SinJie :D

LOADS OF THINGS HAPPEN

2011-11-24T22:38:00.002+08:00

As said on twitter, Im here to blog! I've been saying that I want to blog since last week? But I didnt manage to find time and I'm lazy too!!! HAHAHA. Let's talk about life, sch, the pot of beautiful flower then my precious doggie ok! So be prepared! there would be quite a number of photos. hehe. :)

That's me~. Do I look like I have a dimple on he left hand side of the picture? hehe.

Currently, I'm having this module called ProVis, it's about rendering! Smth like colouring the products in markers called copic! :D It's a very fun module and i love it! I dont mind colouring it for the rest of my life in PID. Well, but smth stupid and idiotic just happened.. I mean just now in the late afternoon. I was otw home and got this message from my classmate that my HUMAN CENTERED DESIGN (HCD) report and its ppt failed and I HAVE TO REDO EVERYTHING. WTFFFFFFF RIGHT ?!?!?!?!?! Zzz, so in summary, I HATE STUDYING IN PRODCUT AND INDUSTRIAL DESIGN. So anyone who goes through this blog, rbm it's not as easy as stated from its NAME. Dont be deceived, like me -______-

Next! Im gonna talk about this gorgeous pot of flower that grandma and i bought last week at Sheng Siong! Series of photos, seeeeee...

SO CHIO RIGHT. and this bought of flowers bought grandma luck ok! She striked 4D $500. Omg, envy $_$ But i doesnt agree with betting on 4D, totos, socceer and horse race la. Cause if yout think bout it, you save the money that you invested to bet, YOU CAN SAVE A MILLION. Especially if you're a addicted gambler. Hahaha. I just simply love the flowers! It's bright and nice. So sweet, otw and after we bought it home, i just cant stop praising that it's pretty. HAHAHAHA

Other than buying that pot of flowers, i went to visit kiki too! :D And did some house chores. My cutie baby kiki is seriously mad cute!!!! And she can pose like a model too. LOL!

CUTE RIGHT?! HOW CAN YOU NOT LOVE MY BABY CUTIE KIKI ?!?!?!?!?!

hehehehe, okies im going to sleep already. SO SIAN NOW. tmr still needa wake up damn early :( Goodnights~

MISERABLE.

2011-11-07T23:38:00.001+08:00

received jul's mom msg. actually i texted her damn early, now then reply. wanted to tell her i miss her & his dad. but well, how to say? :(

so feel like crying :( sniffffffffffff.

It's a boring day!

2011-11-07T22:58:00.000+08:00

hoohoo. im currently having gastric pain.. which is very annoying cause im trying my best to do my research for my project #1. tmr having group discussion! not that i dint spend my time wisely this weekend for this research kkay! i am, but can say i wasnt efficient enough :( so i had my dear babe who's currently in perth to help me a little with my work. HAHAHA. SO BORING.

tmr is tues and most prolly baby aint coming back for dinner :( he texted me earlier saying that he might have duties.. sian! i miss him so much T.T haven been seeing him for 6 days liao. NS SUCKS BIG TIME. his duties would end on wednesday for these two weeks. sad to say he would be going Bali next week for a whole damn week with his family cause his bro had holidays already. I AM SO SAD CAN. actually i was suppose to go with them, but because i have school and my holidays aint compatible with his bro's holidays ! :( i just hate how singapore's education system and the ns system work. why can't all holidays be allocated together :(

hmm, cause i miss baby so i started making a "combined" pictures that we took the other day at his house! have a look !

HEHEHEHE. AINT THIS SWEET ?! :))

hi hi !

2011-11-07T01:08:00.001+08:00

hi hi hi hi hi everybody (to those who bloghop).. well, i guess it's been a very long time since ppl in sg blog posts. haha. im so bored here, so i decided to blog for a little while. it's the second semester of the school and there are damn lots of things to do in school. currently i have 3 projects at hand which are due either next week or next next week. boring ttm. sigh, when can i ever finish researching for the manufacturing process of wardrobe? -.- there are so many things out there, and google keeps giving me the links to order/ buy wardrobes from all other the world -___-

Like i've said i was rather bored so i went facebooking~ and i went to browse *her* profile, she's someone whom i guess i will meet soon.. MOST PROLLY KKAY ! which is damn disturbing because the more i look at her, the more i think she is ugly. does she grow uglier each day? *faints* i tabuleh tahan.. and her face is seriously acting cute or smth la. i dont even know why ________ will like her lor. OMFG. zzz. talking bout her really pisses me off like x100000. LOL, let's end my story about her.
(p/s i aint like bad critisizing other ppl's look cause i know i aint that good looking either. but at least when i take photos i dont act that stupid and yucky face to the cam)

Boyfriends been in camp for his driving duties, which means this sucks cause it's a weeks' duty and i only can see him like... on tues? miss him so much!!! :(

well, i guess i gtg to continue with my research le. this post is basically some random rumbling. HAHAHA. ok, show u what's my dear kiki doing now ok !

hi, my eyes are wide open ! :D

then the next minute i went zZZZzzzZ. ;) she's asleeep.

goodnight!!!!

I'm sorry

2011-04-14T10:59:00.000+08:00

It's been so many hours. But im still angry with you. How can i take away the rage im having? Well, i really dont know. I breathe in, and it ache in my heart. I dont meant to treat you coldy for the past half day. But i really dont know how am i suppose to talk to you, and communicate with you. Im afraid that if i trust you too much, i will get hurt like yest. Not that with you not texting or calling me, i got hurt. It's the trust that i got in you, made me so upset. I dont know what should i take to trust you again. I stayed awake for the whole night, i dint sleep. All i do was lay on the bed and thought about our relationship. I cant fidn the trust, im sorry to tell you this. Yea, u may say im selfish because i didnt give u the chance to spend with ur friends.. U could have at least tell me to go sleep first or smth, taking an invitation takes such a long time ? i doubt it. I could have listen to ur explanation, but i dint. i hang up on you, that's because i couldnt feel ur sincerity in apologising to me. You laughed when u picked up the phone, and i heard ur friends talking so loudly at the background.. it made me feel as though im not impt. cause it sounds like.. im not impt because u'd forgotten bout my text, forgotten bout my presence. Im very upset, i must admit. But that's because i really care bout you. I closed my eyes and saw ur face, ur smile.. that hurt me even more, because i dont know how to face you. I treid to forgive, but i couldnt make that possible cause it's not the first time u treat me in such way. u always made every promise u made appealing, saying that u wont repeat, but i'd enough. because history do repeat, and i see ur promises break again and again. well, do u know that everytime u spend time with ur friendsm i feel very insecure, and seriously speaking, i dont like it. and because u always neglect me.. put urself into my shoes, when i dont reply you.. how would you feel ? I know u only had a week of holidays, but please do.. spend them wisely, with me. i dont have much time too because my sch is starting.. look, tmr is fri and weekends are coming.. how many more days do you still have with me. can u please.. build the trust back?

im really sorry for hanging your phone.. for not listening to ur explanations. sorry.

WHAT A DAY !

2011-04-14T00:23:00.000+08:00

Our 20 Month is coming. Never did i expect this to happen. I felt as though he nvr try to understand me. Or u can say, he nvr understands me. Not that im selfish.. but listen. I'd been enduring him for the whole day. all he do when im around is game. Yea, i understand that it's his holidays noq but he needs to take a break. Well, i let him do what he wants. I sat beside him and watch his actions. An hour of gaming is what he requested, but i watched the clock ticked as the sky turns dark. I close an eye, and let him have what he deserves, as a human. What did he end up giving me in return? Seconds, minutes and seconds of waiting.. I dont expect much, if i'd known this would happen, i rather go back to work and earn those bucks, then watch the time pass by. Why must i fight with him over such trival matters of him neglecting me? Good question, i have no idea.

Blame all you want, blame me for being selfish, blame me for not giving u time to spend with ur friends. I'm fine with that, go ahead.

Ps, this post i full of disappointment and.. helplessness.
sorry for the rumbling.. i juz typed that without second thoughts.

2011-03-22T12:08:00.002+08:00

Hello! A lovely weekend had passed again. Fri i went over to julian's place for dinner. Saturday, went out with him to catch Red Riding Hood. I find the movie alright, but julian says it's rather boring. haha. Sunday i woke up super early to meet julian and his family to shopping at orchard central. Hmm.. Mummy bought me a DKNY bag, but i wasnt feeling really good cause.. I dont wish that they spend so much money on me.. But overall, i love the bag very much ! CLASSY :)
Hehe, working now le. Starting to have flu. zzz. It's so cold here ! Well, i need to finish all the calls by wednesday !! Still have alot more to go !
Catch up soon! Bye :)

ps: Love you julian ;)

2011-03-16T17:31:00.002+08:00

I miss julian teoh soooo much ):
Today aint a short day, had been staying in the office for the whole dya making phone calls. Cant wait for the weekend to come!!! Looking forward to spend my days with him ! How i wish time will pass slower.. ):

Hmmm. Hope the weather in tekong wont be so hot like in sg.

Gtg, bye !

Finally Back ! :)

2011-03-15T20:07:00.002+08:00

IT'S BEEN SO LONG SINCE I LAST BLOGGED !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Well, things so far went well :)

Firstly, O'lvls are finally over and currently waiting for poly to start at Temasek Poly !! :D Hmm, although it's really far but i dont mind travelling de. Cause afterall im enlisted to the design school. But it's a pity that i dint get enrolled into my all time favourite course- Psychology ): Well, i think i'd better study hard in my current course ! Dont waste the 3 years, anyway it's tp's design school ! Hahaha..

Second, Many things had happen between daddy & i lately. More quarrels, but i think at the end of the day he hope that i would understand the importance of money.. But currently, things are better le. In the past, i dont really dont bother about how much i spent on smth. Cash wasn't smth i would mind giving it away.. But now, things chnaged ! I would try save every cent i have, & think twice before buying smth.. Isn't that great?! Haha! Well, looking forward to see more and more digits appearing in my bank ! :b

Third, spending every weekend with Julian's family is really a great thing to do ! They're juz like my own family, much more polite, and nice to be with. Well, i really wish that soon, i can call them mummy & daddy. I love them so much ! Julian's dad's cooking is really fabulous ! Both his mum and dad really treat me like their own daughter. Im so fortunate to have met him & his family!! ^^v But i wonder if im causing troubles for them cause they had to fetch me to and fro as Julian's book out schedule is rather tight. haha. As for his bro, Ashley.. Erm, we dont really talk but he's not that bad, at least he bother to say Hi to me. Haha. Really Love them alot ! Can't wait for the day to join in their family :)

JULIAN FOR LIFE !!! Haha, it's been so long since Julian & i got together. On this saturday, 19 March 2011 would be our 19th MONTH ! ♥ Many things had happened, as usual, small quarrels. Other than that, everything else went smoothly.. Thinking bout the past, daddy really dislikes him. But now, daddy always talks to me bout him. Love this feeling best ! It's like, we're one BIG FAMILY !!! ♥
He's getting more muscular, must admit that i really love his sexy body! HAHA. Much more tan that last time le, i think it suits him ! ^^ *bet he would be happy when he reads this. LOL. Hmm, really really hope that this relationship would last forever, you know you would never find someone else like him ! ;)

Next is FRIENDS !
ADELAIDE (Adi) had left kailin & i to perth to study.. SHE'S COMING BACK ON APRIL 16 !!! One day after my birthday! Well, shall bring her out together with kailin to town cause our poly life haven start yet! The day of departure, i still remember that Kailin & i were crying.. We really couldnt bear to leave adi, it's been so long that we'd been sticking together. Since, Pri 1 ! ): Hope everything there for her is juz right, and she's getting use to the environment there. :)
KAILIN Woo, i think i'd fallen in love with her ♥ I juz can't stop thinking bout her and ask her out ! LOL :/ Really Enjoyed days laughing with her, hor dear ? Hehe.

Okay okay, i think it's really long, and im going to sleep soon after downloading skype! Bye :)

2010-09-06T18:44:00.002+08:00

long time no post ! exam period. sucks.

aint free, at all !

LOVE JULIAN, just like before ♥

2010-06-08T20:11:00.000+08:00

oh well. daddy is a freaking old grumpy man -'-

2010-06-02T17:05:00.001+08:00

HAHAHA. Daddy say on SUNDAY i can go date with baby! OMG OMG OMG !!!!!! This is the first time he ask me to tell julian to bring me out eh! xD

2010-06-01T17:04:00.002+08:00

HAHAHAHA. im using the comp and blog hopping. Daddy came to the screen, stared and said : "you better dont talk to strangers or guys hor. Later i tell Julian." LOL.

Going to write into our diary already!!!! Im going to fill the pages up! ;)

I Love you darling^^

2010-06-01T16:56:00.000+08:00

My God. i miss darling so much :(
Why arent you coming back on fri night but on sat night? :(
So sad.. D;

I miss you alot, darling..
Do you? :(

2010-05-28T15:41:00.003+08:00

For the first time, darling would be so far away from me. Im going to miss him real much :( 7 more days to go ! :(

Im studying at the same time to distract myself from thinking bout him.

Shag. it's raining heavily now. thunder and lightning! :\
I hate this. whenever there's thunder, darling would always be right beside me to cover my ears and hug me close to him. But now..

Baby, where are you??? :(

2010-05-24T22:01:00.002+08:00

why am i always the one to apologise?
i waited for ur sms the whole evening.
but you went out cycling..
i call and text, but there was no reply.
god, i bet he dont treasure me..

:(

2010-05-24T18:24:00.002+08:00

We come to love not by finding a perfect person,
but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly.
- Sam Kee

I know i have loads of weaknesses that you've been tolerating these past 9 months.
And im sorry for it. Im not perfect, but i hope you can like and accept who i am.

I just spoke to auntie, she told me alot of things about you.
seems like she understand you more than i do.
dont dislike her, because she admits, she have the same character as mine- short tempered.

Im sorry alrights?

2010-05-24T16:16:00.002+08:00

im sorry that i couldnt change myself. and it's not as though i wanted it. and if you cant accept who i am. then i have nothing to say. im a human, not a robot. i wont listen and change to what and how you wanted me to be. yes, i might have promise you that i wanted to change, and i know you have been trying to tolerate whatever attitude that i've shown to you. im sorry for you to get upset because of me. im sorry to make you tolerate all of this craps that i've given to you. i didnt want today to turn out this way.. i thought i could have spend today with you. because we have not much time left for us. holidays are coming, you're going to malaysia. and that this week, i can only see you for 4 days. furthermore, daddy would be having his check ups and blood test on thurs too. you think i wanted to show you all this kinds of attitude. i wasnt in a good mood. i admit that im wrong for showing you attitude when u didnt even offend me in the 1st place..

i called you when i was having break. you played ur game while i remained silent waiting for you to talk. yes, i told you that we had better hang the phone, because i know that i would shout at you if that continue. i dislike it when u wake up, play games and ignored me when im over the phone. which girl would ever like this?

then after we hang, i expected you to text me first, but in the end it never happen.. i could have just forgot bout all this.. i could have done it.

after that, when u fetch me from school, u ask me who's that girl. for goodness sake. how would i know. plus that wasnt your first time asking me who that was. since u'r so interested in her, then go talk to her!!! it's as though i wasnt ur girlfriend who's standing RIGHT BESIDE you. it's a normal reaction for me show you attitude. if i were to ask you who other guys is, or i kept you out of my sight and look at them, i bet you'll be pissed as well.. what more a girlfriend who had a worser attitude than yours..

then when we reach home, i told you that daddy would be working after that because he still have lots of ice cream in his cart. and you kept asking questions. i asked you to come in, and you walked away.

this was all you want.
i shouldnt have waste my time, writing that piece of letter to you, telling you that i will miss you when you go to malaysia. now i think it was just a paper, an ordinary paper which i should have wrote and gave to you. i shouldnt have let you know how much i wanted to be yours in the 1st place. i shouldnt have intruded into your world, making everything turning upside down, full of frustrated and misery. if this was all my fault, at the end of the day, i know you wouldnt accept who i am and love me wholeheartly.

and you even LIKE this status:

Never ever believe them by their looks, or even their words. Every word they say they just want you to believe them & trust them. By the time it comes they will get you down.

and i know deep down inside, you think that im one.

2010-05-20T21:45:00.000+08:00

Oh. SO bored. Tired.
POst exams!

2010-05-15T16:45:00.001+08:00

I Miss You Very Much My Dear :(
I really hope Daddy Could be out..
At least for tomorrow :(

2010-05-13T22:38:00.001+08:00

Nowdays, when it rains, the darker clouds are forming a straight line across the sky.

2010-05-08T21:50:00.002+08:00

最近老是觉得时间过得快。。它来得快，去得也快。自己又忽然发现和*他相处的时间越来越短，过得也越来越快。我好担心有一天会从睡梦中醒来，发现他已不在，但又害怕会开见他所留下的痕迹。我时常在想，我和他之间所常说的天长地久是否会实现。。他常常安慰我，对我说这一切不乐观的想法只不过是自己心里的幻想，想了太多。因为他答应过会永远地和我在一起，虽然相信他，心里却有一股怪怪感觉。甚至时常在想，如果有一天他真的不在我身边，我该这么办。由于时间一分一秒地在流失，我心里总有那种空空的感觉。这世界上，唯一最不想的事就是在一觉后，发现他已不在；看不到他，听不见他，摸不到他，甚至嗅不到他身上的香气。我害怕这一切都会停止，我只渴望时间能为我而慢下来，因为我担心在我还没好好疼他爱他时，这世界将消失，而他也一样。。

I love you honey, I really do ♥

For honey :)

2010-05-02T21:16:00.008+08:00

Being brought into this world with lots of people who Care & Love me alot, I Appreciate them, and felt Blessed. But there's this One person, whom i wish i could be with Forever and Ever and Ever. I dont wish to let him go, i want to keep him with me for a lifetime, a forever..

He is is the one whom i Swear i will be with for the Rest of my Life. He was the Only One that could Bring a Smile across my face Daily. His smile could have melt my heart, and made me laugh out loud like a silly girl. I knew Him 14 months ago. Never thought so much when i first saw Him. Actually, We could have known each other earlier. Just that i didnt took notice of Him being a schoolmate in school.. On 17March2009 was the first time i saw Him face to face. He doesn't belong to me, neither are We related in any way. Recounting back, i only exchanged a sentence with Him, and this sentence had nothing significant in it, but it linked us a little closer i think..( at least a topic to talk about) His face, His voice i remembered so vaguely. It's the news that i had got from *someone, Brought Me Closer to Him this time round. Everything around me seems to Frost as the Gap between us got Smaller. A few more exchanges of sentences were made by typing on keyboard, then staring into the comp and clicking the "Comment" button. Next was His voice conveying through the phone. His voice wasnt Special, but i kind of Fallen Deep in Love with it. We got even closer, and i was sticking to my phone, texting and calling whenever i could. I chose to give up on *someone, to be with Him. It had been 8 months plus since We got Together since 19082009. I Never Thought we could have gone thus far.. Everyone thought We couldnt have made it, but we chose to have Faith in one another, to Stay With Each Other through Thick and Thin. Though We quarrelled over small and stupid stuff, me attituding Him, He would always put up with it. Where to find such guys? Im Blessed. And i thank God for Bringing me to Him, allowing things between Us to Happen. Thank You Darling, Thank You for Staying With me No Matter how much i might have pissed you off. Haha. Thank You for Being With me Regardless of how bad the situation might have been. You wiped away my tears and the sorrows that i had in me, You Brought Happiness to me that i would never be able to find If There Weren't you. You make all this Meaningful Things in my life to happen. & also Thank You for Staying With me even though daddy had tried Countless of times to chase you off. I think for other guys they would have ran and avoided me. You're the best Honey. The one for me, for this lifetime, and if possible, i would wish to be with you in my next & next next & next next next... life! I LOVE YOU MY LOVE !!! WHOLEHEARTLY♥

2010-05-02T17:04:00.001+08:00

Yes yes yes!!! Daddy is starting to acceot baby le! Woo :D
I Love darling much much <33

Daddy isnt going out today. I wont be able to meet darling up T-T
Hope i can see him tomorrow!
I Miss Him oh So Much :(

2010-04-24T23:13:00.001+08:00

why isnt my birthday wis coming true..
Everything just turn out the other way i expect it to be.

2010-04-24T22:06:00.002+08:00

Exams are coming!
Here i am posting a short short post.
Im doing my weekend homework while waiting for honey to ring me the second time after he went home. Im getting a little tired. Yesterday i didnt really have enough sleep. Oh my. Exams! *sigh. Wish me Luck then ;)

*Mummy's the best :DD
Love Love mum &

I Love You Darling Sweetheart Love :)
(LOL)

2010-04-18T00:30:00.003+08:00

Back Home! I just got home about one hour ago. Went out early in the morning to vist god-grandma to celebtrate my birthday! Though it's a belated one, but i still like it, love it, appreciate it! :D So happy today!!!! The day started off with daddy eating breakfast together with me and god-grandma and grandpa :) Nothing seems to be wrong. Haha. Then daddy went back home to sleep whereas me going up to god-grandma's house^^ I saw Vicky!! Haha. She's as cute as ever :D Showered with her. Did some of my homework, then went to help god-grandma to dye her hair black. I dont think im going at helping people to dye their hair, haha. Went to on use uncle's com and chatting with darling for afew mintues. Got ready then went to ryan's house^^ He's super naughty!!! Haha. Then we went to eat dinner at west coz' cafe (i think it's spelled like this). The fish curry there was nice, but i think it's rather hot and spicy. Everything there that went into my stomach, tastes good :) Then went back tp ryan's house which was only a few bloacks away from west coast plaza. They celebrated my birthday (belated) for me~! Haha. Im super happy^^ Got 2 gift, one from aunt and the other from unlce^^ Thank you guys for making my day !
reach home. And here i am :)
Now, chatting with darling on the phone.
Gtg.
Wish me luck^^
Bye.

*He was the gift that God had sent to me from heaven. I thank God, and I am Blessed

2010-04-16T23:02:00.000+08:00

Weeeeets!!!!
I love baby's birthday gift!
That was my long wanted jacket ! OMG.
Baby's the best !!!!!!!!
& i love mummy's gift too^^
They're the best!
And same to those who had wished me :)
Thanks people, you guys made my day^^

Okok. Going to continue studying le.
Bye^^

I LOVE JULIAN ! <33

2010-04-10T22:23:00.004+08:00

GREAT DAY ! :D
I LOVE BABY VERY VERY MUCHHHHH ^^

Woke up early today and met celine before meeting Baby :)
We chat and chat and chat.
Went to buy a pair of grey heels at Mondo,
And also a new pair of school shoes from Converse xD
Super happy. (Gotta thank daddy for forking out his money^^)
I did my weekend assignment in the foodcourt.
Waited for Baby.

Gossipping: And i realised that the IDIOT which i mentioned earlier in my previous post is her. *-------- (best is to not mention her name before something bad again happens. zzz). _|_ There isnt a need for *you to break us up. I didnt do anything wrong. You stare at me, i stare back. I dont understand why what's wrong with it. Dont use such actions that sluts does if you dont wana people to talk behind you and say that you're a bitch. you're a complete LOSER :)

** Lover, if he doesnt treat you good. No point holding on to the string. In the end, the string will still break. And if the wind is blowing too hard, you might even get urself hurt as it slahes its way into ur flesh. Think bout it bah. Im just telling you, hope you wont mind and felt offended. Even if you fall once again, dont give up. You got to stand up from there, learn from ur mistakes and move ahead. Dont dwell on them too much yea? :)

After that, went to meet Baby while celine went home herself.
Caught a movie with him. Clash Of The Titans Rather gross at some scenes. But after all, it's worth watching :)
After movie, we took MRT back to Lot and ate at the foodcourt :)
Baby fetch me home. Showered.
And here i am posting while chatting with him online.
Luckily, daddy's out again ^^
Gonna hear his voice again later before i go for my sleep :D

I really Love him alot. I really do ♥

2010-04-09T22:53:00.003+08:00

Ooooo. Back to posting. Currently having stomach ache. I dont know wether it's a cramp or ache-.- Just pain. Empty and it felt warm. Weird leh. I dint eat spicy food for dinner earlier on leh T-T Later going to eat my medicine and rub some oilment bah :)

To some idiots. Stop doing stupid acts such as making phone calls and texting. Take ur prove out... And stop disturbing my boyf.

Im super tired right now. But i still need to continue doing my weekend homework and also my tuition essay. Studyings simply sucks to the core. zzz.

Im looking forward to meet baby tomorrow! I just hope that his Ns thingy would end as soon as possible. I cant wait to see him!!!! The hollow feeling inside me when he's not around is totally unbearable. I wished that i could see him 24/7, every seconds, every mintue, every hour, every day..

Looking forward in meeting celine too! It's been a long time since we last went out. And it's all because of studies and also daddy. Dont think too much yea Lover? :)
* I'll tell you the Bitch story tomorrow ok?! Haha X)

Alrights. Im ending here le. Needa go and chiong my weekend and tuition assignments:)
Byeeeee^^

I LOVE YOU JULIAN. FOREVER AND EVER :)

2010-04-01T22:45:00.004+08:00

APEX.
Falcon! Falcon! Falcon! :D
Finally it got the championship after 10 years! :)

*Hey Bitch.
The tricks you use in the game sucks.
You have no sports-manship.
You thought you could win me, my team, my house.
But you've lost in the game.
And you've lost the game in ur heart, your soul.
You're just a LOSER.

It rained heavily when apex ended and we're dismissed.
SUPER HEAVILY.
Baby and i shared the small little umbrella of mine together.
I think the moment look sweet <33
It felt just right- warmth, safe, loved.
This moment, i'll remember it ^^
I cooked maggie noodles for him!
And we shared the same bowl- it taste spicy, but deep down, it tastes sweeeeeet ^^
All i can say to him is.......

I Love You Honey

Forever and Ever and Ever
XOXO

Ending here le.
Goodnights & Sweet Dreams :)

2010-03-31T22:29:00.001+08:00

I miss baby so much right now.
Im waiting for his call.
Offing the com soon le.
Im exhausted.
Tomorrow's Apex Day.
I hope it wont rain!
I want to play games in a wider area :)

*yawns.
Going off now.

i love you, julian :)

Dream come true

2010-03-30T17:34:00.002+08:00

Given it this title "Dream come true" you guys might have thought that this was something good, perhaps a piece of good news. However, it's the other way round. I had a nightmare, nightmare of him and i breaking up. we were fighting.. and the rest i couldnt remember. i woke up and it was about 4+am. I never thought it would really come true. No, we didnt break up.. just that things werent so smooth for us. everything's going the other way round, and im seriously tired of it. and i dont know what else to say about them...

I hope things will get better. That's the most i wished for now, and nothing else. Dont worry, i promise i will still love you like before. Even though it might be difficult, i will try my best to keep my vows to you.

2010-03-28T20:28:00.001+08:00

Contact lenses! Clearer! Nicer! :D

I Lovee Julian :)

2010-03-27T19:42:00.004+08:00

This are some of the pics i've got from Nanyang Girls' High :)

2010-03-26T22:58:00.004+08:00

*some photos^^ Nice right? xD

Ohh. It's rather late now. And my eyes are closing soon. Haha. Daddy says he's bringing me to make a pair of contact lenses. Wonder if it's true or not. LOL. Just one ear in , and another out bah^^ Had school today. Miss fong- Dont be upset anymore ok? RuiXuan- you're really irritating lor. Come on, you attitude people first then u act as though other people provoke you first? LOL. Whatever it is, it's impossible for US to be back like before; good friends. IMPOSSIBLE. Chinese- fall asleep while doing my paper in the afternoon. The weather is hot and i felt drowsy. Haha. After that went to Nayang Girls' High to listen to the teachers there for advie for the O Level coursework. Would be uploading the pics soon! :D I didnt get to see JULIAN today!!!! :( Alrights. Got to go!

I Loveeeee Julian :3
& I miss him too T-T

2010-03-25T21:56:00.000+08:00

SORETHROAT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-03-23T16:38:00.002+08:00

Hmm. Nothing much to say leh. Ended school and came straight home. My stomach isnt really very good today, keep having cramps here and there. Plus yeaterday's pe lesson we ran 2.4, it made my legs ache too :( Im using the com for awhile, after that im going to shower and then wait for Julian to ring me up. He's having his school so.. wait for him lor. LOL. Haha. Things are getting better i guess, i think we should leave the unhappy things behind bah. Today school really suck. Tiring and long. From tmr onwards, every wednesday im going to have time practice for mathematics! Arghhh. I hate it. It's on wednesday!!!!! Wednesday is the only day that i can spend a longer time with him but yet the stupid school called us to stay for the math practice lesson-.- I hate it, i hate it. And hate MrLiew too. I had enough of him, every time when i asked him questions, he would always say WAIT WAIT WAIT. Keep calling em to WAIT for what? Cant him just teach straight away?!-.- Then after he said WAIT, he would forgot that i've actually asked him questions-.- Even daddy also say he isnt suitable to be teaching a graduating class cause daddy went to the principal talk and saw the MSG and the percentage of people who passed math than the other express classes. Daddy was shock ok? Bastard. Now, i dont even have faith in you! Even my tuition teacher is 100X better that you! BUT, i sincerely hope that you would teach us nicely, and help the class to pass! Eeryone is failing except those 5 who were better in their math-.- This is so retard. Then, from next next week onwards, the every odd week monday or tuesday, i would be having physic extra lessons! Darn. Got to stay till late afternoon again. I SIMPLY HATES IT :(

COming friday is that school's major event- Appreciation Day. MsLim called us to draw lots to see who's going that night. Damnmnmnmn. I drew the wrong lots-.- It's from 7pm to 9pm. I HATE IT. I JUST HATE SCHOOL!!!!!

Alrights. I think i better go off now. Haha. WIll post up asap. Bye.

2010-03-20T17:59:00.000+08:00

I saw this when i was walking home long long ago .

2010-03-20T17:07:00.002+08:00

You wouldnt have know how much you've hurt me with just one word- fade. What's the point of repeating countless times of I LOVE YOU when the feelings u had for me is starting to fade? you kept repeating I LOVE YOU. Arghhhh. Every once you said that, a sharp pain is developing and growing inside me . You could have just dump me.

Maybe next time i should shud my mouth up and not talk to you, perhaps not talking to you i wouldnt have shown attitude to you. I should not have dialed to you countless of times to you and whisper through the phone because everytime when i whisper over the phone and you cant hear me, i would get fed-up. So i'll shud up. Perhaps, i should have leave you, for the sake of letting you finding someone more suitable for you than me. Maybe we really aint suitable for one another. Your family background, your character, you attitude, your politeness and everything you have in you compared to mine is far far faaaaaaaar apart. Im just someone who is ill-mannered just like how you'd described me. Selfish right? All i do is think about myself and not about you. You could have just left me without saying all of this, and it would at least made me feel better. But why, why do you want to say all this when you know it would hurt me, and then the next moment when you know im sheeding tears, you apologise.

2010-03-20T15:18:00.000+08:00

Ooooo. The weather is freaking cold. And my hands and legs are freezing. yet, im sitting under the fan. LOL. Just finished mt tuition and daddy told me to tag along to his friends house to play MJ. Luckily, daddy's kind enough to bring my lappy over^^ Now im chatting online with hubby and playing games on FB. Guess awhile more i'll go do my homework le.. JIAYOU :)

I Love You Honey <33

2010-03-19T23:15:00.000+08:00

It's 1116pm according to my desktop's clock.
I just hang up the phone with you, and my heart is wrenched with guilt.
I only wanted to hear your voice before i go to sleep.
But i shouted at you because you told me to wait while you're telling ur friend something over the phone.
Im sorry, im just worried that my bill will burst.
Im really sorry baby.
Forgive me alright?

I love you, i really do .

2010-03-19T21:45:00.000+08:00

Happy 7th month honey! Thank you for being with me these passed 7 months :) I love you so much. If u ever leave me, i dont know how am i going to survive. So dont leave me alrights? ^^

I just came home from Yuenice's house. done with half of my holiday homework. I left 2 sets of chinese practice paper, 1 set of mathematics practice paper, 2 topics of chemistry and 1 essay for social studies. Study and study, guess that would be whad i had to do for the rest of this year bah. I had no choice but to concentrate and study!!!! It's okay though, cause after all i know that it's for my own good :)

I woke up early. At first im still in a good mood. But as the time passes by, my mood turned down. I miss him so much! Just not seeing him for one day i... sigh* I hope i can see him tomorrow after my tuition. He went with his friends to sentosa. If it'd not been daddy, i wouldnt have not being unable to meet them up and accompany honey to sentosa.

Darling, i promise you i'll make them up to you ok ?
Just you wait after my O Levels :)

Alrights.
I gotta help baby and myself to play FB le.
Tmr im having tuition. Gotta rest early too.
Nights people :)

Honey. I'll be with you till eternity^^
I love you & i'll keep my promise to you.
XOXO

2010-03-17T19:05:00.001+08:00

Today was a happy day for me because i had the chance to see darling though i dont have my school lesson. Hehe. I ran away from daddy! LOL. Thanks honey for making all this happen :) Hahas. I've been going to baby's house ytd and today, maybe tomorrow too^^ Hahas. His dogggggy is super cute ! Hahas. Today auntie said that baby and i look alike! LOL. I am so happy though i dont think we really look alike. Hahas xD Auntie is the 3rd person who said we look alike. Heeeeheee^^ So HAPPY !!!!!

Izen got blogshop! I went to visit. And i like 2 of them. Actually is 3 lah, but i prefer the other 2 more^^ Just mailed her, now waititng for her mail to reply :)
I want to buy new clothes!!! LOL. Though i have alot xD ( someone call julion comfirm will make noise if he know about it. LOL. )

Now im watching tv, doing math, playing FB games and chatting with honey. Woooo~ Multi-tasking :)
Alrights. Gtg le. Needa continue do hols homework le^^
Bye :)

I Love My Baby, Julian Forever ^^

2010-03-16T22:16:00.000+08:00

I dont wana share my boyf with someone else.
I dont wana you to contact with my boyf.
I dont even like you to talk to him whenever im around.
I hate it.
I dont like it At All.

Baby, i love you :)

2010-03-15T08:44:00.000+08:00

Okkkkkay. It's 846. I jus on the com while waiting for him to call me. *yawns.Super tired. Later still have school. having stomach cramps suck. Er, no one's at home now. daddy and uncle fetch grandpa go see doc at TTS hospital. Good to be alone at home! At least can do the things that i like^^ Hahahas. Er, ok. i needa go play pet ville le! Meeting celine for breakfast later!

bye!

Loveeeeeeee hubby the most :)

*this post is made n monday, 15march, 850am

2010-03-14T22:53:00.000+08:00

*nicest in the cny. LOL

*here are some random pics i've taken on the S'pore's flyer :)

2010-03-14T12:34:00.000+08:00

Finally im online! i've been trying very hard to control myself to not on the comp! Haha. it's a distraction man. LOL. I've gotten back my results and i failed 3 subjets T_T Gonna work really hard le. *sigh. ENDURE 7 more months! Guess i wont be online so often already. perhaps only weekends will bah. But whenever i can, i will post alrights? ^^ Erm, now im helping darling and myslef in pet ville. Haha. after this going to study le. Later will be online again ( in the night )
Alrights, i think i'll stop here le. Nothing much to post about. Hahas.
Bye :)

I Loveeee Julian :)

2010-03-05T20:36:00.000+08:00

wow. this week of school finally ended. however, it didnt really ended off well. firstly is because i'd flunked my common test when i studied so hard for them. this is ridiculous man T_T Secondly, is because i just had a fight with celine.. *sigh. Let's not talk bout them. it's making me frustrated. Oh yea, baby's getting his diploma cert this may! CONGRATS my love^^ you did very well, see like i'd told u, if u work hard enough, ur efforts will be paid off. ( but i dont know why mine didnt leh :( ) I guess i just need to work harder more and practice more. *sigh. i dont even know why on earth we have to study -.- I NEED TO BUCK UP !!!! :( Jiayou sinjie ! Lol. just a few more months to O levels. got to hang on there ! *sigh. endure now and all the efforts would be paid off !

NO FAILING !!!!!!! GRRRRRRR. sucks. studying really sucks -.-

Okkkk. im gooing off le. going to study and then play com later.
Tmr going to visit Vicky ! Heeeeeeeheeeee. cant wait to see my precious doggie ^^
Alrights, ending here le.
Wish me luck people.
Nights.

I would always love my precious Julian <3

2010-02-28T20:23:00.000+08:00

I dont want to be apart from you my baby.
I just want you to stay with me no matter what.
I want you to be with me regardless of what that would come on our way.
Baby, i promise you, i will change.
I will fufill my promise to you,
And the vows that i've made to you.
I want to continue this journey with you.
I just want you to know.
That my heart will always be with you.
I will love you to the fullest honey..
Have faith in me ♥

2010-02-20T14:50:00.000+08:00

Oh my hell .
Who's able to make daddy's application for sengkang flats disapprove ?!
Pissing me off man ! -.-

2010-02-19T21:58:00.000+08:00

Happy 6th month to US !!! ( meaning to julian hubby and celine lover )
Hahahahahahaha. so fasst half a year le^^
I really didnt expect us to be lasting so long with him !
Cause i no confidence in myself :(
Anyway, im really very happy that we've lasted so long.
And that he still loves me alot xD
More than last time bah i suppose, haha ^^
Thanks darling :D
I love you so so much lahs <33
Sorry for always being so petty (i admit im in the wrong T-T)
Sorry for showing you attitude whenever i like to or wants to.
Thanks to ur KIND AND GENTLEMENLY character lahhhh, that's why u never scold me.
Though you did shout at times, but i know you didnt mean it. They're all for my good right? LOL. The rest, i'll write it in our diary bahs ^^ You go seee yourself the next time when i pass it to you :p

And and thanks to celine lover. If it had not been her most of the time, i wouldnt have the chance to meet him up. Thank loads to you my lover :D

Hmmm, im studying now. Next monday till friday is common test week.
Wish me luck ^^ Hahahahas.

*Another thing.
Izen ! Please leave a tag whenever you read my blog leh. LOL.
Thanks for uplodaing the pics too. Hahas.

Alrights, ending here le.
Going back to studying le.
Bye^^

2010-02-14T15:39:00.000+08:00

Happy New year and Happy Valentine's day ! :) hahahs. It's new year le!mes to new year im very happy cause i can buy new clothes, new heels and new flats. Mostly is because got Red Packets to get! Hahahaha. LOL. Today is the first day of the lunar calendar. And all my relatives had just arrived. It's like very late? Hahas. Still got 2nd aunt haven come. Now watching tv and playing facebook while waiting for Darling to come back from his movie with daddy and mummy :) So broing now leh. Nothing much to do. So i decided to blog whatever i can think of. Hahaha. Let's see whad i will write bah ^^

Erm erm erm. This few days very tired lehhh. Got alot of work to homework to do, if not then revising for my class test. But luckily got darling motivate me that's why im able to do quite well in my tests. hahas. Thanks baby <33 Other than studying and revising, ii got to spend all of my spare time on my art coursework. Suppose to do 5 pages le leh! I only have 1 page T-T Die liao die liao :( Need to rush liao. *sigh. Studies really like sucks leh. If it's not for my future, i rather not study and be a homemaker. (someone* would strongly disagree de xD) Currently, i have quite alot of courses im interested in. But if i can get 8 points and below, i'll go for psychology studies. If not should be either early childhood and chid psychology or psychology or cumminity services. Haha. All got to do with psychology de^^

Counting down to 5 more days to 6th month ! Omg. That would be half a year of relationship! Hahaha. Im so lucky to have him with me^^ His parents too. Haha. Mummy, i think she treat me real good. Hahahs. Though i had never seen or talk to her before, but from whad i'd heard form darling, she really do treat me very good^^ I cant wait to see the gift that he's giving me soon, given by him which was choosen by mummy ! Hahaha. Shit, i think im too excited le. Hahas. i dont know why i cant wait to see it! Im like... thinking bout it all the time. Hahas. TOO EXCITED, MY LOVE. Thanks for being with me, thanks for giving me so much, your love, your everything!
I Loveeeeeee you so Muchie !
Muack Muacks ! <33
We'll carry on this relationship forever.
I will not let anything break us up, never.
Hahas. I love you honey !!!!!

Alrights, i'll end here le.
Goodbye :)

2010-02-13T20:31:00.000+08:00

Happy new Year and Valentine's Day ! :D

Oh man. Baby's out meeting his friends. I miss him so much !

2010-02-12T17:11:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow is chinese new year's eve ! Got nice and yummy food to eat ! Muahahahahaha xD LOL. Days seems to be happening faster than usual. There's like so much to do everyday,and they're all related to studies. Guess that's whad im going to do for the rest of this year bah, since it's benefiting me and preparing me for my exams. Though it's quite tiring and boring, i think it's worthwhile if i get good grades at the end of the day ? Haha.

Today had half day of school.Meet darling up and went to Bpp with him, celine, ruixuan and vivian. After we alight from 190 oppo bpp, we saw a black doggy that had its neck with that plastic cover- to prevent it from biting people i suppose. This doggy very pathetic leh :( The owner damn bad, just abandon it like this when it's not feeling well. it's sitting at the bus-stop. Think it's waiting for its owner to be back bah. sigh* How come people nowadays so irresponsible de -.- Reached Bpp, had our lunch and went to buy some stuffs for the CNY. Somethings happened. Dont really wanna talk bout them. Celine went home from interchange, taking 975. Ruixuan and vivian back home too via LRT. Darling and i went in another direction, he accompanied me back home^^ We slacked awhile then he went home le. Daddy scammed me! He said he would be back early and soon. In the end... It's 525pm now, and he's still not back -.- Should have spend more time with him lor ! Grrr. Stupid daddy T-T
Now i am blogging and chatting with celine. Erm, hope darling's sleeping now bah. He looked so tired earlier on. T-T Im tired too. But after blogging, im going to continue studying^^

My effort will be harvested soon i guess! hahas.

* people should think twice before buying a pet. Dont buy it when u like it and then dump it when u're tired of taking care of it or when it's ill. It's a super duper irresponsible act ! -.-

** Darling, im sorry for whad that had happened earlier on. I promise i wont say that B---- thingy ever again T-T
I still love you alrights ? :)
And and, i hope you like that thingy that i've gave you ^^

Ending here le!
Bye bye ^^

2010-02-09T09:14:00.000+08:00

It's 920 and im in the com lab doing research again. But this time im not doing research for my CA1 exam. zzz. Everyday test, if nto exams -.- Feel so stress and tired.. Later im meeting darling ^^ Hope i'll be more energetic bah. Haha. He loves me to me energetic i think :D Yesterday night i woke up twice -.- Once at 3am the other at 5am. zzz. Now im super tired. I miss my bed T-T

Just found some nice and interesting pictures while researching ^^
Need to sketch them out... Zzz

Aiyahhhhh. Nothing to pst already.. LOL.
Will write in later in the night if possible to bahs ^^
If not then.. Next time liao ! LOL .

Bye.

<33 J.T

2010-02-07T16:46:00.000+08:00

Oh no no. It's been such a long time since i last posted on my blog ! I seriously have no time for all of this.. Study and study . Guess that would be whad im going to do for the rest of this year bah. Hopefully all of this books and papers would come to an end of this year. *sigh! I've got so much to do! practice and practice i guess.. i will blog whenever i can, i cant let my blog be dead ! LOL .

Valentine's day is coming ^^
Rather bad to have it on the first day of chinese new year -.-
Cant really celebrate i suppose .
Julian.T ! from this year onwards, ur valentine would be me and no one else.
*you should get who am i referring to -.-

CNY .
It's coming together in just one week's time. Red packets red packets^^ New clothes ! New heels and flats ^^ Weeeeeeets ^^ So happy man. Hahahaha. LOL. Gona gpo to alot of places to visit. Dont know whether i would be able to make it for the chalet at downtown.. Hope i can go! I dont wanna stay at home man. zzz.

People! Happy Valentines day and Chinese New Year ^^

Alrights. Gota go and study and do my other stuffs le.
Lastly, i Love J.T <33

2010-02-02T09:29:00.000+08:00

It's 933am according to the com lab's clock .
Just chat with him and tuition teacher through iloveim.com
So tired . Yesterday i slept at 11 .
Got alot of work to do lor . *sigh .
Homework is like never ending de T-T
Anyway, just gotta endure this few days only .
Then after that i would be able to enjoy the days before and after i get my O level results .
Had my chem test and i failed T-T
To my surprise, my physics test past ley ! OMG . Just a few more marks then score full marks liao . Wasted T-T Gotta work harder liao . Haha ^^

Counting down !
17 more days to the 6th month !
That's really fast leh . Hahas .
It would be half a year by then ^^
It feels good to have him my my side :)
Thanks baby ^^
Thanks for being with me all this while <33
Will upload pictures soon on both FB and Blog ^^

Alrights, gotta go and continue with my coursework liao .
Bye ^^

I Love J.T

*Today really got pissed off by him cause i wana chat with him on msn, in the end he called me to go do my coursework and dont disturb him T-T And he went offline !

2010-01-26T09:20:00.001+08:00

Hey people !
Here i am blogging at school's com lab during my art lesson .
It's 920am. And im still waiting for hubby's message .
I received a super good news from him yesterday night .
And im super happpy . Haha .
Good luck to me when the time is right bahs ^^

Hope daddy get well soon and goes to work so that i can meet baby !
Gtg .
Bye .

Loveeeee Julian <33

2010-01-19T19:45:00.000+08:00

Finally im here to blog . Just gona give a short post alrights ?
I really miss darling alot T-T
I wannnnnnnnnaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa seee him ! T-T
Daddy you gotta recover NOW. NOW. NOW ! T-T
Alrights. Got to go and continue homework le.
Suck ..
People! Pray hard with me that daddy will recover !
PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEE T-T
Bye people.

I love Darling ^^

2010-01-15T21:31:00.000+08:00

Finally im here to blog .
Oh my. i miss my blog skin so much T-T
I haven been seeing it for days !
School days really suck . Homework, extra lessons, homework, extra lessons -.- I simply dont understand why on this earth, there's school, there's exam .
Im currently, doing my math (again), chatting with darling and facebooking .
Sigh* The school work i had is like never ending ? My art O questions had came . And the questions really kinda knocked me down . I really dont know which question to choose ! Im interested in all of them . LOL . Then all the lessons in school actually made me feel like sleeping . But i know i shouldnt sleep . So i end up using my fingers to open up my eye which made ruixuan laugh at me non-stop . Other than chewing sweets in class, putting a toothpick at the lids of my eys would help i guess . Hahaha . Actually i dont really feel like laughing out loud now . Tired and stress at the same time . I really dont know whad the hell went wrong with me . I dont feel like talking in class nowdays so i suppose u think that i've changed . Whadever it is . I think im fine ley . zzz . Never mind bout it then . There're so much things to do this weekend, so much things to do for the rest of this year . I gotta work hard . I gotta strive for my goals . I gotta prove daddy wrong that even though i have him with me, im still able to cope with my studies. I can manage both relationship and studies . I gotta work harder, perhaps 10 times harder to hit my goal of getting 10 points for my Os . Wish me good luck peeps . *Sigh . Alot more to go . And after all of this, i could get all the freedom i want from daddy . How great would it be . I would no longer need to hide from daddy that im dating with Julian . I can just lay by darling's side for as long as i wanted, for a life's time . I couldnt imagine how my life would be by then . That night when daddy kinda hint me that he allowed me to be with him, just that im having my Os now so i cant currently, daddy doesnt know how happy i was . He doesnt know how grateful im to him that particular night . He doesnt know how much i wish for the time to pass by fast now, to the day i wrote a full stop on my last paper for my Os . He would never know, never find out, never understand .

Just wanna say a few things here .
I really gotta thank baby for spending his everyday with me .
I guess it's tiring for you bah *sayang ^^
Thanks for being with me and encourage me .
I appreciate them my dear .
And i will always love you [:

Alrights.
Ending here le .
Nights [:

2010-01-09T09:13:00.000+08:00

Oh man . Seems like im not going to blog once in often nowdays...

The holidays homework which i haven complete, and the school homework is getting the hell out of me . There are so so so many to be done ! Hell man ! ALOT . *Crys . When am i able to finish them all ? They are doubling as the days goes by . I cant imagine how much work i have to do from june onwards ! Starting from next week, there're two more extra lesson . I need to hand in alot of things which is due either on monday or tuesday . I dont know im able to finish my sketch of the damn black and white sky with the sea . I dont know if im able to finish my damn math holiday assignment . I dont know if im able to finish my long essay of social studies . I dont know if im able to finish my 2 chapters of chinese workbook and that whole lot of chinese essays which is part of my holidays assignment . During the holidays, i only bothered to do my math . It's freaking giving me lots of stress . I couldnt do them all in just two days of the weekend . Im going to do them all now ! GRRRRRRRR . Hates studying, but the government just wanna people to study -.- Nvm . I will study . LOL .
Gonna go study already .
tmr or monday then update the you guys on the pic i took today at temasek poly^^
Nights.

Lastly, i love baby ^^
Forever here with you no matter whad .
You're the air i breathe in .
Without you, i wont be surviving .

2010-01-06T21:34:00.000+08:00

Got back my phone ! Prepad card i mean -.-
YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA !
LOL . At least can contact baby ^^
Haha . Alrights .
Im ending here le .
Tmr still having a long long long day -.-
Resting early tonight ^^
Helping baby and myself play FB then lights off !
Hahahahaha .
GoodNights people.
GoodNights darling ^^

I will always Loveeeee you [:

2010-01-05T21:26:00.000+08:00

Finally i saw DARLING !!!!!!!!!! X)
So happy man !
Got the rings ! They're perfect !
Impossible to slip off again xD

I can feel my stress being added on and on !
Oh my . Im getting my O level Art question paper next week !
OMG . Things are going on so fassssssssssst T-T
Got to buck up le!
Must have high expectations of myself ^^
Hahaha . Got darling supporting me should be no prob bahs ^^

I love darling much much !
U're the best forever and ever ^^
*Muack muack :D

2010-01-04T19:49:00.000+08:00

First day of school today was rather boring uh .
Hahahaha . All the talks makes me yawn non-stop..
Was messaging with Darling in class ^^
Thanks ruixuan for lending me her phone ^^
Ended school early today and went to walk about in tw market .
There are afew things that i've kinda learnt today :
I got to listen and participate in the lessons and NEVER think that they're boring and concentrade ! If not i will fail to focus and listen and ended up yawning up non-stop .
Must listen k girl ? [: Hahaha .
Mummy calls me to study hard ! & i must ! Hahahaha :D
Baby's my motivation ^^ Best motivation ever ^^
Hahaha. Okies . Shall stop here le .
Going to play facebook NOW [:
Bye .

I love baby <33

2010-01-03T19:28:00.000+08:00

Oh My ! Tmr is a new week, new school term -.-
Boring Boring Boring -.-
Got to buck up le ..
My 'O's is coming in about 9 months time ?
Hahahahaha . Im chatting with darling, & he said the future of me and him depends on me ^^
Indeed, it's kinda depends on me . Hahaha . Cause after my 'O's i then can have him "officially" .
Daddy would be approving us together by then liao . Hahaha . Yesterday was talking back to daddy, and i told him that Julian is my motivation^^ Sweeeet eh daddy ? LOL . He remained in silence. Daddy he really is my motivation u know that ? Haha . Told daddy that i really dont wanna him to control me so much . Whadever . He always have his excuses -.-
Daddy says by 17 he would approve me and him . Faster faster !!! I wanna turn 17 asap .
He also said that by 18 he would chase me out of the house . Hahahaha . Im glad to be kick out :D
Finally, i can have FRESH air !!!!! Hahahahaha . Daddy im going to say Bye to you in 2 Years 3 months time xD Erm, can say that im rather sad uh, cause it's because of my attitude, my lies that had got daddy so angry with me, and wanting me to be out by 18 and never go back to visit him . But looking ahead, i will have Julian . So it doesnt really matter uh ^^

Super tired now . Went out early in the morning with daddy for breakfast . Then after that we went to buy alot of daily needs, bedsheets also . Then went back home and HOUSECHORES . *Yawns . Im so tired . Do this and that.. Kept calling darling . Hahahaha . Kahhhhjiaoooo him xD
Then ate maggie meeeeee ^^ On com . Dinner and here i am posting [:
Darling went to cycle with mummy and daddy le ..
Hope he faster come back before i went offline .

Monday Bluez :(

Alrights . Got to go le .
Play Facebook games . Haha :D
Nights People ^^

I Loveeeeeeeeee Julian <33
Baby *hugs for you [:

2010-01-02T14:34:00.000+08:00

Back home at 2pm after spending the whole morning with daddy . Went to eat at west coast .
Went to the nearby temple to pray . I dont know why today i initiated though i dont really believe in the buddhist god . LOL . I prayed hard for me and darling^^ That's the first thought i had in my mind [: Then to west coast plaza . The plaza was so empty . Nothing much to shop . Daddy and i went to walk about and saw the Pet Lovers Centre ( dont know the name correct anot ), the hamsters are sooooo cute ^^ Then saw a vid clip at the shop, there's this new product that could easily help u shave off ur pet's fur . Looks cool, steps were easy . But this daddy say dont wanna buy for vicky :( I miss vicky so much . Oh My ! One week since i last saw her . Hope her stomach is getting better, and wont vomit so much le . After the west coast plaza, we went to IMM . Cause daddy wanna check the price of containers uh . Walk walk walk . Then went to buy some vege, daddy's cooking me lunch and dinner . Went back home after that, it rained ! Wet !

Reached home, called darling immediately . Im super late to chat with him online T-T
Luckily he's not angry ^^ Went to shower after that .
Then here i am online ! LOL .

New Year's here .
& school is starting again in 2 days time -.-
How nice it is...

New Year with new wishes :

(1) Get 11 points for my 'O's .

(2) Stay forever with Julian ^^ (no more fights)

(3) Daddy to approve us asap !

(4) Study real real real hard ! ( baby, if my Os are coming and im neglecting you, please understand okay ^^ )

Erm, should be only this 4 points ^^

Alrights, ending here le [:

I Loveeeeeeeeee Julian ^^

2010-01-01T20:37:00.000+08:00

Woke up early to have breakfast with daddy .
Then went with him to buy ingredients for him to cook for dinner .
Took such a long time to choose which actually pissed me off .
He thought that i was thinking bout Julian .
And he kept asking me to stop contacting him -.-
Daddy, told u to give up the fat hope le .
From morning, it's you who started talking bout him de .
Keep saying im thinking bout him, think u're the real one ...
I do love him alot, i always do .
And it's getting stronger and stronger .
So daddy, there's seriously no way u can break us apart :P

Reached home bout going to 1pm le .
Tired ... Called Celine and her mother is... -.-
Nvm . Meet celine at cck.
Then went for swimming . Went to meet darling . Shower . Went to Bpp .
( Living at Bp sucks . Everything also need to walk, need to take lrt -.- )
Okkkkay . Then went to pei celine to buy her stuffs .
Went to eat mac . Take Photos with him . OMG .
*Blush . I DONT DARE TO TAKE !
Haaaaaaaaahaaaaaaaaaaa >.<
Okay okay . Then raining super heavy -.-
3 Person shared an umbrealla ^^
That's sweeeeet . :D
Then went to take Lrt .
Bade goodbye to darling .
Gonna miss him real much :(
Only can get to see him on monday bahh .
He's getting the rings either on tmr, sun or monday! OMG .
Cant wait to see the outcome of the rings!!!! ^^
Wont lost it again baby . I Promise ^^
Alrights. Gtg . ^^

*Please dont break ur promises again .
I would also listen to you, as long as you dont lie to me .

I Love you muchieeeee muchieeeeee ^^

2009-12-31T19:56:00.000+08:00

A GIRL LIKE ME MUST LEARN HOW TO BE INDEPENDENT .

AND GIVE HIM FREEDOM .

STOP STICKING TO HIM GIRL .

HE HAS HIS FRIENDS .

2009-12-31T15:30:00.003+08:00

Happy outing with ur friends then :(
U better come home early tonight .
And online or meet me early tomorrow T-T

2009-12-31T14:42:00.000+08:00

BORING ~ !

Today is the last day of 2009 people !
Guess most of you would be going out to countdown for 2010 .
I've just changed a new blogskin^^
Really a nice one, Filled with Loads of Love ^^
All those big big lines are thought by darling !
OMG . My whole blog is filled with his love i guess !
Haaaaaaa. I love my new blogskin xD
Indeed, this year passes really fast .
& school is reopening soon :(

Woke up early in the morning and accompanied daddy to tekka .
Got the papers then went to School .
Then went back home .
Super tired *yawns .
Called Lover to meet me up asap cause darling's waiting for me at Fajar's mac .
She just woke up when i called her . OMG .
I kept rushing her rushing her rushing her :x
Then, called darling - also another one who woke up late .
He was with with friend .
Hey friend, my boyfriend is missing you :
Do come back asap k ?
Hang out together soon ^^
Then meet Lover at Segar lrt and went to Fajar to look for darling an hour later .
Meet darling ^^
Lover ate macSpicy while darling and i ate mcFlurry and choco sundae .
Then after that went back home with Lover and darling .
He sent me halfway, cause we're all afraid of that Crazy daddy of mine -.-
Sitting on the sofa after chatting with darling before he went for his bowling..
IM SO SO SO TIRED D:
Time is gonna pass slow from now till he online bah... :(
Dont knwo whether he's meeting his primary school friends or not .
If he is, i wont be able to talk to him online ! OH MAN ! :(
Praying hard that his friends faster go while he's having his bowling . Hehehehe :x
Then he can come back and chat with me xD

Praying real hard that im able to go out tomorrow .
I want to go swimming if the weather is good .
If not, i wanna go to Lover's house to spend more time with him :(

O Lord, im praying real hard that u would be giving me the chance to spend another long day with him before the school reopens . Nowadays i can hardly spend time with him :(

Gotta go and pei Lover le .
Bye (:

I Love Julian.T [:

*Blogger's time is so so so wrong .
Today is Thursday uh ! Not Wednesday ! :D

2009-12-30T20:42:00.000+08:00

i don know how many more times i would have to fight with you .
Im really tired . Tired of all these fights .
Gain nothing, but tears rolling down cheeks everytime .
It sucks . I hate to fight with you do you know that ?

2009-12-30T20:07:00.000+08:00

*tsk.
The blogger got some prob i think .
The timing of the post is wrong ! :(
People, the super long long long post is i post on today morning de .
Today, Wednesay 30-12-2009 .

I cant wait to wear on the new ring ^^
Haaaaa. Getting it on.. idk when :x
but SOOOOOON !!!!!
Haaaaaaahaaaaaaa ;D
Love darling loads loads <33

2009-12-30T11:15:00.000+08:00

Back to blogging !
Have been missing him real much till i dont really know whad to post about T-T
This whole entire week which i dint see him is really a tortue to me .
Daddy daddy daddy, i hate you, not exactly hate you. But dislike you :(
I miss him so much, trying my best to tell u that i really need him, all i get is beatings from you -.-
Other than whacking nagging whacking nagging, whad else do you know ?
Cant you just get ur brain straight and let me be together with him T-T
You never understand, u never even try to let me have him !
If u allow, mayb things wouldnt be like this .
If u allow, i wouldnt have hide things from you .
If u allow, we wouldnt be fighting all day and night .
Daddy, i think u better give up that fat hope of wanting him to leave me, or me to leave him .
It's totally craps, and fat hope . I'll never let u break us apart .
Just you wait ! ( His fav line ^^ )
Though the first impression he had left for you isnt that good, you should have given him the chance to change it, and the chance to prove to you that he's not that kind of person .
You're just stubborn . Always say i stubborn . -.-
Say people, say yourself -.- ( sounds so childish LOL )
Can someone just go and talk to my dad bout having a boyfriend at this age isnt a real big prob ?!
I can cope with my studies, really !
In fact my studies did improve ! There's evidence that i improved k ?!
Somemore, he's always the one who encourage me, who motivates me .
Daddy, you dont even know how to motivate me in my studies -.-
Only know how to say, "Go study go study ! If not dont let you go out ."
Only know how to threaten me *sobs
You go study see you can make it anot lor -.-

I haven been meeting him since last week !
And luckily got celine !
Thanks lover, thanks for giving us the chance to see one another :D
And thanks to your mother too ! Hahaha .
If she's not with us yesterday, i bet i wont be able to reach home so late without getting reprimandings ^^ Thank her hor ! Haaaaa xD
Counting on you for the rest of the days till i turn 17 ! :x
Hope i dint stress you much .
Must help must help ! :x
Haaaaaahaaaaaaaa xD

Monday i met him at fajar for lunch with celine ^^
So happy to see him again!
Been 10 days plus till i saw him on monday *crys .
Daddy is the bad guy whom dont allow me to go out :(
After lunch then celine went to my house whereas baby went to school .
Just not seeing him for a few mintues, i started to miss him T-T
It's forever not enough to see him . Greedy Girl :(
Celine's with me till night .
Asked daddy for a chance to go out on tues .
Sucks! Threaten people again! -.-
Never mind, i rather go out with boyfriend than with grandma .
Cause i met her last week already .
Planned to go either orchard or bugis .
Still not comfirm yet ^^
Super happy that im able to see him once again !!!!!!!! :D

Tuesday :
Woke up at 8+ to 9 am .
Super nervous . I cant wait to see him !!!!!!! Weeeeeets xD
Got ready and called celine, she said her mother is joining us .
LOL. Super shocked . And hui hui joining us too. Hahahahaha .
Meet hui hui and celine first at lot's taxi stand .
Then went to library to return and renew books .
Im forever a slow reader . LOL .
Took the whole few weeks to read 20+ pages :x
Then called darling using huihui's phone .
He's calling daddy to fetch him to lot ^^
Meet him at the mrt there then we went to take 190 to somerset .
Saw Charmaine on the 190 bus . Haaaaa.
Long time no see her already . Only chat with her through msn (:
But it's a long distance chat. LOL .
Having darling beside me felt so secured !!!!!
I love him Loads <33
After that went to walkk around with celine, hui hui and darling .
Then met celine's friends .
All guys uh -.-
One of them i dont know he's a gay or whad uh .
Walk and eat also so slow, only know how to play psp -.-
Then darling and i left them and went to check the timing of the movie .
Watch Alvin and the Chipmunks 2 !
Super cute !!!! :D
Because of the guys, we sat at different places -.-
Then after moive, the guys went to back le.
HuiHui went to find her dont know who .
Celine darling and i took mrt down and meet celine's mother .
Went to walk around with them in bugis street .
Very tired :(
Went to the hawker centre nearby and ate carrot cakes ^^
Share one plate with darling. Hahaha .
Celine's mother kept looking at us and smile .
Hahaha. Must be the way we treated each other hor darling ? xD
Then went to OG.
Then took mrt back Lot.
Celine's mother went back home le.
Then celine accompanied darling and i to couple lab .
We were choosing the ring while she's talking on the phone .
Hahahaha. Finally got the new rings ^^
Sorry for loosing the old one darling :x
I promise you i wont loose the new one!
PROMISED :D
I love you loads.
Muack Muack :D

After that went home le .

Thanks for sending me home ^^
* Thanks lover. & your mother.
Thanks for making yesterday happen <33

**Though i cant get to see you like everyday ?
But my heart will still remains the same for you .
It will never leave ur side, and it would have u in it .
It's because of you, that's why i can be as happy as ever .
Though there's daddy trying to break us apart, i promise you..
I will never let you go . I will be here with you, till the end (:

Alrights.
Guess this post is long enough.
Ending here le .
Bye .

2009-12-25T21:41:00.000+08:00

GRRRR.
I HATE DADDY .
Freaking pissed offfffffff -.-

I WANT TO SEE DARLING ! T-T
I miss you so much D:
I want to see you badly !

2009-12-19T21:16:00.000+08:00

Happy 4th month to us !
Wooooo ! xD
Though i cant see you now due to ur upcoming exams .
I'm willing to endure and wait till monday .
Just one more day to go .
I'll be there, beside you, studying with you .
We got to endure all this .
I miss you so much right now .
Im wondering if you have the same feeling as me ..
I need you so much right now .
Head thinking bout you, heart aching .
Sigh* I miss you so much darling T-T
Im praying hard that you would pass ur this exam !
Jiayou Jiayou Jiayou !!! ^^

* Better dont drink so much next time, if not i will slay you .
** And and, dont sleep and ignore my calls . Im worried dead ! T-T

Nights people .
Going to sleep early tonight .
Tomorrow having tuition in the morning .
School is reopening soon !
That's fast .
Next year 'O's .
Jiayou Jiayou ! (:

- I Love You Darling . Thanks for staying by my side for so long ^^ -

2009-12-17T10:29:00.001+08:00

i miss darling so much right now .
I wish the time would pass faster .
PASS FASTER TIME !

I love you darling ^^

2009-12-12T20:59:00.000+08:00

Went to hospital early in the morning to fetch daddy .
On the way there i chatted on the phone with darling .
Hahas . Happy moment with him always passes so fast .
After that fetch daddy, reached home le then went to study le .
Super tired . Nothing much to post le .
Just wanna say that i misses darling alot .
I cant wait to see him next week .
I would always love you .
I always do ^^

2009-12-11T22:15:00.000+08:00

Woke up early to wake darling up for school .
Planned to go hospital but daddy gave me one day off, so i went to meet celine and darling .
Meet both of them at Lot then we went to have lunch at KFC .
After lunch we bus-ed down to darling's house .
Played with zoeeeey :D
Super cute xD
*hope zoey wont cry in the night anymore [:
After that darling's bro woke up .
Super pai sehhh . LOL .
They look alike, so cooooooool . Hahahaha .
Then daddy's coming back home to fetch them for the s'pore flyer .
Celine and i then bus-ed down to Lot .
Went to the stupid seven-eleven, which took us more than one hour for that stupid registration -.-
After that both celine and i went back home le..
Reached home, do my stuffs and chatted with darling via sms ^^
Then went to chat with grandpa .
Tomorrow daddy is discharging...
zzz . No more fun le . LOL .
Cant meet darling much le .
Must wait till his exams is over bahhs .
*wish u all the best for ur upcoming paper . STUDY HARD !!!! :D

*I miss you so much right now T-T
The next time i would be seeing you should be next tues bah, which is 3days later ...
Though i had the domo that u had given to me, it's never enough .
Even if u're right here infront of me, it would also be never enough for me .
I think im so Greedy ..
I just want you to stay by my side .
No one would ever replace you inside my heart .
I'll love you till the end sweetheart, i promise .

**8 more days to 4th month ! xD

2009-12-10T22:20:00.000+08:00

CRYBABY ...

Forever not used to him being around .
I miss him so much right now .
No one would ever understand how i feel .
I've never felt this way before .
The feeling is so strong .
I want him right by my side now !
*Sighhhh*
He's just like my drug, im so addicted to it .
I need him everyday, I need him now .

*To myself: stop being a crybaby and wipe away your tears .

2009-12-07T20:33:00.000+08:00

Im missing darling so much .
Shouldnt have spent so many nights with him .
Im so not used to .
My heart is aching . *sighhh

Woke up early today, planned to go hospital to visit daddy de . But i woke up rather late le . So daddy called me not to go over, and i went back to teck whye's flat . Pack some unpack stuffs . Luckily darling, dont have afternoon lesson . Haha . After his lesson and his lunch, he came over le . The house is super empty . Hahahahaha . We spent the whole afternoon with one another . Im missing the feeling of him around . I miss him so much T.T Neighbours came telling me things bout darling . *Sighhh I hope he dint take into heart . Just wanna him to know that i really wont bother whad other people had said . "I really dont care bout it . I promise you i will love you with all my heart ." Just hack care whad they said alright ? Even if people continue to, i will be like how u react to other people . I will follow my heart . Thanks darling . Thanks for giving me so much . Thanks for loving me so much ^^ After that went back to house le, while he went to south view to meet his friends . Showered le . Going to chat with darling le .
Bye^^

Baby, i love you .
Forever and ever .
My love for you will never stop flowing for you .
*copyrighted from you .
Hahahahahahahahahahaha :x

2009-12-01T19:26:00.001+08:00

Imm on my way back home from hospital again .
Chatting with Lover and darling online again .
Lmao , that women behind bang my head without saying sorry -.-
Then the guy next to me keep peeping into my screen -.-
*sigh . Super boring now . LOL .
Daddy's had recover quite fast le .
Can move himself about le ^^
That's goooooood xD
Hahahaha . LOL .
Hmmms, nothing much to say le ^^
Going to chat with Lover and darling le :D

*Thanks for spending your nights with me .
It's good to have u beside me (:
I Love You (:

2009-11-30T19:32:00.001+08:00

Ytd night dint sleep really well .
According to darling, i only slept for 3 hours . LOL .
Darling must be tired toooo . Hahahahaha X)
Rest well hor ^^
Currently, im on my way back to meet Lover from the hospital .
*Yawns.. I've spent my whole entire day looking after daddy .
The room that daddy is staying is freezing me to death -.-
Im taking 190 from the interchange opposite SGH .
I took a pretty long time to find that far, dark and small interchange -.-
Walking up and down the super big hospital pavement looking for one interchange sounds so retard -.- Very hot ! ._.
Anyway, i've found the interchange mins after that ! Hahahaha . LOL .
Reached there, took lappy out from bag and just nice the bus is hereeee .
Currently, waiting for darling to ring me up and chatting with Lover on MSN .
Rather boring ahhhhh ._.
It'd had been so long since i last saw Lover . Haha .
Cant wait to see her at the cck interchange later ! LOL .
Alrights, got to go and chat with her le .
* Darling, faster call me ! T-T

Nights people ..

* Can i say to the world that you're mine ?
I've fallen so deep in love with you .
Promise that you would never ever leave me ..
I'll keep my vow too . I'll never leave you .
Not now, not ever .
ILY :D

2009-11-29T13:35:00.000+08:00

Im in the hospital waiting for daddy to take his test results .
Hope he will get well soon bahs ^^

Darling, thank you so much for helping me out in facebook .
I Love You so muchhhhies :D
Hahahahahaha. LOL .

Alright, got to go .
Bye^^

2009-11-27T20:59:00.000+08:00

Friday went to Bugis with Friends and darling ^^
Went to watch 2012 at iluma .
Oh man, i wish 2012 aint true .
Cant imagine my loved ones leaving me one by one, esp *him .
I hope 2012 wont come true ! It will never happen .
Not now, not ever ! [:

Today woke up early and went for breakfast .
Called darling, and told him the time that im meeting him to grandma's house .
Home and went to do the chores before heading out .
Showered kiki packed her stuffs .
Dhen i went to shower after darling went offline and come to fetch me (:
After that meet him under block and headed to take 180 to grandma house with kiki .
Im starting to miss kiki already ... *sighhh
Dont know when she's gonna be back to live with me .
After that reach le dhen darling went off to meet his friend le .
I missing him so much right now .
Dont know when im gonna see him again ..
Should be next week bahs T-T
After that went to the market to eat with grandma .
Bought some daily needed products at Guardian dhen went back le .
Bought lunch for uncle then daddy called me to go back home .
Boarded 180 back home then buy dinner for dinner alr .
Called darling, dhen went home le .
Reached dhen took money from daddy . Went to bpp ( Unity )
Bought some meds dor daddy and went home .
Watching tv while playing com .
Nights people ^^

No matter whad, my heart will always be with you .
I Love You so Much ^^
*Huggggs

2009-11-25T20:35:00.000+08:00

It's been days since i last posted le .
Rather lazy to blog, after all this few days i've been doing the same things .
Housechores, holidays assignment and using com .
Baby's paper is coming, and he needs to study so we dint meet up .
It's been 5days since i last saw him le T.T
I miss him so much *sighhhh .
Tmr is his paper, wish him all the best ! Good Luck baby ! :D
Tmr after his paper im meeting him le .
Looking forward to it . Cant wait to see him !!!! XD
Hahahahahhahahahahahhha LOL.
Praying hard that it wont rain tmr .
Gtg, nights .

I Love You, Julian [:

2009-11-20T21:25:00.000+08:00

Today woke up late for school !
Celine came to my house and meet me .
Dhen went to mac to meet darling .
Also late ! Sorry to keep u waiting for me for 20 mins, darling .
Ate breakfast and ruixuan came .
Walked to school at 9am.
Purposely go to school late de. Haha :D
Darling sent me to gate dhen go out to school le .
Thanks daarling, thanks for waking up early in the morning to meet me for breakfast .
Such a sweet heart <33
Walked into the gate, the guard said "nowadays people have boyfriend, mad in love."
Crazzzzzzy. Does it got to do with him ? LOL .
Dhen went for math lesson .
Think ruixuan, celine and i are late for 30 to 45 minutes . LOL .
Went into IT resource room, no teacher -.-
We chat and chat and chat .
Only when teacher come dhen we pretend do X)
Dhen after that teacher not around, we were taking photos .
Laughing and playing non-stop .
I had a fun day ! Haha . Thanks friends . & thanks darling ^^

** I Love You, J.T

2009-11-19T20:12:00.000+08:00

Happy 3rd Month to darling and celine ! :D

Darling ;
Thanks darling. Thanks for being with me this T-H-R-E-E months.
Thanks for everything you've given to me. Thanks for your Love & Care ^^
I Love You so Muchhhhhhieeee !!!
Hahahahahahahaha <33
I'll keep my vow to you and stay with you till eternity !!!
Lasting forever with you is my Life Goal (:
This sentencce sounds so familar hor ? Hahahahaha :x
Your papers are coming ! Jiayou alrights ?
I'll be here with you, giving you my best support ! LOL .
I love you lahs :D
*Huggg huggg

Celine Lover ;
Hey hey, happy third month to you too ! Haha .
Thanks for being with me this three months .
Though u always stir up troubles for me, i still care for you ! Haha :x
We must last long tooo ! Haha :D
Next year must buck up already kays ? Dont watse another year again le .
Jiayous ! I know you can make it de .
If u need my help, feel free to tell me !
Take Cares :D

Today ;
woke up early and got ready .
packed stuffs for swimming .
In the end daddy dont allow .
Went for breakfast and lunch together with celine .
Bought lunch back for daddy .
Shower and went to celine's house le .
Meet darling dhen slack slack with him at celine's house ^^
After that celine's mum came back and ask darling and i for dinner.
But darling and i dint stay for dinner cause daddy called me to go .
Darling and i wanted to take bus de, but the bus were all full with people, so we took cab back home . Reached home at 630pm .
Went to buy dinner dhen rest dhen online to chat with darling le .
Rathe late now, gonna have lesson tmr- sleeping soon .
Nights(:
**I Love You darling <3

2009-11-18T22:35:00.000+08:00

Kindness begets Kindness .
I always believe in this line .

Hey, im seriously serious bout this relationship that im having with julian .
Trust me alright ? Im really serious . Trust me !
He's gonna be my Last .

& u care so much for fuck ?

Julian Julian!
I really loves you !

2009-11-17T21:49:00.000+08:00

Tonight is the night that i realise myself falling real deep into love .
It's the night that i've found myself wanting and needing him so much .
Im craving for him, im asking him not to go .
I realise how much i love him .
It's not a dream . It's happening on me .
I've never know that i would have loved someone so much .
I cant live my life without him . I know i cant ..

On this night that i was so afraid of loosing him, he told me that im the one that added colours to his life . I'm his favourite artist . I love this sentence so much . I wants him to stay with me and he promised so . And it's a never breaking promise . I am so lucky and fortunate to have him by my side . I really must say i am . Though we fight, we quarrell but we're still like before . I hope that i would never ever wake up from this ''dream" that i had . Because im really afraid to loose him . If i ever have too, it would be turning my fairytale like dream into a horrible nightmare . I love him so much . Tooooo much that i never thought i could have given to him . He's the best boyfriend that i would ever have . He's gonna be my last, the one that i would start my family with . I would never leave him, just like how i had promised him . He's the best that i could never find . I just love him for who he is . His eyes which helps him to talk to me sometimes, his smile that appears in my mind whenever i close my eyes, his laughter that make me feels so happy whenever i hears it, his character that made him the most wonderful and perfect person . His sweet and caring actions, words were all being captured down and recorded in my heart . All i want is to have him by my side daily . He's just like my drugs . And im addicted to it .

I Love You .

2009-11-16T23:16:00.000+08:00

Today was a busy day for me.
Night, woke up number of times to help daddy out as he's ill.
Then woke up at ard 845am.
Went down to buy breakfast, dhen back up to eat.
Chat with darling online, called celine to ask her whad time she's coming over to my house.
When she's coming dhen i went in to shower. Haha. Luckily i left the gate open if not kiki would be barking non-stop. When im out of the washroom then i realised that im late! Late for meeting darling. Got ready and out i went! Meet darling under my block, then went to take 985 to Lot to meet weihao for the art exhibition that Ms.tan is bringing us to. Reach cityhall station just in time, but the rest are so slow. Waited for them, dhen we went for the art exhibition. Rather boring uh. LOL. After that went to parklane to look for maverick. pissing me off men! Couldnt even find him -.- *Things happend Things happened* Don't really wana talk bout it. Anyway, it's a fun day out with darling ^^ Thanks for ur accompany sweetheart ! I Love you lahs!

**Once you walk out of my life, i have no idea whad im going to do next. Please dont say break, pls dun say if, there's never a break, never a if. I wouldnt let my hands off you even if it's you who asked me to. Just stay by my side. It will sastify me. I love you(:

Oh yah! And people, if you guys dunnoe who did things behind ur back, then please check it out before you anyhow tagg people's blog and scold people. FOLLOWERS -.-

2009-11-15T20:55:00.000+08:00

It's been a long time since i've lasted posted. Many things had happened lately. And i dint pursue the matter means im afraid of you guys, just that i find it childish to carry on the game. And since the teachers know le, they should know whad to do with you guys. Anyway, some people, which is a guy simply act like a follower. Ask u something, must u lie? Oh man, such a guy without his own knees -.- Kind of good friend that i would never find *Roll eyes* The next part is, some people without a real name came distubing people's life, think i dunnoe who you are. How silly of you and you (two people.) There's this another some person who dun even know she's short and wana insult people. She simply needs to TIP-TOE. How sia suay is that. LOL. Nowadays, i realise people loves to TAG and SPAM people's blog. Even she also got it. Surprised. Saw the stupid spammers tag, got alot of people helped her lah. The annoymous person actually stopped tagging, but when i went there came a rather unlogical phrase, dunnoe the annymous person's eyes is covered with stamp or not. I replied the tag, but i dint put my real name. Dunnoe why ley, just have this urge to keep it from her. Anyway, had helped her le. Hope the spammer wont continue his action. Just to let this girl know, Though we've drift apart, i'll always help you if im possible to. After all we might not be good friends anymore, we're still friends (:

Had been rather busy with school work lately. Once reach home, i would do the chores that im supposed to do. Then shower and online le. Half doing school holidays homework and chatting with sweetheart. Rather lazy to do my holidays assignment de, but i've got no choice. Got to buck up le. My 'O's are coming T.T Got to brush up, esp my math. *sighhh. That's the subject that i dread the most. It's super boring and super complex -.- Others are still doing quite well. Haha. Daddy's illness is back. This illness is turning me upside down ! -.- Got to help this and that. Faster recover ley! You recover and be independent. If not i got to stay at home and look after you which is super boring. If you're not recovering, i cant go out to hang with my friends, and most important is that i cant accompany sweetheart ! Daddy, must recover ok ?! Faster recover ! Faster recover ! And get weeeeell sooon !!!!
Next is for the rest of days, i would not be only busy with holiday assignments. I would also be busy packing stuffs cause im moving house le. Gonna be far away from sweetheart le T.T *sighh. Gonna miss him much. It would also be troublesome for him to send me home ): he got to take bus from here to there, to and fro ): Hope this wouldnt let us drift apart.. All i can say is, i really love him alot. I dun wanna be separated from him. Never want to ! Just being updated from sweetheart that his exams are coming ! Good luck sweeety !! :D Wifey wishes u all the best best best !!! :D Haha. Looking forward for the art exhibition that we're going to have with ms tan at Singapore Art Musuem. Darling is joining me cause he dont have school for tmr !

Huuuuurrrrrrrraaaaaaaaayyyyys !!!

Okay bahs. Late le. Gtg and play cafe world le ^^
Nights people.

** I simply loves him without a reason.
He's the only one that keeps my heart beating.
I love you, Julian (:

2009-11-11T21:09:00.000+08:00

Today's a super boring day in school. Math and physics.. Heng got darling accompany me message^^ But inbetween quarrell, no is me making a fuss over things, but now ok le. Haha. After school Julian came over to house to use toilet. Hahahaha. Always urgent de. LOL xD Dhen after that call daddy dehn went to Grandma house le. Alighted from the bus and went for ice-cream at mac. Take-away to the stairs at grandma's block. Accopmany him dhen....^^ Thank you darling for being with me for the 24 minutes^^ I love you lahs :D Then after that went up to grandma house and ringed daddy. Kanna scolded cause i was one hour late. LOL. But never mind, at least the time spent with darling is worthwhile^^ Erm, reach le message with him dhen daddy called and said that it's going to rain heavily so he came and pick me up with kiki back home with me! Hahahaha. Super happy! :D Now kiki's sleeping on the sofa. Daddy had cutted her fur le, she look so skinny, and with her triangle head, she looked so cute! ^^ But soon she'll be away le. *sighhhhh. Must cherish my days with her le T.T Now doing art ley, i only started 0.01%. LOL. Im ending here le. Nights.

I miss you,
I love you,
Julian [:

2009-11-09T20:28:00.000+08:00

I super duper miss Julian T.T

2009-11-07T20:50:00.000+08:00

Woke up at 8am in the morning.
Washed up and went to lie back on the cozy bed.
Call darling to say good morning then celine to comfirm with the time she's meeting me.
Then breakfast with daddy at home and shower, pack stuffs for the day le.
Celine came dhen we went out le. Shop at Lot to wait for the time to pass cause we're meeting darling at 1.15pm but yet we're already out at 11am. Went to library to renew by books cause it's due on the coming monday. Shop shop shop and bought a pair of heels for 20bucks at mondo^^ So happy xD After that took bus down and i thought im going to be late meeting darling. Luckily he's later than us, haha! :x Then went walking to parklane for pool with celine leading us. Went for lunch before pooling. After that went to pool which had caused 9bucks. Rather expensive.. But anyway, fun! Haha :D Then went to take cab to dg. On the way there, celine realised that she haven take her spects, so we called the driver to turn back -.- Took her spects from the pool counter and bought macflurry while walking back dg. On the way there i LAUGHED non stop. (that's my laughing-stich. non stop!) LOL. Then celine went to lan for her audi while darling and i went to plaza sing to anyhow walk. LOL. Then walked back to find her an hour later. Then headed to eat at KFC. LAUGHED on the evil devil and donut topic. LOL. XD Super funnnnny! Hahahaha! Then boarded 190 back le.

*Darling, im gonna miss you alot for the rest of this year.
I really really hope that nothing will break us up.
You know, i love you so much...
Im craving for you everyday, if i ever have to miss u a second, my heart'll ache badly.
Idk whad i can do for the rest of the year, all could do is to pray hard, wanting the seconds, the minute, the hours, the days, the night to pass faster.
Right now, right here, im missing you badly.

2009-11-06T23:05:00.000+08:00

Going out to town tmr afternoon with baby and celine.
Praying hard that it wont rain tomorrow.
Pls dun rain! (:

I hearts Julian.T ! :D

2009-11-04T13:52:00.000+08:00

Yesterday ( Tuesday 3rd nov 2009 )

Yesterday went to swimming with julian, celine, and rui xuan. But there's only celine and i swimming. Reach swimming pool was rather late le, it was raining so we waited for the rain to stop. While waiting, julian, celine and rui xuan they all went playing with poker, while im eating Potatoe! Haha. Must thanks darling for buying it for me^^ When the rain stopped, rui xuan went back le. Celine and i went to continue swimming while he's studying. i think he didnt really study much cuz i was disturbing him throughout the entire time. haha :x Then after that went to shower and then HOME. HOME HOME HOME. Called daddy and was shouted at for being late back home -.- He said i dint message him to inform him that im going back late. Wth. i did, i did, i did -.- Had a fight with him when he got back home from work. Then in the night i was setting the alarm for today morning, i reliase that he hadnt open the msg that i've sent him earlier -.- So, he's blaming me when i did my part in informing him that i would be late back home. Whad a nice misunderstanding..

Today ( 4th nov 2009 )

Woke up early without greeting daddy. This had actually pissed him off. I think he deserves it. LOL. Who call him anyhow scold me -.- Waited for celine to come to my house at 7am, but it turns out the other way. She's not here -.- Damn it. I wait and wait and wait till 730 and called ruixuan to meet her at mac at 740am. I went out with daddy as he's on his way for work. Walked to mac and waited for ruixuan. After that waited for julian at blk one. Dhen went to eat breakfast with him at mac. Slack, dhen meet ruixuan at blk five during her break. After that julian went to sch le, left me and ruixuan. Went to take away mac, realise that we're late for our math lesson! Was late for 15mins. Celine also came late, later than us somemore -.- Had been calling her for the whole day but got no response from her. Then, had 2hours of math lesson. End sch with 1 sets of math worksheet. wooooo. Must complete. No matter how much i hate math, i also must complete and pass my math for my o'levels. jiayou jiayou :D Went to mac with celine for her take away lunch. this is the 4th time i've went to mac for the whole day. LOL. After that went home and realise myself super tired T.T Celine was at my house, she did her math worksheets and i used the com. Lappy was really hot this few days as i had been using it for the whole day. Hope it wont burn. LOL. Then afterawhile, meet julian with celine outside house. Nice chatting hor? Hahahahahaha. Ok. then they went back. Talk with julian on the phone, hang, shower, called again, watch tv with my lappy on and eating maggie noodles. Then off the tv, coopying the e-mail addresses that i had in my current account as im changing a new account. LOL. Then hang the phone at 645. Darling needa rest, so am i. *yawns. Ok bahhs. i end here le. Wanna go rest awhile le. Haha. Nights nights. It's 7 now. LOL.

*Darling, i wont run away le ^^
Haha. I love you(:
( guess u would know whad im talking about [: )

2009-11-03T21:06:00.000+08:00

I HATE DADDY !
FOREVER SO UNREASONABLE !
I HATE YOU DADDDDDDDY !
ALWAYS EXPECT ME TO LISTEN TO YOU .

Thanks darling, thanks for spending ur day with me .
I love you sooooo much ! :D
Jiayous for ur coming paper ok?!
Haha. I Love You lahhhs (:

Ok. Bye. Nights(:

2009-10-31T20:46:00.000+08:00

亲爱的，今天的我特别地想你。
我真的很爱你，张铀坚。
我不会放弃的，牵了你的手，我就不会放手。

2009-10-31T17:36:00.000+08:00

Darling had went out with his friends for their soccer games.
Im alone now. And im gonna miss him badly T.T

I miss you..