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Saturday, October 31, 2009 @ 8:46 PM 亲爱的，今天的我特别地想你。我真的很爱你，张铀坚。我不会放弃的，牵了你的手，我就不会放手。 back to the top @ 5:36 PM Darling had went out with his friends for their soccer games. Im alone now. And im gonna miss him badly T.T I miss you.. back to the top Friday, October 30, 2009 @ 11:24 PM Weeeets! :D Got back my report book le. Luckily ms lim dint check my target setting paper, if not i die ahs. I'd forgotten to bring it to school, heng i finished drawing before she reach the class. phew. I think i did improve. LOL. Did quite well i supposed. Haha. HAPPY xD But daddy dint praise me ley. LOL. Went back home after buying lunch with Celine, maverick, julian and i. Only celine came up my house, i ate my lunch while "explaining" to daddy bout the marks. Dhen went to pack my stuffs and went to celine's house with the other 2 to get her swimming costumes. Went to swimming at the cck swimming complex, while julian and maverick waited for us outside. There's this group of irritating boys siah, people swimming halfway dhen they cutted lanes -.- Haha. but tooooooo bad, i overtake him and cutted his lane too. HAHA! :x Then they swim keep splash water -.- Toooooooo bad, i splashed them back. HAHA! :x ( Ooops, very bad :D ) Then after swimming we meet Julian and maverick outside the complex. Went to yew tee to eat and went to walk in the NTUC in yew tee point. Walk walk, dhen went to celine back to celine house le. Haha. Late le, plus it had just started to drizzle. Went to her house dhen slacked at the stairs while waiting for her to get ready for her ptc meeting. Hope everything goes well for her bahs. Holidays are coming. Im really gonna miss darling much T.T Wondering how to get the chance to go out more often. sigh. Misssssss misssssssss misssssss him T.T Hope this semi-long break wouldnt let us drift apart bahs. And u know this definitely wont. I trust you^^ K bahs, late le. Gtg. Bye. I love Julian.T ! Nothing's gonna separate us, No matter how long the distance is, How long the days and nights it might seem to be, I would always be the one and only one with u till the end! <3 back to the top Wednesday, October 28, 2009 @ 7:27 PM Tiring day at school. Kinda no mood in the morning. Idk why. But after he woke up and message with me. I'm super duper happy! :D Eng ms lim dint came again. watch movie in class. Chinese was a super boring lesson, done the newspaper article -.- Math did the linear grph thingy. Boring ah -.- Recess, ate quite alot of things. Haha. Drank Vitasoy. This few days appetite was damn good(: ( Think my dieting plan should cancel le, i kept eating! Diet no use! ) Chemistry i was sleepy .___. Very tired ehs. History went to the room beside AVA room.Watch a clip on army days in s'pore. FUNNY! xD Dhen after that went to meet baby le. Waited for celine opposite the school building. LONG WAITING. This darling ahhhh. insisted on going swimming.. Let u go lor, happy? LOL. Tired? After that, reach home le, shower dhen went with daddy to see doc at marine parade. Went for dinner at Parkway Parade. Ate Beef Noodle! :D Dhen went to see docter le. Playing with cafe world on lappy while waiting for daddy. Reach home and dhen resume com. Waiting for darling to online.... He'd went to his walk with mummy and bro. Called him but hanged his phone without saying bye cuz daddy came out. Sorry darling. And thanks for ur medicine. i COMFIRM will recover fast fast de! :D Hahahahahaha. Ok bahs. Ending here le. Nights(: I LOVE JULIAN ! back to the top Tuesday, October 27, 2009 @ 9:33 PM Ytd was a tiring day for me. Celine came to my house while her boyf waited for us at the stairs. After i got ready we left house early. Met Darling at the LRT station. Dhen we went to my grandma house to visit Vicky! :D After that we went to jurong point. Saw Atiqah there.. Ate lunch, and walked around the mall. Went to celine house. Slack with Darling. While she slacked with hers. LOL. Yeah, tiring day. Anyways, thanks for the day DARLING! I love you lahhs. Muacks! :D Today. Boring day in school ah.. Anyway, thanks for fetching me from school. I love ya^^ Bye(: back to the top Sunday, October 25, 2009 @ 7:06 PM Back to post , people! I lasted posted on 21 oct 2009. Today im back here posting on the 26 oct 2009, which is 5 days inbetween. Let me start recounting for you ok? LOL (: THURSDAY Had lessons from 8am to 130pm Supposed to end school at 300pm de. But ms lim was away, so when ms ang release us early. That day was a slow and boring day. Every lessons seems to pass so slow.. Julian's busy studyng for his paper, so there's nobody to message with me durring my lessons.. i mean have lah, just that he's busy, so late reply. But never mind, at least he's hardworking. Haha! During the last lesson, ms ang took over. ms lim gave assignment to do, rather stupid. the passage no link de. So i laid on the table, then she came "sinjie! dun lie ur head on the table. " I looked at her, wondering why she know my name. This is only the first time she stepped into my class ley.. WEIRD! But never mind, at least she got smile to me after that. LOL. it was lunch break, but she announced to the class that the lesson is canceled! Weeeets. so happy. LOL. Went home, look after daddy and stuffs lor. Then went online after that. Baby, though u might have failed this time, you'll definitely succeed de. Dun worry k? Im here with you(: I love you loads :D FRIDAY Lessons as usual. Had morning assembly for 2hours. Got the japan presentation, china presentation and.. the police one. about the loan shark thingy. I think the japan presentation is more interesting than the china one. The china one was rather boring ahhh. yawns. dhen the loanshark tal by one of the police officers was lame! the officer kept repeating the same sentence -.- Think he's very funny liddat. Lol. Then after taht the lesson was super boring. Then social studies all of us knna reprimanded by mdm pua -.- Luckily, got julian accompany me by messaging. Haha. Gooodie gooodie. He went for some checkups, after that daddy fetch him to fetch me from school. I saw daddy was like O.O scarrrrry :X phewwww. lucky he never talk to me :X Haha. After that.. there's this someone who saw his 3rd girlfriend like see his 1st girlfriend liddat.. Haha. Ignore me hor? Abandon de hor? but never mind, at least this soembody got apologise later in the afternoon. LOL. Haha. No angry no angry ^^ After that, went down with daddy to wait for uncle to fetch us to the NUH to visit docter, cuz daddy hipcupping had not stop for the past few days. We reach the hospital at 3, dhen i waited for him alone for the whole entire 5 hours, which is 8pm when he came out -.- Retarded siahhs. dk how the docter does his work de. while i was sitting outside waiting for the damn time to pass, i dailed julian's number for i dunnoe how many times. Haha. Heng got daddy's phone with me, dhen i can chat with him de. Haha^^ Dhen while waiting, got alot of ambulance came driving in those people who hurt themselves and stuffs.. I was rather.. sad? dunnoe ley. got this weird feeling inside me. Kind of, feel sad for them? LOL. Dhen after that uncle came to fetch, reach home le, dhen shower, dhen on com to chat with julian! ^^ Always feel so happy t o chat with him. He's always the one who's there for me. Haha. I LOVE JULIAN TEOH!!!! xD SATURDAY Boring day at home. Woke up, eaten breakfast le, dhen went to online le. HAPPY CHATTING WITH JULIAN. Muacks! i love you baby! SUNDAY As usual for wekends. Went for breakfast and lunch at ten mile. Dhen went home for housechores, shower and chat online with julian le! Hahahahaha. LOL. Ok. ending here le. Long enough. LOL. Hope tmr wun rain bahhs! tmr im going out with julian and celine! weeeeeets! mayb her friend also. LOL. ok bahs. Bye!!! (: I love my sweetheart!!!! :D back to the top Thursday, October 22, 2009 @ 11:55 AM Yoyoyo! Im in the school's com lab 4. It's history lesson now, and we're supposed to do our history research. but hor, the teacher say we can do whadever we want. so friends and i are either blogging, facebooking or browsing at photos. NOEL call me to tell u guys that she's sitting beside me. LOL. Dhen she say kao bei cuz i wrote her name into my blog post^^ She still say 'bu yao wan la'(don't play luh in chinese) when she saw this. Hahaha. Someone is currently busy messaging with julian. ;D It's been quite a long time since i last posted hor.. No mood to post ley :X Plus daddy dun allow me to use the keyboard of my lappy -.- I dun really understand why he dun wanna let me use the keyboard dhen give me the laptop for whad -.- And hor, my handphone still with him siah T.T He confiscated for one month le. Retarded ! But im ok with it, cuz friend's always lend me their phone to message with julian! :D Haha. THANKS FRIENDS! xD Anyway, when the bill comes and im not using the phone, the person who pays the bill isnt me! HAHAHAHA :x fitjkdritnmdtdr9tnmjdtmdomymy HELLOO GHELLOOOOOOO, AHHAHAHAHAHAA. NOEL's so kao bei and guai lan. Anyhow post at people's blog -.- * Those in purple is written by jaime sia! ;D ** Those in red is written by noel ong. back to the top Saturday, October 17, 2009 @ 3:54 PM Hellos people. It's beenn a few days since i last posted. Rather lazy to post le. Haha. I got back most of my exams scripts de. Kinda dissapointed in myself. Engish- still dunnoe the results yet. Mathematics- 39marks. highest in my class is 56, highest in level is 86. wonder how that freak do that de -.- Mr.Liew say 41 is on save ground, so im looking for 2 more marks! Combined Science: MCQ, i got 65%. Physics paper, i failed, got only 16 -.- Chemistry, we still haven got our paper back yet. Chinese- i got 69 or 66, forgot le. Did rather badly for this paper. History and Social Studies, still haven got back paper. Art, 73%. So happy. This is the only sub i scored well. seems like next time i should be a artist. LOL. Must buck up le! :D But, next year lah, not now! Hahaha. LOL :X Im, supposed to go for my chalet de. But daddy was sick, so i stayed at home to look after him. Wasted T.T I'm talking to Julian online. No more time to spare! Bye! Looking forward to our 2nd month (: I love you ^^ back to the top Wednesday, October 14, 2009 @ 12:36 PM hmphs. Time passes really fast. Sometimes i wished it would stop, but sometimes i wished it would have allow things happen faster ( i dun even really know whad im talking bout -.- ). Currently, listening to Faber drive's- when im with you. Nice song. LOL. i like the lyrics. Haha. U guys should listen to it too, go search it online bah. or u all wan the link ? Haha. i think im abit crazy today, know that u guys wun answer, but yet im talking and asking non-stop. I dun think it's counted as Crazy, feeling quite down today. dunnoe why . Thinking and thinking bout some stuffs, thinking if i've really made the right choice, or daddy's right... sigh. I think i should stop thinking, and follow my heart. sigh* Im waiting for the time to pass, going to grandma's house soon. Haha. Listening to songs, and playing Cafe World on julian's account and my own account. BUSY. Hahahaha. Needa log in log out. LOL. But worthwhile lah uh, help him to level up :D Hahaha. so boring at home now ! waiting for the washing machine to wash finish. Ok bah, i'll end here first, if there's still anything to add on., i'll post again later. Bye (: back to the top Monday, October 12, 2009 @ 5:08 PM Examinations are finally over ! Phew- heaved a sigh of relief, no more stresssssss ! (: But im thinking bout the results.. JIALAT. WORRIED dead. Im afraid that i'll fail. Afraid that i'll be dropping t NA. hmphs. If i really fail, it'll be the end of the world le. Daddy, comfirm will nagggggggg till siao. Scooooooold till siao -.- Yesterday was daddy's birthday . Daddddddddy* Happy Belated Birthday ! :D Ohs, i know for this going to 2 month, i've been telling alot of lies to you . im sorry alright . But i have no choice . It's a no no to give up on him . So stop forcing me can mah ? Let the time determines everything ok ? We'll see how. Him and i will prove you wrong. Trust me (: Julian I think i should change . Okay with that ? Doesnt got to do with you liking it or not. It's becaause i want to change. Gimme time ! :D And hor, im not angry. Really lahs ! Luckily, this weekend the time passes really fast. And i saw you today (: Hahahahahahahaha . There's a bad news . That's whad ur mum had planned for you . I dun think you'll really be able to push that away . Anyway, studying overseas is good for you whad . Maybe you should really consider that, hor ? It's for out future . Every decision you're going to make now, affects our future . So.... maybe you should consider it. You know whad, when you said ur mum's plan, i nearly cried . I dunnoe why . There's a sudden pain inside . Feeling empty inside me . Hope that you wun fall in love with some other people when u're out there bah . Haha. I knw u won't, cuz u've alr promised me. But im afraid.... Dun say sorry or whad-so-ever. Always remember it's all for our future. Give ur all to it (: I love ya^^ back to the top Saturday, October 10, 2009 @ 3:52 PM I LOVE JULIAN ! ♥ back to the top Friday, October 9, 2009 @ 3:56 PM Finally examinations are over ! Hahahahahaha :D I mean there's still a last subject- art. So happy. But at the same time im worried bout the reults of every subject. I studied, but all are so difficult lor -.- Especially my mathematics. Sian. I really pray hard that i'll pass all my subjects. GOD help, please help me to pass my exams ok? T.T *praying really hard that'll pass my exams. Looking forward to the chalet im going to have at sentosa ! :D May God Bless (; back to the top	Saturday, October 31, 2009 @ 8:46 PM 亲爱的，今天的我特别地想你。我真的很爱你，张铀坚。我不会放弃的，牵了你的手，我就不会放手。 back to the top @ 5:36 PM Darling had went out with his friends for their soccer games. Im alone now. And im gonna miss him badly T.T I miss you.. back to the top Friday, October 30, 2009 @ 11:24 PM Weeeets! :D Got back my report book le. Luckily ms lim dint check my target setting paper, if not i die ahs. I'd forgotten to bring it to school, heng i finished drawing before she reach the class. phew. I think i did improve. LOL. Did quite well i supposed. Haha. HAPPY xD But daddy dint praise me ley. LOL. Went back home after buying lunch with Celine, maverick, julian and i. Only celine came up my house, i ate my lunch while "explaining" to daddy bout the marks. Dhen went to pack my stuffs and went to celine's house with the other 2 to get her swimming costumes. Went to swimming at the cck swimming complex, while julian and maverick waited for us outside. There's this group of irritating boys siah, people swimming halfway dhen they cutted lanes -.- Haha. but tooooooo bad, i overtake him and cutted his lane too. HAHA! :x Then they swim keep splash water -.- Toooooooo bad, i splashed them back. HAHA! :x ( Ooops, very bad :D ) Then after swimming we meet Julian and maverick outside the complex. Went to yew tee to eat and went to walk in the NTUC in yew tee point. Walk walk, dhen went to celine back to celine house le. Haha. Late le, plus it had just started to drizzle. Went to her house dhen slacked at the stairs while waiting for her to get ready for her ptc meeting. Hope everything goes well for her bahs. Holidays are coming. Im really gonna miss darling much T.T Wondering how to get the chance to go out more often. sigh. Misssssss misssssssss misssssss him T.T Hope this semi-long break wouldnt let us drift apart bahs. And u know this definitely wont. I trust you^^ K bahs, late le. Gtg. Bye. I love Julian.T ! Nothing's gonna separate us, No matter how long the distance is, How long the days and nights it might seem to be, I would always be the one and only one with u till the end! <3 back to the top Wednesday, October 28, 2009 @ 7:27 PM Tiring day at school. Kinda no mood in the morning. Idk why. But after he woke up and message with me. I'm super duper happy! :D Eng ms lim dint came again. watch movie in class. Chinese was a super boring lesson, done the newspaper article -.- Math did the linear grph thingy. Boring ah -.- Recess, ate quite alot of things. Haha. Drank Vitasoy. This few days appetite was damn good(: ( Think my dieting plan should cancel le, i kept eating! Diet no use! ) Chemistry i was sleepy .___. Very tired ehs. History went to the room beside AVA room.Watch a clip on army days in s'pore. FUNNY! xD Dhen after that went to meet baby le. Waited for celine opposite the school building. LONG WAITING. This darling ahhhh. insisted on going swimming.. Let u go lor, happy? LOL. Tired? After that, reach home le, shower dhen went with daddy to see doc at marine parade. Went for dinner at Parkway Parade. Ate Beef Noodle! :D Dhen went to see docter le. Playing with cafe world on lappy while waiting for daddy. Reach home and dhen resume com. Waiting for darling to online.... He'd went to his walk with mummy and bro. Called him but hanged his phone without saying bye cuz daddy came out. Sorry darling. And thanks for ur medicine. i COMFIRM will recover fast fast de! :D Hahahahahaha. Ok bahs. Ending here le. Nights(: I LOVE JULIAN ! back to the top Tuesday, October 27, 2009 @ 9:33 PM Ytd was a tiring day for me. Celine came to my house while her boyf waited for us at the stairs. After i got ready we left house early. Met Darling at the LRT station. Dhen we went to my grandma house to visit Vicky! :D After that we went to jurong point. Saw Atiqah there.. Ate lunch, and walked around the mall. Went to celine house. Slack with Darling. While she slacked with hers. LOL. Yeah, tiring day. Anyways, thanks for the day DARLING! I love you lahhs. Muacks! :D Today. Boring day in school ah.. Anyway, thanks for fetching me from school. I love ya^^ Bye(: back to the top Sunday, October 25, 2009 @ 7:06 PM Back to post , people! I lasted posted on 21 oct 2009. Today im back here posting on the 26 oct 2009, which is 5 days inbetween. Let me start recounting for you ok? LOL (: THURSDAY Had lessons from 8am to 130pm Supposed to end school at 300pm de. But ms lim was away, so when ms ang release us early. That day was a slow and boring day. Every lessons seems to pass so slow.. Julian's busy studyng for his paper, so there's nobody to message with me durring my lessons.. i mean have lah, just that he's busy, so late reply. But never mind, at least he's hardworking. Haha! During the last lesson, ms ang took over. ms lim gave assignment to do, rather stupid. the passage no link de. So i laid on the table, then she came "sinjie! dun lie ur head on the table. " I looked at her, wondering why she know my name. This is only the first time she stepped into my class ley.. WEIRD! But never mind, at least she got smile to me after that. LOL. it was lunch break, but she announced to the class that the lesson is canceled! Weeeets. so happy. LOL. Went home, look after daddy and stuffs lor. Then went online after that. Baby, though u might have failed this time, you'll definitely succeed de. Dun worry k? Im here with you(: I love you loads :D FRIDAY Lessons as usual. Had morning assembly for 2hours. Got the japan presentation, china presentation and.. the police one. about the loan shark thingy. I think the japan presentation is more interesting than the china one. The china one was rather boring ahhh. yawns. dhen the loanshark tal by one of the police officers was lame! the officer kept repeating the same sentence -.- Think he's very funny liddat. Lol. Then after taht the lesson was super boring. Then social studies all of us knna reprimanded by mdm pua -.- Luckily, got julian accompany me by messaging. Haha. Gooodie gooodie. He went for some checkups, after that daddy fetch him to fetch me from school. I saw daddy was like O.O scarrrrry :X phewwww. lucky he never talk to me :X Haha. After that.. there's this someone who saw his 3rd girlfriend like see his 1st girlfriend liddat.. Haha. Ignore me hor? Abandon de hor? but never mind, at least this soembody got apologise later in the afternoon. LOL. Haha. No angry no angry ^^ After that, went down with daddy to wait for uncle to fetch us to the NUH to visit docter, cuz daddy hipcupping had not stop for the past few days. We reach the hospital at 3, dhen i waited for him alone for the whole entire 5 hours, which is 8pm when he came out -.- Retarded siahhs. dk how the docter does his work de. while i was sitting outside waiting for the damn time to pass, i dailed julian's number for i dunnoe how many times. Haha. Heng got daddy's phone with me, dhen i can chat with him de. Haha^^ Dhen while waiting, got alot of ambulance came driving in those people who hurt themselves and stuffs.. I was rather.. sad? dunnoe ley. got this weird feeling inside me. Kind of, feel sad for them? LOL. Dhen after that uncle came to fetch, reach home le, dhen shower, dhen on com to chat with julian! ^^ Always feel so happy t o chat with him. He's always the one who's there for me. Haha. I LOVE JULIAN TEOH!!!! xD SATURDAY Boring day at home. Woke up, eaten breakfast le, dhen went to online le. HAPPY CHATTING WITH JULIAN. Muacks! i love you baby! SUNDAY As usual for wekends. Went for breakfast and lunch at ten mile. Dhen went home for housechores, shower and chat online with julian le! Hahahahaha. LOL. Ok. ending here le. Long enough. LOL. Hope tmr wun rain bahhs! tmr im going out with julian and celine! weeeeeets! mayb her friend also. LOL. ok bahs. Bye!!! (: I love my sweetheart!!!! :D back to the top Thursday, October 22, 2009 @ 11:55 AM Yoyoyo! Im in the school's com lab 4. It's history lesson now, and we're supposed to do our history research. but hor, the teacher say we can do whadever we want. so friends and i are either blogging, facebooking or browsing at photos. NOEL call me to tell u guys that she's sitting beside me. LOL. Dhen she say kao bei cuz i wrote her name into my blog post^^ She still say 'bu yao wan la'(don't play luh in chinese) when she saw this. Hahaha. Someone is currently busy messaging with julian. ;D It's been quite a long time since i last posted hor.. No mood to post ley :X Plus daddy dun allow me to use the keyboard of my lappy -.- I dun really understand why he dun wanna let me use the keyboard dhen give me the laptop for whad -.- And hor, my handphone still with him siah T.T He confiscated for one month le. Retarded ! But im ok with it, cuz friend's always lend me their phone to message with julian! :D Haha. THANKS FRIENDS! xD Anyway, when the bill comes and im not using the phone, the person who pays the bill isnt me! HAHAHAHA :x fitjkdritnmdtdr9tnmjdtmdomymy HELLOO GHELLOOOOOOO, AHHAHAHAHAHAA. NOEL's so kao bei and guai lan. Anyhow post at people's blog -.- * Those in purple is written by jaime sia! ;D ** Those in red is written by noel ong. back to the top Saturday, October 17, 2009 @ 3:54 PM Hellos people. It's beenn a few days since i last posted. Rather lazy to post le. Haha. I got back most of my exams scripts de. Kinda dissapointed in myself. Engish- still dunnoe the results yet. Mathematics- 39marks. highest in my class is 56, highest in level is 86. wonder how that freak do that de -.- Mr.Liew say 41 is on save ground, so im looking for 2 more marks! Combined Science: MCQ, i got 65%. Physics paper, i failed, got only 16 -.- Chemistry, we still haven got our paper back yet. Chinese- i got 69 or 66, forgot le. Did rather badly for this paper. History and Social Studies, still haven got back paper. Art, 73%. So happy. This is the only sub i scored well. seems like next time i should be a artist. LOL. Must buck up le! :D But, next year lah, not now! Hahaha. LOL :X Im, supposed to go for my chalet de. But daddy was sick, so i stayed at home to look after him. Wasted T.T I'm talking to Julian online. No more time to spare! Bye! Looking forward to our 2nd month (: I love you ^^ back to the top Wednesday, October 14, 2009 @ 12:36 PM hmphs. Time passes really fast. Sometimes i wished it would stop, but sometimes i wished it would have allow things happen faster ( i dun even really know whad im talking bout -.- ). Currently, listening to Faber drive's- when im with you. Nice song. LOL. i like the lyrics. Haha. U guys should listen to it too, go search it online bah. or u all wan the link ? Haha. i think im abit crazy today, know that u guys wun answer, but yet im talking and asking non-stop. I dun think it's counted as Crazy, feeling quite down today. dunnoe why . Thinking and thinking bout some stuffs, thinking if i've really made the right choice, or daddy's right... sigh. I think i should stop thinking, and follow my heart. sigh* Im waiting for the time to pass, going to grandma's house soon. Haha. Listening to songs, and playing Cafe World on julian's account and my own account. BUSY. Hahahaha. Needa log in log out. LOL. But worthwhile lah uh, help him to level up :D Hahaha. so boring at home now ! waiting for the washing machine to wash finish. Ok bah, i'll end here first, if there's still anything to add on., i'll post again later. Bye (: back to the top Monday, October 12, 2009 @ 5:08 PM Examinations are finally over ! Phew- heaved a sigh of relief, no more stresssssss ! (: But im thinking bout the results.. JIALAT. WORRIED dead. Im afraid that i'll fail. Afraid that i'll be dropping t NA. hmphs. If i really fail, it'll be the end of the world le. Daddy, comfirm will nagggggggg till siao. Scooooooold till siao -.- Yesterday was daddy's birthday . Daddddddddy* Happy Belated Birthday ! :D Ohs, i know for this going to 2 month, i've been telling alot of lies to you . im sorry alright . But i have no choice . It's a no no to give up on him . So stop forcing me can mah ? Let the time determines everything ok ? We'll see how. Him and i will prove you wrong. Trust me (: Julian I think i should change . Okay with that ? Doesnt got to do with you liking it or not. It's becaause i want to change. Gimme time ! :D And hor, im not angry. Really lahs ! Luckily, this weekend the time passes really fast. And i saw you today (: Hahahahahahahaha . There's a bad news . That's whad ur mum had planned for you . I dun think you'll really be able to push that away . Anyway, studying overseas is good for you whad . Maybe you should really consider that, hor ? It's for out future . Every decision you're going to make now, affects our future . So.... maybe you should consider it. You know whad, when you said ur mum's plan, i nearly cried . I dunnoe why . There's a sudden pain inside . Feeling empty inside me . Hope that you wun fall in love with some other people when u're out there bah . Haha. I knw u won't, cuz u've alr promised me. But im afraid.... Dun say sorry or whad-so-ever. Always remember it's all for our future. Give ur all to it (: I love ya^^ back to the top Saturday, October 10, 2009 @ 3:52 PM I LOVE JULIAN ! ♥ back to the top Friday, October 9, 2009 @ 3:56 PM Finally examinations are over ! Hahahahahaha :D I mean there's still a last subject- art. So happy. But at the same time im worried bout the reults of every subject. I studied, but all are so difficult lor -.- Especially my mathematics. Sian. I really pray hard that i'll pass all my subjects. GOD help, please help me to pass my exams ok? T.T *praying really hard that'll pass my exams. Looking forward to the chalet im going to have at sentosa ! :D May God Bless (; back to the top	Profile L.SinJie(: I KNOW HE LOVES ME ALOT "> WELCOME ! (: I'm SinJie , SweetEIGHTEEN.. Her friends celebrates for her on15th April She simply loves her Girlfriends like L.O.V.E. Give her chocolates and sweets and she'll love you like maddness And she LOVES her Fiancee, Julian Teoh forever and ever and ever and ever.♥ J-U-L-I-A-N is her one & only love drug. 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