Tuesday, November 17, 2009 @ 9:49 PM
Tonight is the night that i realise myself falling real deep into love .
It's the night that i've found myself wanting and needing him so much .
Im craving for him, im asking him not to go .
I realise how much i love him .
It's not a dream . It's happening on me .
I've never know that i would have loved someone so much .
I cant live my life without him . I know i cant ..
On this night that i was so afraid of loosing him, he told me that im the one that added colours to his life . I'm his favourite artist . I love this sentence so much . I wants him to stay with me and he promised so . And it's a never breaking promise . I am so lucky and fortunate to have him by my side . I really must say i am . Though we fight, we quarrell but we're still like before . I hope that i would never ever wake up from this ''dream" that i had . Because im really afraid to loose him . If i ever have too, it would be turning my fairytale like dream into a horrible nightmare . I love him so much . Tooooo much that i never thought i could have given to him . He's the best boyfriend that i would ever have . He's gonna be my last, the one that i would start my family with . I would never leave him, just like how i had promised him . He's the best that i could never find . I just love him for who he is . His eyes which helps him to talk to me sometimes, his smile that appears in my mind whenever i close my eyes, his laughter that make me feels so happy whenever i hears it, his character that made him the most wonderful and perfect person . His sweet and caring actions, words were all being captured down and recorded in my heart . All i want is to have him by my side daily . He's just like my drugs . And im addicted to it .
I Love You .