Thursday, September 24, 2009 @ 6:43 PM
There's so much i wanted to say to you. There's so much things bothering my heart right now. I wanted to tell you how much i need you, how much i wanted u to stay by my side. But i couldnt make it. Whenever i wanted to do so, the words just wouldn't come out. They just wouldn't. Thanks for being with me all this while, loving and caring me. Thank you so much, and i love you so much. This all i can say right here.. You might never know how im thinking inside becuz i've always been keeping things to myself. And i asked my friend, whad if they were you. Now, i understand how u felt. All i could say is sorry. Today i had this weird feeling in my heart, isit because im thinking too much or it's happening now. The way u talked to me made me feel like crying, it made me feel that things between us is changing. Like whad my friend had said, i need to find the motivation taht you gave me to be true to you. I'll speak up my mind, im trying, trying my very best. Things will get better between us, wun they?
Baby, i'll determine to you that i can do it!
It just takes time...
You'll see the improvement make by me.
Alrights gtg le.
Exams coming. & it's revisions time!
Bye..
i could feel my heart aching inside.
im not crying this time round, cuz i knw i got to face it.
i got to change it to last everything inbetween us.