Saturday, March 20, 2010 @ 5:07 PM
You wouldnt have know how much you've hurt me with just one word- fade. What's the point of repeating countless times of I LOVE YOU when the feelings u had for me is starting to fade? you kept repeating I LOVE YOU. Arghhhh. Every once you said that, a sharp pain is developing and growing inside me . You could have just dump me.
Maybe next time i should shud my mouth up and not talk to you, perhaps not talking to you i wouldnt have shown attitude to you. I should not have dialed to you countless of times to you and whisper through the phone because everytime when i whisper over the phone and you cant hear me, i would get fed-up. So i'll shud up. Perhaps, i should have leave you, for the sake of letting you finding someone more suitable for you than me. Maybe we really aint suitable for one another. Your family background, your character, you attitude, your politeness and everything you have in you compared to mine is far far faaaaaaaar apart. Im just someone who is ill-mannered just like how you'd described me. Selfish right? All i do is think about myself and not about you. You could have just left me without saying all of this, and it would at least made me feel better. But why, why do you want to say all this when you know it would hurt me, and then the next moment when you know im sheeding tears, you apologise.