Wednesday, December 30, 2009 @ 11:15 AM
Back to blogging !
Have been missing him real much till i dont really know whad to post about T-T
This whole entire week which i dint see him is really a tortue to me .
Daddy daddy daddy, i hate you, not exactly hate you. But dislike you :(
I miss him so much, trying my best to tell u that i really need him, all i get is beatings from you -.-
Other than whacking nagging whacking nagging, whad else do you know ?
Cant you just get ur brain straight and let me be together with him T-T
You never understand, u never even try to let me have him !
If u allow, mayb things wouldnt be like this .
If u allow, i wouldnt have hide things from you .
If u allow, we wouldnt be fighting all day and night .
Daddy, i think u better give up that fat hope of wanting him to leave me, or me to leave him .
It's totally craps, and fat hope . I'll never let u break us apart .
Just you wait ! ( His fav line ^^ )
Though the first impression he had left for you isnt that good, you should have given him the chance to change it, and the chance to prove to you that he's not that kind of person .
You're just stubborn . Always say i stubborn . -.-
Say people, say yourself -.- ( sounds so childish LOL )
Can someone just go and talk to my dad bout having a boyfriend at this age isnt a real big prob ?!
I can cope with my studies, really !
In fact my studies did improve ! There's evidence that i improved k ?!
Somemore, he's always the one who encourage me, who motivates me .
Daddy, you dont even know how to motivate me in my studies -.-
Only know how to say, "Go study go study ! If not dont let you go out ."
Only know how to threaten me *sobs
You go study see you can make it anot lor -.-
I haven been meeting him since last week !
And luckily got celine !
Thanks lover, thanks for giving us the chance to see one another :D
And thanks to your mother too ! Hahaha .
If she's not with us yesterday, i bet i wont be able to reach home so late without getting reprimandings ^^ Thank her hor ! Haaaaa xD
Counting on you for the rest of the days till i turn 17 ! :x
Hope i dint stress you much .
Must help must help ! :x
Haaaaaahaaaaaaaa xD
Monday i met him at fajar for lunch with celine ^^
So happy to see him again!
Been 10 days plus till i saw him on monday *crys .
Daddy is the bad guy whom dont allow me to go out :(
After lunch then celine went to my house whereas baby went to school .
Just not seeing him for a few mintues, i started to miss him T-T
It's forever not enough to see him . Greedy Girl :(
Celine's with me till night .
Asked daddy for a chance to go out on tues .
Sucks! Threaten people again! -.-
Never mind, i rather go out with boyfriend than with grandma .
Cause i met her last week already .
Planned to go either orchard or bugis .
Still not comfirm yet ^^
Super happy that im able to see him once again !!!!!!!! :D
Tuesday :
Woke up at 8+ to 9 am .
Super nervous . I cant wait to see him !!!!!!! Weeeeeets xD
Got ready and called celine, she said her mother is joining us .
LOL. Super shocked . And hui hui joining us too. Hahahahaha .
Meet hui hui and celine first at lot's taxi stand .
Then went to library to return and renew books .
Im forever a slow reader . LOL .
Took the whole few weeks to read 20+ pages :x
Then called darling using huihui's phone .
He's calling daddy to fetch him to lot ^^
Meet him at the mrt there then we went to take 190 to somerset .
Saw Charmaine on the 190 bus . Haaaaa.
Long time no see her already . Only chat with her through msn (:
But it's a long distance chat. LOL .
Having darling beside me felt so secured !!!!!
I love him Loads <33
After that went to walkk around with celine, hui hui and darling .
Then met celine's friends .
All guys uh -.-
One of them i dont know he's a gay or whad uh .
Walk and eat also so slow, only know how to play psp -.-
Then darling and i left them and went to check the timing of the movie .
Watch Alvin and the Chipmunks 2 !
Super cute !!!! :D
Because of the guys, we sat at different places -.-
Then after moive, the guys went to back le.
HuiHui went to find her dont know who .
Celine darling and i took mrt down and meet celine's mother .
Went to walk around with them in bugis street .
Very tired :(
Went to the hawker centre nearby and ate carrot cakes ^^
Share one plate with darling. Hahaha .
Celine's mother kept looking at us and smile .
Hahaha. Must be the way we treated each other hor darling ? xD
Then went to OG.
Then took mrt back Lot.
Celine's mother went back home le.
Then celine accompanied darling and i to couple lab .
We were choosing the ring while she's talking on the phone .
Hahahaha. Finally got the new rings ^^
Sorry for loosing the old one darling :x
I promise you i wont loose the new one!
PROMISED :D
I love you loads.
Muack Muack :D
After that went home le .
Thanks for sending me home ^^
* Thanks lover. & your mother.
Thanks for making yesterday happen <33
**Though i cant get to see you like everyday ?
But my heart will still remains the same for you .
It will never leave ur side, and it would have u in it .
It's because of you, that's why i can be as happy as ever .
Though there's daddy trying to break us apart, i promise you..
I will never let you go . I will be here with you, till the end (:
Alrights.
Guess this post is long enough.
Ending here le .
Bye .