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Wednesday, March 31, 2010 @ 10:29 PM I miss baby so much right now. Im waiting for his call. Offing the com soon le. Im exhausted. Tomorrow's Apex Day. I hope it wont rain! I want to play games in a wider area :) yawns. Going off now. i love you, julian :)* back to the top Tuesday, March 30, 2010 @ 5:34 PM Dream come true Given it this title "Dream come true" you guys might have thought that this was something good, perhaps a piece of good news. However, it's the other way round. I had a nightmare, nightmare of him and i breaking up. we were fighting.. and the rest i couldnt remember. i woke up and it was about 4+am. I never thought it would really come true. No, we didnt break up.. just that things werent so smooth for us. everything's going the other way round, and im seriously tired of it. and i dont know what else to say about them... I hope things will get better. That's the most i wished for now, and nothing else. Dont worry, i promise i will still love you like before. Even though it might be difficult, i will try my best to keep my vows to you. back to the top Sunday, March 28, 2010 @ 8:28 PM Contact lenses! Clearer! Nicer! :D I Lovee Julian :) back to the top Saturday, March 27, 2010 @ 7:42 PM This are some of the pics i've got from Nanyang Girls' High :) back to the top Friday, March 26, 2010 @ 10:58 PM some photos^^ Nice right? xD Ohh. It's rather late now. And my eyes are closing soon. Haha. Daddy says he's bringing me to make a pair of contact lenses. Wonder if it's true or not. LOL. Just one ear in , and another out bah^^ Had school today. Miss fong- Dont be upset anymore ok? RuiXuan- you're really irritating lor. Come on, you attitude people first then u act as though other people provoke you first? LOL. Whatever it is, it's impossible for US to be back like before; good friends. IMPOSSIBLE. Chinese- fall asleep while doing my paper in the afternoon. The weather is hot and i felt drowsy. Haha. After that went to Nayang Girls' High to listen to the teachers there for advie for the O Level coursework. Would be uploading the pics soon! :D I didnt get to see JULIAN today!!!! :( Alrights. Got to go! I Loveeeee Julian :3 & I miss him too T-T back to the top Thursday, March 25, 2010 @ 9:56 PM SORETHROAT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! back to the top Tuesday, March 23, 2010 @ 4:38 PM Hmm. Nothing much to say leh. Ended school and came straight home. My stomach isnt really very good today, keep having cramps here and there. Plus yeaterday's pe lesson we ran 2.4, it made my legs ache too :( Im using the com for awhile, after that im going to shower and then wait for Julian to ring me up. He's having his school so.. wait for him lor. LOL. Haha. Things are getting better i guess, i think we should leave the unhappy things behind bah. Today school really suck. Tiring and long. From tmr onwards, every wednesday im going to have time practice for mathematics! Arghhh. I hate it. It's on wednesday!!!!! Wednesday is the only day that i can spend a longer time with him but yet the stupid school called us to stay for the math practice lesson-.- I hate it, i hate it. And hate MrLiew too. I had enough of him, every time when i asked him questions, he would always say WAIT WAIT WAIT. Keep calling em to WAIT for what? Cant him just teach straight away?!-.- Then after he said WAIT, he would forgot that i've actually asked him questions-.- Even daddy also say he isnt suitable to be teaching a graduating class cause daddy went to the principal talk and saw the MSG and the percentage of people who passed math than the other express classes. Daddy was shock ok? Bastard. Now, i dont even have faith in you! Even my tuition teacher is 100X better that you! BUT, i sincerely hope that you would teach us nicely, and help the class to pass! Eeryone is failing except those 5 who were better in their math-.- This is so retard. Then, from next next week onwards, the every odd week monday or tuesday, i would be having physic extra lessons! Darn. Got to stay till late afternoon again. I SIMPLY HATES IT :( COming friday is that school's major event- Appreciation Day. MsLim called us to draw lots to see who's going that night. Damnmnmnmn. I drew the wrong lots-.- It's from 7pm to 9pm. I HATE IT. I JUST HATE SCHOOL!!!!! Alrights. I think i better go off now. Haha. WIll post up asap. Bye. back to the top Saturday, March 20, 2010 @ 5:59 PM I saw this when i was walking home long long ago . back to the top @ 5:07 PM You wouldnt have know how much you've hurt me with just one word- fade. What's the point of repeating countless times of I LOVE YOU when the feelings u had for me is starting to fade? you kept repeating I LOVE YOU. Arghhhh. Every once you said that, a sharp pain is developing and growing inside me . You could have just dump me. Maybe next time i should shud my mouth up and not talk to you, perhaps not talking to you i wouldnt have shown attitude to you. I should not have dialed to you countless of times to you and whisper through the phone because everytime when i whisper over the phone and you cant hear me, i would get fed-up. So i'll shud up. Perhaps, i should have leave you, for the sake of letting you finding someone more suitable for you than me. Maybe we really aint suitable for one another. Your family background, your character, you attitude, your politeness and everything you have in you compared to mine is far far faaaaaaaar apart. Im just someone who is ill-mannered just like how you'd described me. Selfish right? All i do is think about myself and not about you. You could have just left me without saying all of this, and it would at least made me feel better. But why, why do you want to say all this when you know it would hurt me, and then the next moment when you know im sheeding tears, you apologise. back to the top @ 3:18 PM Ooooo. The weather is freaking cold. And my hands and legs are freezing. yet, im sitting under the fan. LOL. Just finished mt tuition and daddy told me to tag along to his friends house to play MJ. Luckily, daddy's kind enough to bring my lappy over^^ Now im chatting online with hubby and playing games on FB. Guess awhile more i'll go do my homework le.. JIAYOU :) I Love You Honey <33 back to the top Friday, March 19, 2010 @ 11:15 PM It's 1116pm according to my desktop's clock. I just hang up the phone with you, and my heart is wrenched with guilt. I only wanted to hear your voice before i go to sleep. But i shouted at you because you told me to wait while you're telling ur friend something over the phone. Im sorry, im just worried that my bill will burst. Im really sorry baby. Forgive me alright? I love you, i really do . back to the top @ 9:45 PM Happy 7th month honey! Thank you for being with me these passed 7 months :) I love you so much. If u ever leave me, i dont know how am i going to survive. So dont leave me alrights? ^^ I just came home from Yuenice's house. done with half of my holiday homework. I left 2 sets of chinese practice paper, 1 set of mathematics practice paper, 2 topics of chemistry and 1 essay for social studies. Study and study, guess that would be whad i had to do for the rest of this year bah. I had no choice but to concentrate and study!!!! It's okay though, cause after all i know that it's for my own good :) I woke up early. At first im still in a good mood. But as the time passes by, my mood turned down. I miss him so much! Just not seeing him for one day i... sigh I hope i can see him tomorrow after my tuition. He went with his friends to sentosa. If it'd not been daddy, i wouldnt have not being unable to meet them up and accompany honey to sentosa. Darling, i promise you i'll make them up to you ok ? Just you wait after my O Levels :) Alrights. I gotta help baby and myself to play FB le. Tmr im having tuition. Gotta rest early too. Nights people :) Honey. I'll be with you till eternity^^ I love you & i'll keep my promise to you. XOXO back to the top Wednesday, March 17, 2010 @ 7:05 PM Today was a happy day for me because i had the chance to see darling though i dont have my school lesson. Hehe. I ran away from daddy! LOL. Thanks honey for making all this happen :) Hahas. I've been going to baby's house ytd and today, maybe tomorrow too^^ Hahas. His dogggggy is super cute ! Hahas. Today auntie said that baby and i look alike! LOL. I am so happy though i dont think we really look alike. Hahas xD Auntie is the 3rd person who said we look alike. Heeeeheee^^ So HAPPY !!!!! Izen got blogshop! I went to visit. And i like 2 of them. Actually is 3 lah, but i prefer the other 2 more^^ Just mailed her, now waititng for her mail to reply :) I want to buy new clothes!!! LOL. Though i have alot xD ( someone call julion comfirm will make noise if he know about it. LOL. ) Now im watching tv, doing math, playing FB games and chatting with honey. Woooo~ Multi-tasking :) Alrights. Gtg le. Needa continue do hols homework le^^ Bye :) I Love My Baby, Julian Forever ^^ back to the top Tuesday, March 16, 2010 @ 10:16 PM I dont wana share my boyf with someone else. I dont wana you to contact with my boyf. I dont even like you to talk to him whenever im around. I hate it. I dont like it At All. Baby, i love you :) back to the top Monday, March 15, 2010 @ 8:44 AM Okkkkkay. It's 846. I jus on the com while waiting for him to call me. yawns.Super tired. Later still have school. having stomach cramps suck. Er, no one's at home now. daddy and uncle fetch grandpa go see doc at TTS hospital. Good to be alone at home! At least can do the things that i like^^ Hahahas. Er, ok. i needa go play pet ville le! Meeting celine for breakfast later! bye! Loveeeeeeee hubby the most :) this post is made n monday, 15march, 850am back to the top Sunday, March 14, 2010 @ 10:53 PM nicest in the cny. LOL here are some random pics i've taken on the S'pore's flyer :) back to the top @ 12:34 PM Finally im online! i've been trying very hard to control myself to not on the comp! Haha. it's a distraction man. LOL. I've gotten back my results and i failed 3 subjets T_T Gonna work really hard le. sigh. ENDURE 7 more months! Guess i wont be online so often already. perhaps only weekends will bah. But whenever i can, i will post alrights? ^^ Erm, now im helping darling and myslef in pet ville. Haha. after this going to study le. Later will be online again ( in the night ) Alrights, i think i'll stop here le. Nothing much to post about. Hahas. Bye :) I Loveeee Julian :) back to the top Friday, March 5, 2010 @ 8:36 PM wow. this week of school finally ended. however, it didnt really ended off well. firstly is because i'd flunked my common test when i studied so hard for them. this is ridiculous man T_T Secondly, is because i just had a fight with celine.. sigh. Let's not talk bout them. it's making me frustrated. Oh yea, baby's getting his diploma cert this may! CONGRATS my love^^ you did very well, see like i'd told u, if u work hard enough, ur efforts will be paid off. ( but i dont know why mine didnt leh :( ) I guess i just need to work harder more and practice more. sigh. i dont even know why on earth we have to study -.- I NEED TO BUCK UP !!!! :( Jiayou sinjie ! Lol. just a few more months to O levels. got to hang on there ! sigh. endure now and all the efforts would be paid off ! NO FAILING !!!!!!! GRRRRRRR. sucks. studying really sucks -.- Okkkk. im gooing off le. going to study and then play com later. Tmr going to visit Vicky ! Heeeeeeeheeeee. cant wait to see my precious doggie ^^ Alrights, ending here le. Wish me luck people. Nights. I would always love my precious Julian <3 back to the top	Wednesday, March 31, 2010 @ 10:29 PM I miss baby so much right now. Im waiting for his call. Offing the com soon le. Im exhausted. Tomorrow's Apex Day. I hope it wont rain! I want to play games in a wider area :) yawns. Going off now. i love you, julian :)* back to the top Tuesday, March 30, 2010 @ 5:34 PM Dream come true Given it this title "Dream come true" you guys might have thought that this was something good, perhaps a piece of good news. However, it's the other way round. I had a nightmare, nightmare of him and i breaking up. we were fighting.. and the rest i couldnt remember. i woke up and it was about 4+am. I never thought it would really come true. No, we didnt break up.. just that things werent so smooth for us. everything's going the other way round, and im seriously tired of it. and i dont know what else to say about them... I hope things will get better. That's the most i wished for now, and nothing else. Dont worry, i promise i will still love you like before. Even though it might be difficult, i will try my best to keep my vows to you. back to the top Sunday, March 28, 2010 @ 8:28 PM Contact lenses! Clearer! Nicer! :D I Lovee Julian :) back to the top Saturday, March 27, 2010 @ 7:42 PM This are some of the pics i've got from Nanyang Girls' High :) back to the top Friday, March 26, 2010 @ 10:58 PM some photos^^ Nice right? xD Ohh. It's rather late now. And my eyes are closing soon. Haha. Daddy says he's bringing me to make a pair of contact lenses. Wonder if it's true or not. LOL. Just one ear in , and another out bah^^ Had school today. Miss fong- Dont be upset anymore ok? RuiXuan- you're really irritating lor. Come on, you attitude people first then u act as though other people provoke you first? LOL. Whatever it is, it's impossible for US to be back like before; good friends. IMPOSSIBLE. Chinese- fall asleep while doing my paper in the afternoon. The weather is hot and i felt drowsy. Haha. After that went to Nayang Girls' High to listen to the teachers there for advie for the O Level coursework. Would be uploading the pics soon! :D I didnt get to see JULIAN today!!!! :( Alrights. Got to go! I Loveeeee Julian :3 & I miss him too T-T back to the top Thursday, March 25, 2010 @ 9:56 PM SORETHROAT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! back to the top Tuesday, March 23, 2010 @ 4:38 PM Hmm. Nothing much to say leh. Ended school and came straight home. My stomach isnt really very good today, keep having cramps here and there. Plus yeaterday's pe lesson we ran 2.4, it made my legs ache too :( Im using the com for awhile, after that im going to shower and then wait for Julian to ring me up. He's having his school so.. wait for him lor. LOL. Haha. Things are getting better i guess, i think we should leave the unhappy things behind bah. Today school really suck. Tiring and long. From tmr onwards, every wednesday im going to have time practice for mathematics! Arghhh. I hate it. It's on wednesday!!!!! Wednesday is the only day that i can spend a longer time with him but yet the stupid school called us to stay for the math practice lesson-.- I hate it, i hate it. And hate MrLiew too. I had enough of him, every time when i asked him questions, he would always say WAIT WAIT WAIT. Keep calling em to WAIT for what? Cant him just teach straight away?!-.- Then after he said WAIT, he would forgot that i've actually asked him questions-.- Even daddy also say he isnt suitable to be teaching a graduating class cause daddy went to the principal talk and saw the MSG and the percentage of people who passed math than the other express classes. Daddy was shock ok? Bastard. Now, i dont even have faith in you! Even my tuition teacher is 100X better that you! BUT, i sincerely hope that you would teach us nicely, and help the class to pass! Eeryone is failing except those 5 who were better in their math-.- This is so retard. Then, from next next week onwards, the every odd week monday or tuesday, i would be having physic extra lessons! Darn. Got to stay till late afternoon again. I SIMPLY HATES IT :( COming friday is that school's major event- Appreciation Day. MsLim called us to draw lots to see who's going that night. Damnmnmnmn. I drew the wrong lots-.- It's from 7pm to 9pm. I HATE IT. I JUST HATE SCHOOL!!!!! Alrights. I think i better go off now. Haha. WIll post up asap. Bye. back to the top Saturday, March 20, 2010 @ 5:59 PM I saw this when i was walking home long long ago . back to the top @ 5:07 PM You wouldnt have know how much you've hurt me with just one word- fade. What's the point of repeating countless times of I LOVE YOU when the feelings u had for me is starting to fade? you kept repeating I LOVE YOU. Arghhhh. Every once you said that, a sharp pain is developing and growing inside me . You could have just dump me. Maybe next time i should shud my mouth up and not talk to you, perhaps not talking to you i wouldnt have shown attitude to you. I should not have dialed to you countless of times to you and whisper through the phone because everytime when i whisper over the phone and you cant hear me, i would get fed-up. So i'll shud up. Perhaps, i should have leave you, for the sake of letting you finding someone more suitable for you than me. Maybe we really aint suitable for one another. Your family background, your character, you attitude, your politeness and everything you have in you compared to mine is far far faaaaaaaar apart. Im just someone who is ill-mannered just like how you'd described me. Selfish right? All i do is think about myself and not about you. You could have just left me without saying all of this, and it would at least made me feel better. But why, why do you want to say all this when you know it would hurt me, and then the next moment when you know im sheeding tears, you apologise. back to the top @ 3:18 PM Ooooo. The weather is freaking cold. And my hands and legs are freezing. yet, im sitting under the fan. LOL. Just finished mt tuition and daddy told me to tag along to his friends house to play MJ. Luckily, daddy's kind enough to bring my lappy over^^ Now im chatting online with hubby and playing games on FB. Guess awhile more i'll go do my homework le.. JIAYOU :) I Love You Honey <33 back to the top Friday, March 19, 2010 @ 11:15 PM It's 1116pm according to my desktop's clock. I just hang up the phone with you, and my heart is wrenched with guilt. I only wanted to hear your voice before i go to sleep. But i shouted at you because you told me to wait while you're telling ur friend something over the phone. Im sorry, im just worried that my bill will burst. Im really sorry baby. Forgive me alright? I love you, i really do . back to the top @ 9:45 PM Happy 7th month honey! Thank you for being with me these passed 7 months :) I love you so much. If u ever leave me, i dont know how am i going to survive. So dont leave me alrights? ^^ I just came home from Yuenice's house. done with half of my holiday homework. I left 2 sets of chinese practice paper, 1 set of mathematics practice paper, 2 topics of chemistry and 1 essay for social studies. Study and study, guess that would be whad i had to do for the rest of this year bah. I had no choice but to concentrate and study!!!! It's okay though, cause after all i know that it's for my own good :) I woke up early. At first im still in a good mood. But as the time passes by, my mood turned down. I miss him so much! Just not seeing him for one day i... sigh I hope i can see him tomorrow after my tuition. He went with his friends to sentosa. If it'd not been daddy, i wouldnt have not being unable to meet them up and accompany honey to sentosa. Darling, i promise you i'll make them up to you ok ? Just you wait after my O Levels :) Alrights. I gotta help baby and myself to play FB le. Tmr im having tuition. Gotta rest early too. Nights people :) Honey. I'll be with you till eternity^^ I love you & i'll keep my promise to you. XOXO back to the top Wednesday, March 17, 2010 @ 7:05 PM Today was a happy day for me because i had the chance to see darling though i dont have my school lesson. Hehe. I ran away from daddy! LOL. Thanks honey for making all this happen :) Hahas. I've been going to baby's house ytd and today, maybe tomorrow too^^ Hahas. His dogggggy is super cute ! Hahas. Today auntie said that baby and i look alike! LOL. I am so happy though i dont think we really look alike. Hahas xD Auntie is the 3rd person who said we look alike. Heeeeheee^^ So HAPPY !!!!! Izen got blogshop! I went to visit. And i like 2 of them. Actually is 3 lah, but i prefer the other 2 more^^ Just mailed her, now waititng for her mail to reply :) I want to buy new clothes!!! LOL. Though i have alot xD ( someone call julion comfirm will make noise if he know about it. LOL. ) Now im watching tv, doing math, playing FB games and chatting with honey. Woooo~ Multi-tasking :) Alrights. Gtg le. Needa continue do hols homework le^^ Bye :) I Love My Baby, Julian Forever ^^ back to the top Tuesday, March 16, 2010 @ 10:16 PM I dont wana share my boyf with someone else. I dont wana you to contact with my boyf. I dont even like you to talk to him whenever im around. I hate it. I dont like it At All. Baby, i love you :) back to the top Monday, March 15, 2010 @ 8:44 AM Okkkkkay. It's 846. I jus on the com while waiting for him to call me. yawns.Super tired. Later still have school. having stomach cramps suck. Er, no one's at home now. daddy and uncle fetch grandpa go see doc at TTS hospital. Good to be alone at home! At least can do the things that i like^^ Hahahas. Er, ok. i needa go play pet ville le! Meeting celine for breakfast later! bye! Loveeeeeeee hubby the most :) this post is made n monday, 15march, 850am back to the top Sunday, March 14, 2010 @ 10:53 PM nicest in the cny. LOL here are some random pics i've taken on the S'pore's flyer :) back to the top @ 12:34 PM Finally im online! i've been trying very hard to control myself to not on the comp! Haha. it's a distraction man. LOL. I've gotten back my results and i failed 3 subjets T_T Gonna work really hard le. sigh. ENDURE 7 more months! Guess i wont be online so often already. perhaps only weekends will bah. But whenever i can, i will post alrights? ^^ Erm, now im helping darling and myslef in pet ville. Haha. after this going to study le. Later will be online again ( in the night ) Alrights, i think i'll stop here le. Nothing much to post about. Hahas. Bye :) I Loveeee Julian :) back to the top Friday, March 5, 2010 @ 8:36 PM wow. this week of school finally ended. however, it didnt really ended off well. firstly is because i'd flunked my common test when i studied so hard for them. this is ridiculous man T_T Secondly, is because i just had a fight with celine.. sigh. Let's not talk bout them. it's making me frustrated. Oh yea, baby's getting his diploma cert this may! CONGRATS my love^^ you did very well, see like i'd told u, if u work hard enough, ur efforts will be paid off. ( but i dont know why mine didnt leh :( ) I guess i just need to work harder more and practice more. sigh. i dont even know why on earth we have to study -.- I NEED TO BUCK UP !!!! :( Jiayou sinjie ! Lol. just a few more months to O levels. got to hang on there ! sigh. endure now and all the efforts would be paid off ! NO FAILING !!!!!!! GRRRRRRR. sucks. studying really sucks -.- Okkkk. im gooing off le. going to study and then play com later. Tmr going to visit Vicky ! Heeeeeeeheeeee. cant wait to see my precious doggie ^^ Alrights, ending here le. Wish me luck people. Nights. I would always love my precious Julian <3 back to the top	Profile L.SinJie(: I KNOW HE LOVES ME ALOT "> WELCOME ! (: I'm SinJie , SweetEIGHTEEN.. Her friends celebrates for her on15th April She simply loves her Girlfriends like L.O.V.E. Give her chocolates and sweets and she'll love you like maddness And she LOVES her Fiancee, Julian Teoh forever and ever and ever and ever.♥ J-U-L-I-A-N is her one & only love drug. Now and Forever ♥ I AM WAITING FOR YOU JULIAN TEOH YU CHIEN, LOVE YOU CLICKfor mail.