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Tuesday, January 26, 2010 @ 9:20 AM Hey people ! Here i am blogging at school's com lab during my art lesson . It's 920am. And im still waiting for hubby's message . I received a super good news from him yesterday night . And im super happpy . Haha . Good luck to me when the time is right bahs ^^ Hope daddy get well soon and goes to work so that i can meet baby ! Gtg . Bye . Loveeeee Julian <33 back to the top Tuesday, January 19, 2010 @ 7:45 PM Finally im here to blog . Just gona give a short post alrights ? I really miss darling alot T-T I wannnnnnnnnaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa seee him ! T-T Daddy you gotta recover NOW. NOW. NOW ! T-T Alrights. Got to go and continue homework le. Suck .. People! Pray hard with me that daddy will recover ! PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEE T-T Bye people. I love Darling ^^ back to the top Friday, January 15, 2010 @ 9:31 PM Finally im here to blog . Oh my. i miss my blog skin so much T-T I haven been seeing it for days ! School days really suck . Homework, extra lessons, homework, extra lessons -.- I simply dont understand why on this earth, there's school, there's exam . Im currently, doing my math (again), chatting with darling and facebooking . Sigh* The school work i had is like never ending ? My art O questions had came . And the questions really kinda knocked me down . I really dont know which question to choose ! Im interested in all of them . LOL . Then all the lessons in school actually made me feel like sleeping . But i know i shouldnt sleep . So i end up using my fingers to open up my eye which made ruixuan laugh at me non-stop . Other than chewing sweets in class, putting a toothpick at the lids of my eys would help i guess . Hahaha . Actually i dont really feel like laughing out loud now . Tired and stress at the same time . I really dont know whad the hell went wrong with me . I dont feel like talking in class nowdays so i suppose u think that i've changed . Whadever it is . I think im fine ley . zzz . Never mind bout it then . There're so much things to do this weekend, so much things to do for the rest of this year . I gotta work hard . I gotta strive for my goals . I gotta prove daddy wrong that even though i have him with me, im still able to cope with my studies. I can manage both relationship and studies . I gotta work harder, perhaps 10 times harder to hit my goal of getting 10 points for my Os . Wish me good luck peeps . Sigh . Alot more to go . And after all of this, i could get all the freedom i want from daddy . How great would it be . I would no longer need to hide from daddy that im dating with Julian . I can just lay by darling's side for as long as i wanted, for a life's time . I couldnt imagine how my life would be by then . That night when daddy kinda hint me that he allowed me to be with him, just that im having my Os now so i cant currently, daddy doesnt know how happy i was . He doesnt know how grateful im to him that particular night . He doesnt know how much i wish for the time to pass by fast now, to the day i wrote a full stop on my last paper for my Os . He would never know, never find out, never understand . Just wanna say a few things here . I really gotta thank baby for spending his everyday with me . I guess it's tiring for you bah sayang ^^ Thanks for being with me and encourage me . I appreciate them my dear . And i will always love you [: Alrights. Ending here le . Nights [: back to the top Saturday, January 9, 2010 @ 9:13 AM Oh man . Seems like im not going to blog once in often nowdays... The holidays homework which i haven complete, and the school homework is getting the hell out of me . There are so so so many to be done ! Hell man ! ALOT . Crys . When am i able to finish them all ? They are doubling as the days goes by . I cant imagine how much work i have to do from june onwards ! Starting from next week, there're two more extra lesson . I need to hand in alot of things which is due either on monday or tuesday . I dont know im able to finish my sketch of the damn black and white sky with the sea . I dont know if im able to finish my damn math holiday assignment . I dont know if im able to finish my long essay of social studies . I dont know if im able to finish my 2 chapters of chinese workbook and that whole lot of chinese essays which is part of my holidays assignment . During the holidays, i only bothered to do my math . It's freaking giving me lots of stress . I couldnt do them all in just two days of the weekend . Im going to do them all now ! GRRRRRRRR . Hates studying, but the government just wanna people to study -.- Nvm . I will study . LOL . Gonna go study already . tmr or monday then update the you guys on the pic i took today at temasek poly^^ Nights. Lastly, i love baby ^^ Forever here with you no matter whad . You're the air i breathe in . Without you, i wont be surviving . back to the top Wednesday, January 6, 2010 @ 9:34 PM Got back my phone ! Prepad card i mean -.- YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA ! LOL . At least can contact baby ^^ Haha . Alrights . Im ending here le . Tmr still having a long long long day -.- Resting early tonight ^^ Helping baby and myself play FB then lights off ! Hahahahaha . GoodNights people. GoodNights darling ^^ I will always Loveeeee you [: back to the top Tuesday, January 5, 2010 @ 9:26 PM Finally i saw DARLING !!!!!!!!!! X) So happy man ! Got the rings ! They're perfect ! Impossible to slip off again xD I can feel my stress being added on and on ! Oh my . Im getting my O level Art question paper next week ! OMG . Things are going on so fassssssssssst T-T Got to buck up le! Must have high expectations of myself ^^ Hahaha . Got darling supporting me should be no prob bahs ^^ I love darling much much ! U're the best forever and ever ^^ Muack muack :D back to the top Monday, January 4, 2010 @ 7:49 PM First day of school today was rather boring uh . Hahahaha . All the talks makes me yawn non-stop.. Was messaging with Darling in class ^^ Thanks ruixuan for lending me her phone ^^ Ended school early today and went to walk about in tw market . There are afew things that i've kinda learnt today : I got to listen and participate in the lessons and NEVER think that they're boring and concentrade ! If not i will fail to focus and listen and ended up yawning up non-stop . Must listen k girl ? [: Hahaha . Mummy calls me to study hard ! & i must ! Hahahaha :D Baby's my motivation ^^ Best motivation ever ^^ Hahaha. Okies . Shall stop here le . Going to play facebook NOW [: Bye . I love baby <33 back to the top Sunday, January 3, 2010 @ 7:28 PM Oh My ! Tmr is a new week, new school term -.- Boring Boring Boring -.- Got to buck up le .. My 'O's is coming in about 9 months time ? Hahahahaha . Im chatting with darling, & he said the future of me and him depends on me ^^ Indeed, it's kinda depends on me . Hahaha . Cause after my 'O's i then can have him "officially" . Daddy would be approving us together by then liao . Hahaha . Yesterday was talking back to daddy, and i told him that Julian is my motivation^^ Sweeeet eh daddy ? LOL . He remained in silence. Daddy he really is my motivation u know that ? Haha . Told daddy that i really dont wanna him to control me so much . Whadever . He always have his excuses -.- Daddy says by 17 he would approve me and him . Faster faster !!! I wanna turn 17 asap . He also said that by 18 he would chase me out of the house . Hahahaha . Im glad to be kick out :D Finally, i can have FRESH air !!!!! Hahahahaha . Daddy im going to say Bye to you in 2 Years 3 months time xD Erm, can say that im rather sad uh, cause it's because of my attitude, my lies that had got daddy so angry with me, and wanting me to be out by 18 and never go back to visit him . But looking ahead, i will have Julian . So it doesnt really matter uh ^^ Super tired now . Went out early in the morning with daddy for breakfast . Then after that we went to buy alot of daily needs, bedsheets also . Then went back home and HOUSECHORES . Yawns . Im so tired . Do this and that.. Kept calling darling . Hahahaha . Kahhhhjiaoooo him xD Then ate maggie meeeeee ^^ On com . Dinner and here i am posting [: Darling went to cycle with mummy and daddy le .. Hope he faster come back before i went offline . Monday Bluez :( Alrights . Got to go le . Play Facebook games . Haha :D Nights People ^^ I Loveeeeeeeeee Julian <33 Baby hugs for you [: back to the top Saturday, January 2, 2010 @ 2:34 PM Back home at 2pm after spending the whole morning with daddy . Went to eat at west coast . Went to the nearby temple to pray . I dont know why today i initiated though i dont really believe in the buddhist god . LOL . I prayed hard for me and darling^^ That's the first thought i had in my mind [: Then to west coast plaza . The plaza was so empty . Nothing much to shop . Daddy and i went to walk about and saw the Pet Lovers Centre ( dont know the name correct anot ), the hamsters are sooooo cute ^^ Then saw a vid clip at the shop, there's this new product that could easily help u shave off ur pet's fur . Looks cool, steps were easy . But this daddy say dont wanna buy for vicky :( I miss vicky so much . Oh My ! One week since i last saw her . Hope her stomach is getting better, and wont vomit so much le . After the west coast plaza, we went to IMM . Cause daddy wanna check the price of containers uh . Walk walk walk . Then went to buy some vege, daddy's cooking me lunch and dinner . Went back home after that, it rained ! Wet ! Reached home, called darling immediately . Im super late to chat with him online T-T Luckily he's not angry ^^ Went to shower after that . Then here i am online ! LOL . New Year's here . & school is starting again in 2 days time -.- How nice it is... New Year with new wishes : (1) Get 11 points for my 'O's . (2) Stay forever with Julian ^^ (no more fights) (3) Daddy to approve us asap ! (4) Study real real real hard ! ( baby, if my Os are coming and im neglecting you, please understand okay ^^ ) Erm, should be only this 4 points ^^ Alrights, ending here le [: I Loveeeeeeeeee Julian ^^ back to the top Friday, January 1, 2010 @ 8:37 PM Woke up early to have breakfast with daddy . Then went with him to buy ingredients for him to cook for dinner . Took such a long time to choose which actually pissed me off . He thought that i was thinking bout Julian . And he kept asking me to stop contacting him -.- Daddy, told u to give up the fat hope le . From morning, it's you who started talking bout him de . Keep saying im thinking bout him, think u're the real one ... I do love him alot, i always do . And it's getting stronger and stronger . So daddy, there's seriously no way u can break us apart :P Reached home bout going to 1pm le . Tired ... Called Celine and her mother is... -.- Nvm . Meet celine at cck. Then went for swimming . Went to meet darling . Shower . Went to Bpp . ( Living at Bp sucks . Everything also need to walk, need to take lrt -.- ) Okkkkay . Then went to pei celine to buy her stuffs . Went to eat mac . Take Photos with him . OMG . Blush . I DONT DARE TO TAKE ! Haaaaaaaaahaaaaaaaaaaa >.< Okay okay . Then raining super heavy -.- 3 Person shared an umbrealla ^^ That's sweeeeet . :D Then went to take Lrt . Bade goodbye to darling . Gonna miss him real much :( Only can get to see him on monday bahh . He's getting the rings either on tmr, sun or monday! OMG . Cant wait to see the outcome of the rings!!!! ^^ Wont lost it again baby . I Promise ^^ Alrights. Gtg . ^^ Please dont break ur promises again . I would also listen to you, as long as you dont lie to me . I Love you muchieeeee muchieeeeee ^^ back to the top	Tuesday, January 26, 2010 @ 9:20 AM Hey people ! Here i am blogging at school's com lab during my art lesson . It's 920am. And im still waiting for hubby's message . I received a super good news from him yesterday night . And im super happpy . Haha . Good luck to me when the time is right bahs ^^ Hope daddy get well soon and goes to work so that i can meet baby ! Gtg . Bye . Loveeeee Julian <33 back to the top Tuesday, January 19, 2010 @ 7:45 PM Finally im here to blog . Just gona give a short post alrights ? I really miss darling alot T-T I wannnnnnnnnaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa seee him ! T-T Daddy you gotta recover NOW. NOW. NOW ! T-T Alrights. Got to go and continue homework le. Suck .. People! Pray hard with me that daddy will recover ! PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEE T-T Bye people. I love Darling ^^ back to the top Friday, January 15, 2010 @ 9:31 PM Finally im here to blog . Oh my. i miss my blog skin so much T-T I haven been seeing it for days ! School days really suck . Homework, extra lessons, homework, extra lessons -.- I simply dont understand why on this earth, there's school, there's exam . Im currently, doing my math (again), chatting with darling and facebooking . Sigh* The school work i had is like never ending ? My art O questions had came . And the questions really kinda knocked me down . I really dont know which question to choose ! Im interested in all of them . LOL . Then all the lessons in school actually made me feel like sleeping . But i know i shouldnt sleep . So i end up using my fingers to open up my eye which made ruixuan laugh at me non-stop . Other than chewing sweets in class, putting a toothpick at the lids of my eys would help i guess . Hahaha . Actually i dont really feel like laughing out loud now . Tired and stress at the same time . I really dont know whad the hell went wrong with me . I dont feel like talking in class nowdays so i suppose u think that i've changed . Whadever it is . I think im fine ley . zzz . Never mind bout it then . There're so much things to do this weekend, so much things to do for the rest of this year . I gotta work hard . I gotta strive for my goals . I gotta prove daddy wrong that even though i have him with me, im still able to cope with my studies. I can manage both relationship and studies . I gotta work harder, perhaps 10 times harder to hit my goal of getting 10 points for my Os . Wish me good luck peeps . Sigh . Alot more to go . And after all of this, i could get all the freedom i want from daddy . How great would it be . I would no longer need to hide from daddy that im dating with Julian . I can just lay by darling's side for as long as i wanted, for a life's time . I couldnt imagine how my life would be by then . That night when daddy kinda hint me that he allowed me to be with him, just that im having my Os now so i cant currently, daddy doesnt know how happy i was . He doesnt know how grateful im to him that particular night . He doesnt know how much i wish for the time to pass by fast now, to the day i wrote a full stop on my last paper for my Os . He would never know, never find out, never understand . Just wanna say a few things here . I really gotta thank baby for spending his everyday with me . I guess it's tiring for you bah sayang ^^ Thanks for being with me and encourage me . I appreciate them my dear . And i will always love you [: Alrights. Ending here le . Nights [: back to the top Saturday, January 9, 2010 @ 9:13 AM Oh man . Seems like im not going to blog once in often nowdays... The holidays homework which i haven complete, and the school homework is getting the hell out of me . There are so so so many to be done ! Hell man ! ALOT . Crys . When am i able to finish them all ? They are doubling as the days goes by . I cant imagine how much work i have to do from june onwards ! Starting from next week, there're two more extra lesson . I need to hand in alot of things which is due either on monday or tuesday . I dont know im able to finish my sketch of the damn black and white sky with the sea . I dont know if im able to finish my damn math holiday assignment . I dont know if im able to finish my long essay of social studies . I dont know if im able to finish my 2 chapters of chinese workbook and that whole lot of chinese essays which is part of my holidays assignment . During the holidays, i only bothered to do my math . It's freaking giving me lots of stress . I couldnt do them all in just two days of the weekend . Im going to do them all now ! GRRRRRRRR . Hates studying, but the government just wanna people to study -.- Nvm . I will study . LOL . Gonna go study already . tmr or monday then update the you guys on the pic i took today at temasek poly^^ Nights. Lastly, i love baby ^^ Forever here with you no matter whad . You're the air i breathe in . Without you, i wont be surviving . back to the top Wednesday, January 6, 2010 @ 9:34 PM Got back my phone ! Prepad card i mean -.- YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA ! LOL . At least can contact baby ^^ Haha . Alrights . Im ending here le . Tmr still having a long long long day -.- Resting early tonight ^^ Helping baby and myself play FB then lights off ! Hahahahaha . GoodNights people. GoodNights darling ^^ I will always Loveeeee you [: back to the top Tuesday, January 5, 2010 @ 9:26 PM Finally i saw DARLING !!!!!!!!!! X) So happy man ! Got the rings ! They're perfect ! Impossible to slip off again xD I can feel my stress being added on and on ! Oh my . Im getting my O level Art question paper next week ! OMG . Things are going on so fassssssssssst T-T Got to buck up le! Must have high expectations of myself ^^ Hahaha . Got darling supporting me should be no prob bahs ^^ I love darling much much ! U're the best forever and ever ^^ Muack muack :D back to the top Monday, January 4, 2010 @ 7:49 PM First day of school today was rather boring uh . Hahahaha . All the talks makes me yawn non-stop.. Was messaging with Darling in class ^^ Thanks ruixuan for lending me her phone ^^ Ended school early today and went to walk about in tw market . There are afew things that i've kinda learnt today : I got to listen and participate in the lessons and NEVER think that they're boring and concentrade ! If not i will fail to focus and listen and ended up yawning up non-stop . Must listen k girl ? [: Hahaha . Mummy calls me to study hard ! & i must ! Hahahaha :D Baby's my motivation ^^ Best motivation ever ^^ Hahaha. Okies . Shall stop here le . Going to play facebook NOW [: Bye . I love baby <33 back to the top Sunday, January 3, 2010 @ 7:28 PM Oh My ! Tmr is a new week, new school term -.- Boring Boring Boring -.- Got to buck up le .. My 'O's is coming in about 9 months time ? Hahahahaha . Im chatting with darling, & he said the future of me and him depends on me ^^ Indeed, it's kinda depends on me . Hahaha . Cause after my 'O's i then can have him "officially" . Daddy would be approving us together by then liao . Hahaha . Yesterday was talking back to daddy, and i told him that Julian is my motivation^^ Sweeeet eh daddy ? LOL . He remained in silence. Daddy he really is my motivation u know that ? Haha . Told daddy that i really dont wanna him to control me so much . Whadever . He always have his excuses -.- Daddy says by 17 he would approve me and him . Faster faster !!! I wanna turn 17 asap . He also said that by 18 he would chase me out of the house . Hahahaha . Im glad to be kick out :D Finally, i can have FRESH air !!!!! Hahahahaha . Daddy im going to say Bye to you in 2 Years 3 months time xD Erm, can say that im rather sad uh, cause it's because of my attitude, my lies that had got daddy so angry with me, and wanting me to be out by 18 and never go back to visit him . But looking ahead, i will have Julian . So it doesnt really matter uh ^^ Super tired now . Went out early in the morning with daddy for breakfast . Then after that we went to buy alot of daily needs, bedsheets also . Then went back home and HOUSECHORES . Yawns . Im so tired . Do this and that.. Kept calling darling . Hahahaha . Kahhhhjiaoooo him xD Then ate maggie meeeeee ^^ On com . Dinner and here i am posting [: Darling went to cycle with mummy and daddy le .. Hope he faster come back before i went offline . Monday Bluez :( Alrights . Got to go le . Play Facebook games . Haha :D Nights People ^^ I Loveeeeeeeeee Julian <33 Baby hugs for you [: back to the top Saturday, January 2, 2010 @ 2:34 PM Back home at 2pm after spending the whole morning with daddy . Went to eat at west coast . Went to the nearby temple to pray . I dont know why today i initiated though i dont really believe in the buddhist god . LOL . I prayed hard for me and darling^^ That's the first thought i had in my mind [: Then to west coast plaza . The plaza was so empty . Nothing much to shop . Daddy and i went to walk about and saw the Pet Lovers Centre ( dont know the name correct anot ), the hamsters are sooooo cute ^^ Then saw a vid clip at the shop, there's this new product that could easily help u shave off ur pet's fur . Looks cool, steps were easy . But this daddy say dont wanna buy for vicky :( I miss vicky so much . Oh My ! One week since i last saw her . Hope her stomach is getting better, and wont vomit so much le . After the west coast plaza, we went to IMM . Cause daddy wanna check the price of containers uh . Walk walk walk . Then went to buy some vege, daddy's cooking me lunch and dinner . Went back home after that, it rained ! Wet ! Reached home, called darling immediately . Im super late to chat with him online T-T Luckily he's not angry ^^ Went to shower after that . Then here i am online ! LOL . New Year's here . & school is starting again in 2 days time -.- How nice it is... New Year with new wishes : (1) Get 11 points for my 'O's . (2) Stay forever with Julian ^^ (no more fights) (3) Daddy to approve us asap ! (4) Study real real real hard ! ( baby, if my Os are coming and im neglecting you, please understand okay ^^ ) Erm, should be only this 4 points ^^ Alrights, ending here le [: I Loveeeeeeeeee Julian ^^ back to the top Friday, January 1, 2010 @ 8:37 PM Woke up early to have breakfast with daddy . Then went with him to buy ingredients for him to cook for dinner . Took such a long time to choose which actually pissed me off . He thought that i was thinking bout Julian . And he kept asking me to stop contacting him -.- Daddy, told u to give up the fat hope le . From morning, it's you who started talking bout him de . Keep saying im thinking bout him, think u're the real one ... I do love him alot, i always do . And it's getting stronger and stronger . So daddy, there's seriously no way u can break us apart :P Reached home bout going to 1pm le . Tired ... Called Celine and her mother is... -.- Nvm . Meet celine at cck. Then went for swimming . Went to meet darling . Shower . Went to Bpp . ( Living at Bp sucks . Everything also need to walk, need to take lrt -.- ) Okkkkay . Then went to pei celine to buy her stuffs . Went to eat mac . Take Photos with him . OMG . Blush . I DONT DARE TO TAKE ! Haaaaaaaaahaaaaaaaaaaa >.< Okay okay . Then raining super heavy -.- 3 Person shared an umbrealla ^^ That's sweeeeet . :D Then went to take Lrt . Bade goodbye to darling . Gonna miss him real much :( Only can get to see him on monday bahh . He's getting the rings either on tmr, sun or monday! OMG . Cant wait to see the outcome of the rings!!!! ^^ Wont lost it again baby . I Promise ^^ Alrights. Gtg . ^^ Please dont break ur promises again . I would also listen to you, as long as you dont lie to me . I Love you muchieeeee muchieeeeee ^^ back to the top	Profile L.SinJie(: I KNOW HE LOVES ME ALOT "> WELCOME ! (: I'm SinJie , SweetEIGHTEEN.. Her friends celebrates for her on15th April She simply loves her Girlfriends like L.O.V.E. Give her chocolates and sweets and she'll love you like maddness And she LOVES her Fiancee, Julian Teoh forever and ever and ever and ever.♥ J-U-L-I-A-N is her one & only love drug. Now and Forever ♥ I AM WAITING FOR YOU JULIAN TEOH YU CHIEN, LOVE YOU CLICKfor mail.