得也越来越快。我好担心有一天会从睡梦中醒来，发现他已不在，但又害怕会开见他所留下的痕迹。我时常在想，我和他之间所常说的天长地久是否会实现。。他常常安慰我，对我说这一切不乐观的想法只不过是自己心里的幻想， 想了太多。因为他答应过会永远地和我在一起，虽然相信他，心里却有一股怪怪感觉。甚至时常在想，如果有一天他真的不在我身边，我该这么办。由于时间一分一秒地在流失，我心里总有那种空空的感觉。这世界上，唯一最不想的事就是在一觉后，发现他已不在；看不到他，听不见他， 摸不到他， 甚至嗅不到他身上的香气。我害怕这一切都会停止，我只渴望时间能为我而慢下来，因为我担心在我还没好好疼他爱他时，这世界将消失，而他也一样。。









I love you honey, I really do ♥


Being brought into this world with lots of people who Care & Love me alot, I Appreciate them, and felt Blessed. But there's this One person, whom i wish i could be with Forever and Ever and Ever. I dont wish to let him go, i want to keep him with me for a lifetime, a forever..

He is is the one whom i Swear i will be with for the Rest of my Life. He was the Only One that could Bring a Smile across my face Daily. His smile could have melt my heart, and made me laugh out loud like a silly girl. I knew Him 14 months ago. Never thought so much when i first saw Him. Actually, We could have known each other earlier. Just that i didnt took notice of Him being a schoolmate in school.. On 17March2009 was the first time i saw Him face to face. He doesn't belong to me, neither are We related in any way. Recounting back, i only exchanged a sentence with Him, and this sentence had nothing significant in it, but it linked us a little closer i think..( at least a topic to talk about) His face, His voice i remembered so vaguely. It's the news that i had got from *someone, Brought Me Closer to Him this time round. Everything around me seems to Frost as the Gap between us got Smaller. A few more exchanges of sentences were made by typing on keyboard, then staring into the comp and clicking the "Comment" button. Next was His voice conveying through the phone. His voice wasnt Special, but i kind of Fallen Deep in Love with it. We got even closer, and i was sticking to my phone, texting and calling whenever i could. I chose to give up on *someone, to be with Him. It had been 8 months plus since We got Together since 19082009. I Never Thought we could have gone thus far.. Everyone thought We couldnt have made it, but we chose to have Faith in one another, to Stay With Each Other through Thick and Thin. Though We quarrelled over small and stupid stuff, me attituding Him, He would always put up with it. Where to find such guys? Im Blessed. And i thank God for Bringing me to Him, allowing things between Us to Happen. Thank You Darling, Thank You for Staying With me No Matter how much i might have pissed you off. Haha. Thank You for Being With me Regardless of how bad the situation might have been. You wiped away my tears and the sorrows that i had in me, You Brought Happiness to me that i would never be able to find If There Weren't you. You make all this Meaningful Things in my life to happen. & also Thank You for Staying With me even though daddy had tried Countless of times to chase you off. I think for other guys they would have ran and avoided me. You're the best Honey. The one for me, for this lifetime, and if possible, i would wish to be with you in my next & next next & next next next... life! I LOVE YOU MY LOVE !!! WHOLEHEARTLY♥


Yes yes yes!!! Daddy is starting to acceot baby le! Woo :D
I Love darling much much <33

Daddy isnt going out today. I wont be able to meet darling up T-T
Hope i can see him tomorrow!
I Miss Him oh So Much :(

For the first time, darling would be so far away from me. Im going to miss him real much :( 7 more days to go ! :(

Im studying at the same time to distract myself from thinking bout him.

Shag. it's raining heavily now. thunder and lightning! :\
I hate this. whenever there's thunder, darling would always be right beside me to cover my ears and hug me close to him. But now..

Baby, where are you??? :(


why am i always the one to apologise?
i waited for ur sms the whole evening.
but you went out cycling..
i call and text, but there was no reply.
god, i bet he dont treasure me..

:(


We come to love not by finding a perfect person,
but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly.
- Sam Kee

I know i have loads of weaknesses that you've been tolerating these past 9 months.
And im sorry for it. Im not perfect, but i hope you can like and accept who i am.

I just spoke to auntie, she told me alot of things about you.
seems like she understand you more than i do.
dont dislike her, because she admits, she have the same character as mine- short tempered.

Im sorry alrights?


im sorry that i couldnt change myself. and it's not as though i wanted it. and if you cant accept who i am. then i have nothing to say. im a human, not a robot. i wont listen and change to what and how you wanted me to be. yes, i might have promise you that i wanted to change, and i know you have been trying to tolerate whatever attitude that i've shown to you. im sorry for you to get upset because of me. im sorry to make you tolerate all of this craps that i've given to you. i didnt want today to turn out this way.. i thought i could have spend today with you. because we have not much time left for us. holidays are coming, you're going to malaysia. and that this week, i can only see you for 4 days. furthermore, daddy would be having his check ups and blood test on thurs too. you think i wanted to show you all this kinds of attitude. i wasnt in a good mood. i admit that im wrong for showing you attitude when u didnt even offend me in the 1st place..

i called you when i was having break. you played ur game while i remained silent waiting for you to talk. yes, i told you that we had better hang the phone, because i know that i would shout at you if that continue. i dislike it when u wake up, play games and ignored me when im over the phone. which girl would ever like this?

then after we hang, i expected you to text me first, but in the end it never happen.. i could have just forgot bout all this.. i could have done it.

after that, when u fetch me from school, u ask me who's that girl. for goodness sake. how would i know. plus that wasnt your first time asking me who that was. since u'r so interested in her, then go talk to her!!! it's as though i wasnt ur girlfriend who's standing RIGHT BESIDE you. it's a normal reaction for me show you attitude. if i were to ask you who other guys is, or i kept you out of my sight and look at them, i bet you'll be pissed as well.. what more a girlfriend who had a worser attitude than yours..

then when we reach home, i told you that daddy would be working after that because he still have lots of ice cream in his cart. and you kept asking questions. i asked you to come in, and you walked away.

this was all you want.
i shouldnt have waste my time, writing that piece of letter to you, telling you that i will miss you when you go to malaysia. now i think it was just a paper, an ordinary paper which i should have wrote and gave to you. i shouldnt have let you know how much i wanted to be yours in the 1st place. i shouldnt have intruded into your world, making everything turning upside down, full of frustrated and misery. if this was all my fault, at the end of the day, i know you wouldnt accept who i am and love me wholeheartly.

and you even LIKE this status:

Never ever believe them by their looks, or even their words. Every word they say they just want you to believe them & trust them. By the time it comes they will get you down.

and i know deep down inside, you think that im one.


Oh. SO bored. Tired.
POst exams!




I Miss You Very Much My Dear :(
I really hope Daddy Could be out..
At least for tomorrow :(



Nowdays, when it rains, the darker clouds are forming a straight line across the sky.


最近老是觉得时间过得快。。 它来得快，去得也快。自己又忽然发现和*他相处的时间越来越短， 过得也越来越快。我好担心有一天会从睡梦中醒来，发现他已不在，但又害怕会开见他所留下的痕迹。我时常在想，我和他之间所常说的天长地久是否会实现。。他常常安慰我，对我说这一切不乐观的想法只不过是自己心里的幻想， 想了太多。因为他答应过会永远地和我在一起，虽然相信他，心里却有一股怪怪感觉。甚至时常在想，如果有一天他真的不在我身边，我该这么办。由于时间一分一秒地在流失，我心里总有那种空空的感觉。这世界上，唯一最不想的事就是在一觉后，发现他已不在；看不到他，听不见他， 摸不到他， 甚至嗅不到他身上的香气。我害怕这一切都会停止，我只渴望时间能为我而慢下来，因为我担心在我还没好好疼他爱他时，这世界将消失，而他也一样。。









I love you honey, I really do ♥


Being brought into this world with lots of people who Care & Love me alot, I Appreciate them, and felt Blessed. But there's this One person, whom i wish i could be with Forever and Ever and Ever. I dont wish to let him go, i want to keep him with me for a lifetime, a forever..

He is is the one whom i Swear i will be with for the Rest of my Life. He was the Only One that could Bring a Smile across my face Daily. His smile could have melt my heart, and made me laugh out loud like a silly girl. I knew Him 14 months ago. Never thought so much when i first saw Him. Actually, We could have known each other earlier. Just that i didnt took notice of Him being a schoolmate in school.. On 17March2009 was the first time i saw Him face to face. He doesn't belong to me, neither are We related in any way. Recounting back, i only exchanged a sentence with Him, and this sentence had nothing significant in it, but it linked us a little closer i think..( at least a topic to talk about) His face, His voice i remembered so vaguely. It's the news that i had got from *someone, Brought Me Closer to Him this time round. Everything around me seems to Frost as the Gap between us got Smaller. A few more exchanges of sentences were made by typing on keyboard, then staring into the comp and clicking the "Comment" button. Next was His voice conveying through the phone. His voice wasnt Special, but i kind of Fallen Deep in Love with it. We got even closer, and i was sticking to my phone, texting and calling whenever i could. I chose to give up on *someone, to be with Him. It had been 8 months plus since We got Together since 19082009. I Never Thought we could have gone thus far.. Everyone thought We couldnt have made it, but we chose to have Faith in one another, to Stay With Each Other through Thick and Thin. Though We quarrelled over small and stupid stuff, me attituding Him, He would always put up with it. Where to find such guys? Im Blessed. And i thank God for Bringing me to Him, allowing things between Us to Happen. Thank You Darling, Thank You for Staying With me No Matter how much i might have pissed you off. Haha. Thank You for Being With me Regardless of how bad the situation might have been. You wiped away my tears and the sorrows that i had in me, You Brought Happiness to me that i would never be able to find If There Weren't you. You make all this Meaningful Things in my life to happen. & also Thank You for Staying With me even though daddy had tried Countless of times to chase you off. I think for other guys they would have ran and avoided me. You're the best Honey. The one for me, for this lifetime, and if possible, i would wish to be with you in my next & next next & next next next... life! I LOVE YOU MY LOVE !!! WHOLEHEARTLY♥


Yes yes yes!!! Daddy is starting to acceot baby le! Woo :D
I Love darling much much <33

Daddy isnt going out today. I wont be able to meet darling up T-T
Hope i can see him tomorrow!
I Miss Him oh So Much :(

L.SinJie(:
I KNOW HE LOVES ME ALOT
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