Monday, September 7, 2009 @ 8:45 PM
Today was a sadddddd day for me and for him too, i guess.
I hate myself, really.
I hate myself, hate my dad, hate everything, everybody in this world.
Except you, baby.
If i hadnt been so deep into it, maybe letting it go now would solve everything.
But, now i no longer can, cuz i need you everyday, i need you badly.
I dun wanna you to be out of my life, but i don't know whad can i do stop my dad.
I really dunnoe.
Im sorry, really sorry, always causing so much troubles for you.
I dun wanna my dad be the one who ends everything.
Please dun leave me, please dun.
Dun say anything. I dun wanna hear. I dun wanna know.
Pls keep your vow. Remember it, and never breaks it.
PLEASE. IM BEGGING YOU.
BEGGING YOU NOT TO BREAK IT.
My dad suck.
May anyone who reads my blog just kill him straight ?
Just kill him.
I dun wanna see him anymore.
I've been explaining to him till im thirsty.
I've repeated it again and again, but he just wouldn't listen.
He just simply wouldnt listen !
FUCK.
Im sorry im sorry.
I dun wanna my dad to break us up.
Keep you promise, keep ur vow.
PLEASE.
I've really gone too deep into it till i cant even oull myself out of it.
I HATE YOU DADDY! __