Thursday, December 31, 2009 @ 7:56 PM
A GIRL LIKE ME MUST LEARN HOW TO BE INDEPENDENT .
AND GIVE HIM FREEDOM .
STOP STICKING TO HIM GIRL . HE HAS HIS FRIENDS .
@ 3:30 PM
Happy outing with ur friends then :(
U better come home early tonight .
And online or meet me early tomorrow T-T
@ 2:42 PM
BORING ~ !
Today is the last day of 2009 people !
Guess most of you would be going out to countdown for 2010 .
I've just changed a new blogskin^^
Really a nice one, Filled with Loads of Love ^^
All those big big lines are thought by darling !
OMG . My whole blog is filled with his love i guess !
Haaaaaaa. I love my new blogskin xD
Indeed, this year passes really fast .
& school is reopening soon :(
Woke up early in the morning and accompanied daddy to tekka .
Got the papers then went to School .
Then went back home .
Super tired *yawns .
Called Lover to meet me up asap cause darling's waiting for me at Fajar's mac .
She just woke up when i called her . OMG .
I kept rushing her rushing her rushing her :x
Then, called darling - also another one who woke up late .
He was with with friend .
Hey friend, my boyfriend is missing you :
Do come back asap k ?
Hang out together soon ^^
Then meet Lover at Segar lrt and went to Fajar to look for darling an hour later .
Meet darling ^^
Lover ate macSpicy while darling and i ate mcFlurry and choco sundae .
Then after that went back home with Lover and darling .
He sent me halfway, cause we're all afraid of that Crazy daddy of mine -.-
Sitting on the sofa after chatting with darling before he went for his bowling..
IM SO SO SO TIRED D:
Time is gonna pass slow from now till he online bah... :(
Dont knwo whether he's meeting his primary school friends or not .
If he is, i wont be able to talk to him online ! OH MAN ! :(
Praying hard that his friends faster go while he's having his bowling . Hehehehe :x
Then he can come back and chat with me xD
Praying real hard that im able to go out tomorrow .
I want to go swimming if the weather is good .
If not, i wanna go to Lover's house to spend more time with him :(
O Lord, im praying real hard that u would be giving me the chance to spend another long day with him before the school reopens . Nowadays i can hardly spend time with him :(
Gotta go and pei Lover le .
Bye (:
I Love Julian.T [:*Blogger's time is so so so wrong .
Today is Thursday uh ! Not Wednesday ! :D
Wednesday, December 30, 2009 @ 8:42 PM
i don know how many more times i would have to fight with you .
Im really tired . Tired of all these fights .
Gain nothing, but tears rolling down cheeks everytime .
It sucks . I hate to fight with you do you know that ?
@ 8:07 PM
*tsk.
The blogger got some prob i think .
The timing of the post is wrong ! :(
People, the super long long long post is i post on today morning de .
Today, Wednesay 30-12-2009 .
I cant wait to wear on the new ring ^^
Haaaaa. Getting it on.. idk when :x
but SOOOOOON !!!!!
Haaaaaaahaaaaaaa ;D
Love darling loads loads <33
@ 11:15 AM
Back to blogging !
Have been missing him real much till i dont really know whad to post about T-T
This whole entire week which i dint see him is really a tortue to me .
Daddy daddy daddy, i hate you, not exactly hate you. But dislike you :(
I miss him so much, trying my best to tell u that i really need him, all i get is beatings from you -.-
Other than whacking nagging whacking nagging, whad else do you know ?
Cant you just get ur brain straight and let me be together with him T-T
You never understand, u never even try to let me have him !
If u allow, mayb things wouldnt be like this .
If u allow, i wouldnt have hide things from you .
If u allow, we wouldnt be fighting all day and night .
Daddy, i think u better give up that fat hope of wanting him to leave me, or me to leave him .
It's totally craps, and fat hope . I'll never let u break us apart .
Just you wait ! ( His fav line ^^ )
Though the first impression he had left for you isnt that good, you should have given him the chance to change it, and the chance to prove to you that he's not that kind of person .
You're just stubborn . Always say i stubborn . -.-
Say people, say yourself -.- ( sounds so childish LOL )
Can someone just go and talk to my dad bout having a boyfriend at this age isnt a real big prob ?!
I can cope with my studies, really !
In fact my studies did improve ! There's evidence that i improved k ?!
Somemore, he's always the one who encourage me, who motivates me .
Daddy, you dont even know how to motivate me in my studies -.-
Only know how to say, "Go study go study ! If not dont let you go out ."
Only know how to threaten me *sobs
You go study see you can make it anot lor -.-
I haven been meeting him since last week !
And luckily got celine !
Thanks lover, thanks for giving us the chance to see one another :D
And thanks to your mother too ! Hahaha .
If she's not with us yesterday, i bet i wont be able to reach home so late without getting reprimandings ^^ Thank her hor ! Haaaaa xD
Counting on you for the rest of the days till i turn 17 ! :x
Hope i dint stress you much .
Must help must help ! :x
Haaaaaahaaaaaaaa xD
Monday i met him at fajar for lunch with celine ^^
So happy to see him again!
Been 10 days plus till i saw him on monday *crys .
Daddy is the bad guy whom dont allow me to go out :(
After lunch then celine went to my house whereas baby went to school .
Just not seeing him for a few mintues, i started to miss him T-T
It's forever not enough to see him . Greedy Girl :(
Celine's with me till night .
Asked daddy for a chance to go out on tues .
Sucks! Threaten people again! -.-
Never mind, i rather go out with boyfriend than with grandma .
Cause i met her last week already .
Planned to go either orchard or bugis .
Still not comfirm yet ^^
Super happy that im able to see him once again !!!!!!!! :D
Tuesday :
Woke up at 8+ to 9 am .
Super nervous . I cant wait to see him !!!!!!! Weeeeeets xD
Got ready and called celine, she said her mother is joining us .
LOL. Super shocked . And hui hui joining us too. Hahahahaha .
Meet hui hui and celine first at lot's taxi stand .
Then went to library to return and renew books .
Im forever a slow reader . LOL .
Took the whole few weeks to read 20+ pages :x
Then called darling using huihui's phone .
He's calling daddy to fetch him to lot ^^
Meet him at the mrt there then we went to take 190 to somerset .
Saw Charmaine on the 190 bus . Haaaaa.
Long time no see her already . Only chat with her through msn (:
But it's a long distance chat. LOL .
Having darling beside me felt so secured !!!!!
I love him Loads <33
After that went to walkk around with celine, hui hui and darling .
Then met celine's friends .
All guys uh -.-
One of them i dont know he's a gay or whad uh .
Walk and eat also so slow, only know how to play psp -.-
Then darling and i left them and went to check the timing of the movie .
Watch Alvin and the Chipmunks 2 !
Super cute !!!! :D
Because of the guys, we sat at different places -.-
Then after moive, the guys went to back le.
HuiHui went to find her dont know who .
Celine darling and i took mrt down and meet celine's mother .
Went to walk around with them in bugis street .
Very tired :(
Went to the hawker centre nearby and ate carrot cakes ^^
Share one plate with darling. Hahaha .
Celine's mother kept looking at us and smile .
Hahaha. Must be the way we treated each other hor darling ? xD
Then went to OG.
Then took mrt back Lot.
Celine's mother went back home le.
Then celine accompanied darling and i to couple lab .
We were choosing the ring while she's talking on the phone .
Hahahaha. Finally got the new rings ^^
Sorry for loosing the old one darling :x
I promise you i wont loose the new one!
PROMISED :D
I love you loads.
Muack Muack :D
After that went home le .
Thanks for sending me home ^^
* Thanks lover. & your mother.
Thanks for making yesterday happen <33
**Though i cant get to see you like everyday ?
But my heart will still remains the same for you .
It will never leave ur side, and it would have u in it .
It's because of you, that's why i can be as happy as ever .
Though there's daddy trying to break us apart, i promise you..
I will never let you go . I will be here with you, till the end (:
Alrights.
Guess this post is long enough.
Ending here le .
Bye .
Friday, December 25, 2009 @ 9:41 PM
GRRRR.
I HATE DADDY .
Freaking pissed offfffffff -.-
I WANT TO SEE DARLING ! T-T
I miss you so much D:
I want to see you badly !
Saturday, December 19, 2009 @ 9:16 PM
Happy 4th month to us !
Wooooo ! xD
Though i cant see you now due to ur upcoming exams .
I'm willing to endure and wait till monday .
Just one more day to go .
I'll be there, beside you, studying with you .
We got to endure all this .
I miss you so much right now .
Im wondering if you have the same feeling as me ..
I need you so much right now .
Head thinking bout you, heart aching .
Sigh* I miss you so much darling T-T
Im praying hard that you would pass ur this exam !
Jiayou Jiayou Jiayou !!! ^^
* Better dont drink so much next time, if not i will slay you .
** And and, dont sleep and ignore my calls . Im worried dead ! T-T
Nights people .
Going to sleep early tonight .
Tomorrow having tuition in the morning .
School is reopening soon !
That's fast .
Next year 'O's .
Jiayou Jiayou ! (:
- I Love You Darling . Thanks for staying by my side for so long ^^ -
Thursday, December 17, 2009 @ 10:29 AM
i miss darling so much right now .
I wish the time would pass faster .
PASS FASTER TIME !
I love you darling ^^
Saturday, December 12, 2009 @ 8:59 PM
Went to hospital early in the morning to fetch daddy .
On the way there i chatted on the phone with darling .
Hahas . Happy moment with him always passes so fast .
After that fetch daddy, reached home le then went to study le .
Super tired . Nothing much to post le .
Just wanna say that i misses darling alot .
I cant wait to see him next week .
I would always love you .
I always do ^^
Friday, December 11, 2009 @ 10:15 PM
Woke up early to wake darling up for school .
Planned to go hospital but daddy gave me one day off, so i went to meet celine and darling .
Meet both of them at Lot then we went to have lunch at KFC .
After lunch we bus-ed down to darling's house .
Played with zoeeeey :D
Super cute xD
*hope zoey wont cry in the night anymore [:
After that darling's bro woke up .
Super pai sehhh . LOL .
They look alike, so cooooooool . Hahahaha .
Then daddy's coming back home to fetch them for the s'pore flyer .
Celine and i then bus-ed down to Lot .
Went to the stupid seven-eleven, which took us more than one hour for that stupid registration -.-
After that both celine and i went back home le..
Reached home, do my stuffs and chatted with darling via sms ^^
Then went to chat with grandpa .
Tomorrow daddy is discharging...
zzz . No more fun le . LOL .
Cant meet darling much le .
Must wait till his exams is over bahhs .
*wish u all the best for ur upcoming paper . STUDY HARD !!!! :D
*I miss you so much right now T-T
The next time i would be seeing you should be next tues bah, which is 3days later ...
Though i had the domo that u had given to me, it's never enough .
Even if u're right here infront of me, it would also be never enough for me .
I think im so Greedy ..
I just want you to stay by my side .
No one would ever replace you inside my heart .
I'll love you till the end sweetheart, i promise .
**8 more days to 4th month ! xD
Thursday, December 10, 2009 @ 10:20 PM
CRYBABY ...Forever not used to him being around .I miss him so much right now .No one would ever understand how i feel .I've never felt this way before .The feeling is so strong .I want him right by my side now !*Sighhhh* He's just like my drug, im so addicted to it .I need him everyday, I need him now .*To myself: stop being a crybaby and wipe away your tears .
Monday, December 7, 2009 @ 8:33 PM
Im missing darling so much .
Shouldnt have spent so many nights with him .
Im so not used to .
My heart is aching . *sighhh
Woke up early today, planned to go hospital to visit daddy de . But i woke up rather late le . So daddy called me not to go over, and i went back to teck whye's flat . Pack some unpack stuffs . Luckily darling, dont have afternoon lesson . Haha . After his lesson and his lunch, he came over le . The house is super empty . Hahahahaha . We spent the whole afternoon with one another . Im missing the feeling of him around . I miss him so much T.T Neighbours came telling me things bout darling . *Sighhh I hope he dint take into heart . Just wanna him to know that i really wont bother whad other people had said . "I really dont care bout it . I promise you i will love you with all my heart ." Just hack care whad they said alright ? Even if people continue to, i will be like how u react to other people . I will follow my heart . Thanks darling . Thanks for giving me so much . Thanks for loving me so much ^^ After that went back to house le, while he went to south view to meet his friends . Showered le . Going to chat with darling le .
Bye^^
Baby, i love you .
Forever and ever .
My love for you will never stop flowing for you .
*copyrighted from you .
Hahahahahahahahahahaha :x
Tuesday, December 1, 2009 @ 7:26 PM
Imm on my way back home from hospital again .
Chatting with Lover and darling online again .
Lmao , that women behind bang my head without saying sorry -.-
Then the guy next to me keep peeping into my screen -.-
*sigh . Super boring now . LOL .
Daddy's had recover quite fast le .
Can move himself about le ^^
That's goooooood xD
Hahahaha . LOL .
Hmmms, nothing much to say le ^^
Going to chat with Lover and darling le :D
*Thanks for spending your nights with me .
It's good to have u beside me (:
I Love You (: