Friday, January 15, 2010 @ 9:31 PM
Finally im here to blog .
Oh my. i miss my blog skin so much T-T
I haven been seeing it for days !
School days really suck . Homework, extra lessons, homework, extra lessons -.- I simply dont understand why on this earth, there's school, there's exam .
Im currently, doing my math (again), chatting with darling and facebooking .
Sigh* The school work i had is like never ending ? My art O questions had came . And the questions really kinda knocked me down . I really dont know which question to choose ! Im interested in all of them . LOL . Then all the lessons in school actually made me feel like sleeping . But i know i shouldnt sleep . So i end up using my fingers to open up my eye which made ruixuan laugh at me non-stop . Other than chewing sweets in class, putting a toothpick at the lids of my eys would help i guess . Hahaha . Actually i dont really feel like laughing out loud now . Tired and stress at the same time . I really dont know whad the hell went wrong with me . I dont feel like talking in class nowdays so i suppose u think that i've changed . Whadever it is . I think im fine ley . zzz . Never mind bout it then . There're so much things to do this weekend, so much things to do for the rest of this year . I gotta work hard . I gotta strive for my goals . I gotta prove daddy wrong that even though i have him with me, im still able to cope with my studies. I can manage both relationship and studies . I gotta work harder, perhaps 10 times harder to hit my goal of getting 10 points for my Os . Wish me good luck peeps . *Sigh . Alot more to go . And after all of this, i could get all the freedom i want from daddy . How great would it be . I would no longer need to hide from daddy that im dating with Julian . I can just lay by darling's side for as long as i wanted, for a life's time . I couldnt imagine how my life would be by then . That night when daddy kinda hint me that he allowed me to be with him, just that im having my Os now so i cant currently, daddy doesnt know how happy i was . He doesnt know how grateful im to him that particular night . He doesnt know how much i wish for the time to pass by fast now, to the day i wrote a full stop on my last paper for my Os . He would never know, never find out, never understand .
Just wanna say a few things here .
I really gotta thank baby for spending his everyday with me .
I guess it's tiring for you bah *sayang ^^
Thanks for being with me and encourage me .
I appreciate them my dear .
And i will always love you [:
Alrights.
Ending here le .
Nights [: